Life's daily adventures

2009-06-27T21:31:00.002-04:00

Summer is here!

The school year ended well- the yearbook was a success overall and all my students wrapped the year up in fine form (well- all but one).

I discovered in the spring that my role at school would be changing for the coming school year- I'll be teaching 3 US History classes as well as handling a reduced SPED case load. It's taken some time for that to settle in, but I am thankful for a job and will try to do my best in the coming year.

Youth group ended well- We had a great 30 hour famine to wrap up the year. The kids were really invested in the process and seemed moved by the event. It was sad to say goodbye to our graduates- you don't realize how much you have grown to love these kids and what a part you have played in their lives. They are always welcome back and they always turn up!

School's been out for a week and I've been pleased with my productivity. As always, there are many projects looming: yearbook planning, English camps, fall youth group, worship team, His Mansion missions trip, Haiti/HOPE Missions- and all the little projects I create in the process. My time is really limited this summer as after July 11th I'm traveling quite a bit. So, I'm doing my best to get as much done as I can.

The best news of all came today when we learned that HOPE received it's approval for 501 (c)(3) recognition- this is a huge relief and blessing. God is good!

I hope to be better about updating-

Enjoy your summer!

2009-03-23T19:35:00.003-04:00

A lot has happened in the recent months (has it been THAT long?).

My father, brother and I headed to Colombia on Valentine's Day for a week long missions trip. We had a great time! Having been on a number of different trips and with a variety of ministries- this was a very different trip for me. The demands of the trip by some of the leaders were interesting (to say the least)- I had to work on my attitude many times.

Many on the team worked on a variety of work projects- carpentry, gutters, digging a well. I helped measure out a kickball field, painted a cafeteria and play equipment as well as spent time helping in the kitchen, leading chapel and participating in a 7th grade class and women's meeting. The days were very full- almost too full. Knowing I had to return to teaching immediately upon returning home- I tried to pace myself in the heat.

The people we met were lovely! They were so pleasant and kind- I truly enjoyed using my limited spanish to get to know them. The other team members were very nice too-and two ladies especially were encouraging to me. It was nice to experience this with my family- I was sad that my mom couldn't come. Bill really enjoyed himself and hopes to return. He was interested in seeing everything and was even able to meet another adoptee.

One thing I learned on the trip is that we don't have to offer a fantastic program in Haiti (thinking of a leadership conference etc...)- they just want to be taught. And- will accept whatever is offered as long as it is biblical. That helped put some perspective into plans for future ministry.

Since coming home, I've been busy working on the missions conference for church. We invited 20 different presenters to come and put on a workshop style conference. It was held this past weekend and went pretty well. This was the first time I was able to plan an event and truly sit back and watch it work. I had little anxiety and was able to participate actively which was nice. Reflecting shows things I would do differently- but overall it was good and the feedback has been good. The conference came at the right time as our church has gone through a bit of upheaval over the past weeks. But, Praise God- our church is united as it moves forward.

School is now heading into Annual Season. This is a busy time for us in SpEd. I enjoy it because it is a good time of reflection and planning as well as meeting with parents- just lots of paperwork. I have two meetings tomorrow and one on Wednesday.

I'm looking forward to some time of quiet- getting caught up on projects at home, youth group and HOPE. April Vacation is soon and I can't wait.

Spiritually- I've been challenged on some things lately- and I'm seeing God bring freedom in those areas. I am thankful that He is good even when things don't feel so good or go as we'd like them.

A verse from my QT this morning is an encouragement- and has already been tested today. I need to make this the prayer of my heart.

Psalm 27:13-14

"Yet I am confident I will see the Lord’s goodness while I am here in the land of the living. Wait patiently for the Lord. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the Lord."

Waiting is hard- especially when life continues to move forward for so many around me. I struggle with jealousy and coveting what others have- when I know I should be so grateful for what "is" in my life.

A daily battle- but guarding my heart and getting to the root of the issue is important.

All for now- enjoy a few recent pics!

Always

Elisabeth

Snow Camp in February with our Youth Group- a great weekend!

A few of our favorite Colombian Soccer Players!

My family with Nancy- the missionary that rescued Bill as an infant.

Missions Conference

2009 in Full Swing

2009-01-07T10:32:00.002-05:00

What a great vacation I had! It was so good to relax, catch up with friends and even complete a few projects.
One special treat was catching up with Sarah who I went to WOLBI with and actually lives in the town where I teach. It was so encouraging to see her still pursuing Christ.
We had a fun night with the youth on New Year's - I'm not a great Guitar Praise player but I wouldn't mind a bit more practice on the Wii. That was a blast! We really saw our teens step out this past month- they participated in 2 drama's at church as well as a large vocal on Christmas Eve. We also attempted an outreach at a local soup kitchen but sadly no children came. The teens had great attitudes though and we are excited to see what other doors are open. I encouraged them that God asks us to be ready and available- He takes care of the results. This weekend is our mid-year leadership conference in NH and Snow Camp is at the end of the month. Then, we're full swing into Teens Involved and lots of fun spring activities. This year is flying by!

School-wise: it was good to get back on Monday- not as hard to jump back into the swing as I thought. All my kids got back from break in one piece (I tend to worry a bit when they have too much time on their hands...) and each has "stopped by" to check in with me. Even "my kiddos" who aren't my kids- stop in and catch me up on things. A whole crew of boys came by yesterday- I call them the "Brain Trust" ala Scrubs. Up to no good. But you have to love them.
Yearbook is progressing- we have our 2nd deadline on Monday, probably won't make it. But, I honestly feel okay about that. The kids are working hard and I'm a bit more relaxed right now. There is still so much to do- but we have a good team.

Hmmm what else? I started crocheting again this last week. I have a blanket I started in 2001 that I haven't finished. Not because I'm a slow crocheter but because I put it down so many times. I decided I am going to finish it..... granted it needs 140 individual squares....but I will finish so I can move on to other projects. Plans are in the works for a number of trips this year- Colombia, Haiti and Germany. I'm getting excited. Other projects include the missions conference, summer trip for youth and another work week for the teens. Never a dull moment here.

Well- a snow day opens the world of possibilities, so I'm going to get going and enjoy it!

Happy New Year!
Always
Elisabeth

2008-12-13T11:47:00.004-05:00

This was a tough week. I haven't been able to formulate all of my thoughts- but I know that I'm raw. There has been a lot of pressure lately- some self-inflicted, some out of my control. Not every response that I've given has been good, and I'm sad that I didn't respond in a more God-honoring way. This was the first week were I realized how much I can take when it comes to my students. I love them. I really do. But, when you invest so much of yourself- your time, energy and heart and then you are treated badly, I think everyone comes to a breaking point. The reassurring part, is when the student actually comes back and wants to make things right. That was very special. There have been elements of frustration- well, many elements of frustration. Things that wouldn't necessarily bother me have and others I've just lost patience over. Often my expectations on what I should accomplish, personally and work-related, are unrealistic. On the other hand, I can't get my head above my work load and I wonder what I'm not doing right.

Needless to say, I'm ready for a nice Christmas break. It will be good to relax, rest and catch up (or get ahead depending on your perspective).

Last Saturday I went to an Andrew Peterson concert with Sarah and Diana. It was beautiful. So fun to be with friends too. The music- the hearts shared by the artists were amazing. I didn't want the evening to end. I had forgotten how much I enjoyed these artists- and haven't stopped listening to them since. If the Behold the Lamb tour ever comes near you- you have to go! It is incredible!

Hoping everyone is well and enjoying this season.

Always

Elisabeth

2008-11-11T11:01:00.003-05:00

It's been awhile...

I don't think I've ever had a busier first quarter at school. This is a year full of change and I'm having to adjust to new students, staff and procedures. Somethings are going very well- others, still need lots of work. Time management is always crucial. I am enjoying each day- feel like I've made some great gains with some kids and have been very surprised by those who seek me out. All in all, it has been a great year so far and I truly (and I really mean this) LOVE what I do. It is nice to be able to say that and mean it.
I've also signed on to co-advise the yearbook- wow, this is a lot of work. But I know in the end it will be awesome. We're trying some new things and the kids are excited.

Youth group has been going well- it always takes a bit to get in the swing of things, but we're getting there. We've had challenges and I know Satan is attempting to distract and discourage. We had a great outreach weekend with STORM and a coffee house. Last weekend we packed christmas boxes for kids and participated in the church talent show. We are really focusing the kids this year on daily disciplines and ministry outreach (outside of our walls). I'm really excited that in December we will go to a local food kitchen and host a children's christmas party. That will be awesome. My hope is to take the kids on some sort of outreach trip next summer.

My family plans to go to Colombia in February to see where Bill was born. That is pretty cool- I've always wanted to do that, but Bill wasn't interested. Now he is, and I'm so excited to share it with him.
I plan to go to Haiti sometime this year- probably over the summer. It's been over a year- too long. And, I'll go to Germany again next July to teach at the youth camp. Loved that and can't wait!

The holidays are coming- I'm really trying to reduce stress and stay focused on things that matter. This year- reducing purchasing- so outside of my family, donations to charities is what it will be. I hope to host a spa day in January for my friends which is a great gift of fellowship and pampering.

I've been really convicted lately about how I haven't been "around" for some friends that really need me right now. Specifically in the form of prayer but also in checking up on them etc... I'm working to change that and hope that it will be a blessing. It is hard to hear/know that people you love are hurting- though I can't fix it, I can pray and love them.

This weekend is Superbowl- another event that reminds me that I'm getting older (30 this year) and can't stay up like I used too. Been pulling out more gray hairs lately. It's so wrong!

Love to you all
Elisabeth

2008-08-29T20:33:00.007-04:00

Since returning from Germany, I've hit the ground and haven't stopped running!

On the 19th- we had a 50th Anniversary Party for my parents! What a great night! It would not have been possible without Maria and other friends who pitched in. It was nice to have some family up from down south and about 140 friends there. My parents really enjoyed themselves. There was so much laughter and joy through the whole night. I loved looking around the room and just seeing everyone enjoying one another. Some people had not been in touch for some time. We enjoyed music shared by various friends and a lively "Newlywed Game"- that was a hit!

Here are some pictures from the party and a video that we shared.

A friend copied Mom and Dad's wedding cake. It was beautiful!!!

The food was delicious- someone asked me if Maria knew the caterers. I laughed, "Maria IS the caterer!!" Everyone just had a blast and loved the entire evening!

The Monday after the Anniversary Party, the youth group began a work week at our church- called "give back".

We had an amazing time. The youth worked so hard and with such good attitudes. I did not hear one person complain about what they were asked to do. We got so much done- here are some of the projects.

-stained all the windows and door trim

-washed windows

-painted window trim

- painted all doors interior/exterior

- painted three rooms and the bathroom

- put up wall paper in two rooms

- painted a book case

- cleaned and painted a storage unit

- sanded- a lot

- painted the boiler room (after cleaning/priming)

- painted pastors porch

- cleaned out the overgrown trees in the cemetary

- completely organized the church library

- painted a huge chalkboard and painted magnetic paint on it

- scraped and cleaned 2 large dividers

- straighted and cleaned all the radiators

- lots of cleaning

I'm sure I'm missing some things, but as you can see- we did a lot!

Enjoy the pictures- I work with the most amazing young people! (And yes, it really is that blue!)

Then, we took 7 teens to an overnight conference in MA. Josh McDowell was the speaker. There were also a lot of bands there. It was a great time with these special kids. We laughed a lot- learned a lot about defending our faith and left quite encouraged!

My partner-in-crime- I honestly don't know where I would be without Maria.

Now, school has started. It has actually gone relatively smoothly. I have a great case load and really enjoy all my classes. I'm working with some new kids- and I'm enjoying them. I actually feel like I have a good handle on things and that I'm prepared. There still is a lot of work to do- but I'm enjoying it. I love going to work each day.

Youth group starts on the 10th- I have a lot to do to prepare. So many projects to get going on.

But that's how we roll!

Love

Elisabeth

I heart my class.

2008-08-13T11:36:00.002-04:00

Germany 2

2008-08-11T15:34:00.001-04:00

My two other updates from Germany- pics to come soon (once I get over jet lag!).

We are about to begin Day Three of class. Right now, the teens are having quiet time with their counselors. What an amazing time the counselors are having with the campers- digging in the Word and hitting real heart issues. These devotional times have been rich in discussion and truth.It reminds me that these teens are no different from me or you. They experience the same hurts and struggles that we do- and God's Word is sufficient to meet their needs.In journals, I've been able to talk quite a bit about finding our identity in the Lord and not in what others say or think about us.What a treasure it is to communicate unchanging truth! Yesterday, we took the campers to Black Forest International Church. We enjoyed worshipping together- the message was about "Why I'm not an Atheist"- and hit home many important truths for these teens that struggle in a culture that says God does not exist.After a relaxing afternoon watching "The Lion, Witch and the Wardrobe" and a hearty game of soccer- we worshipped together.I was overwhelmed hearing the campers singing songs honoring our Lord- and realizing that whether in German or English, we worshipthe same Lord. Our messages each evening have been on Living Dangerously- and they have been challenging both to campers and staff that we are involved in a battle. Most of the teens, if they have trusted Christ, make up a very small minority in their villages and schools.This week truly becomes their "spark plug" for the year! Today, we are celebrating Christmas! We listened to The Night Before Christmas last evening, sang carols this morning and passed out stockings w/treats this morning. It is just another way for us to share American culture and communicate love to our teens. Please continue to pray for us here- God is at work and we are excited! As teachers, we have been asked to put together a special lesson for Wednesday, and need an extra doseof creativity to make Lewis and Clark interesting to German Teens. We also have one girl who has demonstrated some special issues- and as a staff we are not sure how to meet her needs.Pray for wisdom and understanding- sometimes it is hard enough to come along someone in your own language- it is doubly hardwhen language is a barrier. Pray for wisdom for Tina, our main translator, as she works with this young lady. Thank you for your prayers- they are felt here!

It is hard to believe that our campers leave tomorrow morning. It has been an amazing 9 days with them.We enjoyed "Adventure Day" on Wednesday and a talent show on Thursday night. So many good laughs.English classes today went so well- and I was able to share with them Ephesians 3:14-21. Russ mentioned thispassage earlier in the week, and I've been mulling it over since. It really is my prayer for my classes (and the campers asa whole)- that their roots will go down deep into God's love, that they will know His great power, that they would make a home for Him in their hearts- and truly know how high, deep, wide, long is His love for them. It was awesome to end our class in prayer- hearing them pray in German and thank God for His abundant love for them. After a special dinner (staff serving campers- and doing their evening chores), we had our final meeting. We've been challenged this week to live dangerously for Christ- not safely or recklessly. It was something that I know I needed to hear. We have seen God break throughwalls and soften hearts as well as strengthen and encourage believers. It has been awesome to play a part in each one's spiritualjourney. Tomorrow morning will be difficult for these kiddos- it is amazing how close they get in a short time. Many have no christian friends back home- and othersare going back to difficult situations. This is truly a haven for them. Pray that they keep in touch and attend a special reunion planned in November. After the campers leave, we have quite a bit of cleaning to do (this dorm is massive!)- and then we will head to Freiburg for dinner! We leave Sunday at 5:30 pm (11:30 am EST) from Zurich and will arrive at 7:30pm in Boston.Pray for safe travel and that we finish well!

Germany Pics

2008-08-02T03:08:00.002-04:00

Hello from Germany!
Below are two of my recent email updates-
Wednesday, 7/30/08
Tomorrow is the day! Our campers arrive at 1pm (7am EST)! We are excited to have them come but I think we're all a bit nervous. I know thatI am! We had a good flight over- but ran into some problems finding the right train from the airport to Basal. It was frustrating for a bit (especiallywith all of our luggage)- but the Lord sent a lovely Swiss couple to help us.We arrived hot and tired- and so thankful to settle into Maugenhard- our home for the next two weeks. This is a boys dorm for Black ForestAcademy. It is very comfortable and homey. I have my own room- which allows me a quiet place to prepare- especially once our house is full of manyexcited German teens. Our first three days were spent getting ready for camp. There are actually three camps going on right now at different locations. We had some training sessions all together. In the process, I discovered that the material I was provided was not challenging enough for the students I will be teaching (advanced level).This was initially very frustrating as I had put many hours at home into preparing lessons/materials. So, I've had to start over from scratch.But after some prayer, encouragement and time to re-plan- I have the first two days mapped out. God is using the circumstances here to force me to set myself aside- and allow Him to work. This experience has taken me out of my comfort zone- and I know this is exactly what I needed. It is exciting to see God at work in our staff already- and to know thatHe will be doing the same in the lives in our teens. Today, we were able to take a day trip into Luzerne, Switzerland. We enjoyed a beautiful drive. The city is gorgeous. We were able to see the old city walls and some beautiful old homes and churches. It was lovely to sit by the river in the shade and enjoy the swans. It was a great day to just relax and get to know our team better before we jump into camp. Please be in prayer as our campers come tomorrow. We know that God is going to be working mightily in the lives of the 30 teens- our prayeris that each teen will leave with a growing, personal relationship with Christ.Pray that we are an authentic representation of the love of Christ.

Friday, 8/1/08
What an amazing day we've had! It's hard to believe that just yesterday our campers arrived! We have already fallen in love with themand even chosen a few favorites! For any bit of nervousness they had when they came, it has now been replaced with smiles, laughter and TONS of energy. Our first full day with campers went really well. My class includes 8 boys and 2 girls, ages 15-17. The girls are as sweet as canbe. I've enjoyed just sitting with them, talking, singing and answering their questions. My boys, who seem to think that their smiles and charm willget them out of "hard work", have stolen my heart. Today, we simply got to know each other. I shared a powerpoint of pictures from home and they enjoyed "meeting" loved ones in CT. We played a game called "Would you rather?" where they were given crazy scenarios that they had to pick from and explain why they choose the one they did. They especially enjoyed asking me some pretty far out questions from the game.The most special time was sharing with them a mini-devotional from Matthew 22:37-39 and talking about loving God with our entire being and loving others.Each day, they are asked to respond to journal prompts which I read and respond to. Today, they were asked to tell me their "God Story". What a treasureto read about their relationship with the Lord- and to be able to respond back, heart to heart. One girl came later and thanked me for what I shared. This experience is a thrill- I'm enjoying every moment! Our team is working so well together - and truly enjoying one another.I know already, it will be so difficult to leave English Camp. Please continue to pray that spiritual battles will be won here at English camp. There are some hard hearts- but God has already begun a workin them and is softening them. Pray for encouragement and spiritual growth for these precious young people.
Serving with JOY (more than I can say!)
Elisabeth

2008-07-19T17:08:00.004-04:00

The summer has been busy- and I haven't' been a very faithful blogger.

The to-do's are slowing getting checked off- with a few unexpected treats thrown in.

I spent a day in Kittery Maine with friends-

A trip to IKEA, shopping trips, bargains at Salvation Army, movie nights, dinner out, time with my kiddos! I am truly enjoying this summer!

Our ladies Bible Study has started and it has been a blessing to get to know these ladies. We're studying what the Bible says about the church- I'm looking forward to digging in and possibly redefining my perspectives (setting aside tradition etc...)

At the last minute I was asked to teach the Bible lesson at VBS. At first I was overwhelmed with it. But- it ended up being awesome. The lessons were highly interactive and the kids really enjoyed them. I had a fantastic helper too. Our teens volunteered to help and it was exciting to see them serving in a variety of roles. They were an encouragement and blessing to so many. They also volunteered to help with a special day of cleaning one day after VBS- we got more done at the teen building than I imagined (shampooed all the furniture and carpets, cleaning, dump/barn runs)- they were awesome! I just got home from a girls spa day! We had a great time making jewelry and pampering the girls. The boys went for a hike and when they met up with us for lunch- some actually joined in on the spa! It was hilarious to watch them get facials, pedicures and hot paraffin dips. I work with the most amazing teens!

So- now I'm wrapping up projects before I head to Germany a week from today. I still have so much to do to get ready, but I'm excited! Pray that I continue to use my time wisely and accomplish all that I have to do.

Love to you all
Elisabeth

2008-06-28T12:29:00.003-04:00

My first week of summer vacation is over.

This week's main task was to finish and mail out invitations to my parent's 50th Wedding Anniversary Party in August. Everyone joined in to help but it took a couple days. I need to get the details finalized before Germany- because the party is the week I get back. In some ways, I feel like I'm planning a wedding- color schemes, menu, favors, centerpieces, slideshow, music etc...

Here is the pic we used for the invite-
Everyone keeps commenting on my dad's ears. We've gotten quite the kick out of it. His head has definately grown over the years.

I spent two days this week at UCONN attending a Yearbook Workshop- it was incredible. So many great ideas and samples. I was able to meet our yearbook rep and photographers which was good. It is still a huge task but I feel better about it. It may end up being really enjoyable!

Last night was suppossed to be our first ladies Bible Study- but due to changes only 2 came. We visited for a bit and then Bethany and I ended up getting dinner out. It was nice to catch up with her and to have her back in the area.

Wish I had more exciting things to share- but for the moment, I'm laying low- enjoying my new portable dvd player and soaking up the rest. Next week begins the "dig in"- striking lots off the to-do list.

Always
Elisabeth

2008-06-20T08:34:00.002-04:00

We're Done!
Today marks the first day of summer vacation- and of course, I have to go to school!
I left a few tasks undone- and I'd rather go in now when I have the momentum then wait until the fall when things are CRAZY!

This last week was crazy. Lots of unexpected- many unanswered questions- goodbyes and sweet times with kids/friends. I do really enjoy my job- and the community there, warts and all.

One piece of news is that I agreed to be a yearbook advisor for next year. I was very hesitant- but my co-worker Jaime agreed to do it with me, so that eases the stress a bit. It will be a lot of work and hopefully we'll have a motivated crew- but it will be a good investment at school. Thankfully, I will be able to go to a 2-day training next week at UCONN for it. I'm sure that will ease my mind a bit.

I still have to make our proposal for another service trip next year. It will have to go before the BOE as well. I believe I will meet with the principal after July 4th. There will also be some meetings with my director in July. This will very much be a "working summer".

Ever more important that I use my time wisely and maximize it.

One exciting thing is that I will be able to work at VBS this summer. I've missed the last few years because I've been in Haiti- so I'm looking forward to serving.

That's about it for now- need to get busy. Tonight is graduation and I am excited to see some of my kiddos finish! They make me proud.

Tomorrow is our superhero party at youth- should be a lot of fun!

Always
Elisabeth

2008-06-14T11:55:00.005-04:00

Four days left to the school year- I can hardly believe it! It just flew by. I have so much still to accomplish before Friday and so much more to "figure out" for next year. Pray I am able to complete all my tasks.

Youth Group "officially" ended last Wed. But- between Sunday ministry teams and activities, the kids won't be strangers. We'll have lots of good relationship building times this summer.

Our next big event is our Superhero party on the 21st. We're going all out with costumes and all- I'll be sure to post to pics. Let's just say, my costume involves lots of green paint!

I started writing out my summer to-do list- and it is long. I really want to maximize this summer and accomplish many tasks. The more I do now, the easier the coming school year will be. Pray I am able.

We are starting a young ladies Bible study this summer- so many of my girlfriends are desiring to go deeper and to have fellowship with like-minded women. I know that I really need this- and I'm looking forward to it!

Germany is about six weeks away! I'm getting excited- and enjoying reading through the lesson material. I think it is going to be a blast!!! Pray that my financial needs are met and that I am spiritually prepared for this experience.

It doesn't look like I'll be going to Haiti this summer- hopefully over Christmas break. We are in great need for financial resources to move the library forward. We are basically at a standstill right now. Our cement ceiling must be poured in one step and we can't do that until we have the full $25,000. Urgent prayer is needed about this. My heart gets heavy for the community members who are waiting and don't fully understand the constraints here.

The other big upcoming event is my parent's 50th anniversary party. They celebrated on June 7th- but we're holding the party 8/16. Maria is helping a ton and it should be a great night. I need to get invites out ASAP though.... I guess I should go do that!

Here are a few recent pics from youth group. We had an amazing year! God is so good- and our kids are amazing!

Always
Elisabeth

Not sure what I'm doing here--- James wanted to dance.

This pic of Levi cracks me up- he was getting ready for our skit

Jackie, Megan and Ana singing "Who Am I"

We cover the tables so that the kids can draw on them- they love it!

Chelsea, Ashley, Heather and Brianna

James, Levi and Matt- doing the :Ricky Train" (a long hilarious story!)

A quick update

2008-05-31T11:07:00.003-04:00

There are three weeks left to school- and I'm super excited. This has been a challenging year and I'm looking forward to a break. My paperwork is almost all wrapped up and I'll be able to concentrate on getting ready for the fall. There is a chance that I may lose some of the kids on my caseload- and that makes me sad. I really have a great crew and I've worked hard to build repoire with them. We'll have to wait and see what happens.

Last Friday- we hosted a coffee house at youth group. It seemed to go really well. The turn out was good- we were packed out and will have to use an alternate location for next year. Every church brought "acts" and everyone did really well. It was nice to sit back and watch the evening unfold!

I went to VA last weekend to visit Matt and Alicia. I needed to get away and just have a time-out. We had a good time just "being"! It is good to see their home and all the touches that are making it theirs. It was good to meet their family and friends- I also had the opportunity to see Kim in Lynchburg. That was a blessing! It is never long enough of a break but it definately got me recharged to finish the year.
Mom and Dad are home from the Ukraine- they had a great time. It is good to have them back. It was too quiet here. Next week, they celebrate their 50th anniversary! WOW!

The summer is coming together and I have tons of projects to accomplish. Pray I am able to give proper attention to all the tasks before me. I'm excited to see the things that God is unfolding and what the summer will hold. Germany will be here before I know it and then we'll jump head first back into youth ministry and school.

Always
Elisabeth

2008-05-13T19:06:00.002-04:00

Last Saturday, the men of our church hosted a "Daughter's Dinner"- honoring all women of the church. They invited a special speaker- who shared the following song with us.

I'm in His Hands

I shall not fear though darkened clouds may gather 'round me
The God I serve is one who cares and understands
Although the storms I face would threaten to confound me,
of this I am assured, I'm in His hands.

I'm in His hands
What'eer the future holds
I'm in His hands
The days I cannot see have all been planned for me
His way is best, you see
I'm in His hands.

What though I cannot know the way that lies before me?
I still can trust and freely follow his commands
My faith is firm since it is He that watches o'er me
Of this I'm confident, I'm in His hands

In days gone by my Lord has always proved sufficient
When I have yielded to the law of love's demands
Why should I doubt that He would ever more be present
to make His will my own! I'm in His hands

I love the line- "my Lord has always proved sufficient" and "to make His will my own".
That is my prayer- that my desires would be replaced by those that are HIS. That His plans would be the plans of my heart instead of attempting to settle for the plans I have for myself.

It has been a busy few days- but I'm excited to see God actively at work. In the simple things (driving home today- I was in awe of the sunshine!) In His perfect timing (the van situation especially). In His confirmation (areas where I've had doubt- and to see that those decisions were right all along). In the peace He provides.

One of my students lost his father yesterday. The mother and I spoke soon after and I knew most of the day yesterday (before the student). It was hard to know and not be able to offer him comfort, when I knew in a few short hours (once he heard the news), his life was never going to be the same. He came to school today. He sought me out a number of times and we just sat together. He shared memories of his dad and what the last few days have been like. In those moments, I felt so utterly helpless. Nothing I can offer will ease his pain, change his circumstances or bring his daddy back. I pray that I am able to offer him comfort and a safe place where he can vent and express what is on his heart- and most importantly, I pray that I can offer him the love of the one who longs to be his Heavenly Daddy- the only one who can fill the void in his heart.

Always-
Elisabeth

When it rains, it pours.

2008-05-03T18:09:00.003-04:00

Exhaustion.

I don't think I've ever felt it before- truly.... until now.

Coming home from NOLA and jumping head first back into work/ministry was challenging.

Then, last weekend happened. Two Stafford students were injured in an early morning accident. For one, the injuries were fatal. For the other, one of our high school students, the injuries will be forever life-altering. This past week at work has been hard as we wrestle with the questions and uncertainties. It has, however, thrown open the doors to share the love of Jesus with our students. We've had many opportunities to listen to them, comfort them, encourage and challenge them. Even in our times of sorrow and despair, God is working mightly. Tensions are high at school as we head into a series of evaluations over the next few days. There are six weeks left to school- and I think there will be a collective sigh of relief when we head for summer break.

But then, you have last night. Katie and I went to see the spring musical. A number of students that I work with were involved. It was so fun to see them stepping out of their comfort zones. Afterwards, one of my boys and his mom came over to see me. It's those little moments that you realize you are making a difference- one life at a time. I was so proud of him- he stole the show!

Today has been a good day as I try to catch up- on rest and work. I am thankful for days like this when the phone doesn't ring, it's quiet and I can move at my own pace. I finished my support letter for Germany today- and it gets me excited! Meeting my teammates last week was great- in the 10 days of camp, they truly get to know the young people and build strong relationships. I can't wait to see what God is going to there!

My heart has been heavy lately- I know being tired and overwhelmed play into it. But, in many ways, it goes deeper than that. There is dissapointment by the lack of urgency I see around me for things of God and for accomplishing His work. My heart desires to do so much more- but the constraints of life prevent it. I continue to bring these things before the Lord- pray for HIS perspective on them and that my desires would be the ones He has for me and not my own.

Psalm 91:1
"Those who live in the shelter of the Most High will find rest in the shadow of the Almighty."
I love this verse. We need to dwell- to live 100% of the time in the Most High. We will find rest/comfort in His shadow. How big is He? That the cool covering of His mere shadow is sufficent to bring rest, to bring peace.

May you find rest today in the Almighty.
Always~
Elisabeth

2008-04-26T10:10:00.002-04:00

I've been running full tilt since before NOLA and now after coming home, there hasn't been a free minute. I MUST finish unpacking today and making some sort of order to my clothes! Thankfully, the delay of being locked out of my house when I got home last Saturday (the fam assumed I had a house key...silly silly), so the laundry was unpacked directly into the Laundromat. What a blessing!

Things never seem to settle on the work front. Every spring, I have to meet with each student's parents to devise their educational program for the coming school year. I've waded through most of my meetings with only 2 left to go! It will be good to get the paperwork settled so that I can put attention to planning for next year and getting organized. I have never felt like I've had this year under my belt. There are some new things I'd like to try as far as organization and data collecting for the fall- so I'm excited to get that set before the summer. There will be NO time to think about school over the summer!

Summer plans-

We have a number of events scheduled for the teens over the summer. I'm excited about our new format for ministry that we'll start hopefully in May. Once a week, the teens will be in their various "ministry teams" and begin to build a repertoire of presentations that can be used in a variety of settings. We want to focus them on service and not competition (TI). We've been asked to do a few different outreaches with other churches- which is really awesome! So the timing is perfect. Right now, we have a youth choir, puppet teams, drama teams and hopefully a quiz team. It is exciting to see them getting involved and learning. Pray that more teens will step forward and that many will look for individual ways to serve (story telling, solos, instrumental etc..). We are also looking to plan a week long work week for the teens in August. We will work on the youth building- hopefully painting/decorating as well as projects at the church. I have to work on this and get it organized but it is all to "prep" them for a possible missions trip next summer- perhaps overseas or back to NOLA!

My personal summer plans-

I hope to be in Haiti for a week- depending on the safety issues there. We need $25,000 to pour the ceiling. This is a job that has to be done in one shot- so we really can't move forward until that money comes in.

Another plan is to head to VA for a bit to see Alicia and Matt. Not sure if I'll drive or fly- but I have to go!

Then, July 26-Aug 11th, I will be going to Germany to teach at a youth camp. I'll teach English to christian teens. Tomorrow is our first team meeting and I'm looking forward to meeting everyone. The curriculum is intense and requires ALOT of planning on my part- pray I can do this. At first I thought, "no problem" but then things started to get emailed to me with more details and I got overwhelmed. I know God works through our weakness- and this will be good for me! I can't wait to see all that I learn in the process and what I am able to transfer to our youth and ministry here in general.

Otherwise- I plan to relax, get caught up, read, take some drives, walk, visit the ocean more, spend some time with my family, finish a few projects....

And I think I will listen to

Discovered her in NOLA, while working, and I really liked her style. This may be my Summer album.

In my quiet time two weeks ago, I came across these verses-

Proverbs 23:17-19

"Do not long for what sinners have. But always show great respect for the Lord. There really is hope for you tomorrow. So your hope will not be cut off. My child, listen and be wise. Keep your heart on the right path."

A friend reminded me a few months ago about the amazing opportunities I have. It is truly a blessing when I consider the travel I've been able to do- and the opportunities coming in the near future. And then, I consider the ministry situations I find myself in and I am overcome. And yet, there are still the quiet moments where I feel hopeless. The public life is amazing, but my heart longs for fulfillment in other areas- and these verses reminded me that there is HOPE- my responsibility is to honor the Lord and listen, be wise and keep my heart on HIS path.

I needed this reminder today.

SAVE NOLA

2008-04-21T16:50:00.004-04:00

Looking back- I'm not sure where the last month has gone- but it has been very busy!

The week before April Vacation was a blur and exhausting as there was so much to accomplish. I headed out Sunday the 13th for New Orleans with a small team of students from my high school to work for a week on homes destroyed by Hurricane Katrina. We worked with St. Bernard Project (check them out!). They were amazing and are doing great things! St. Bernard Parish, where we worked, is a wonderful community. All homes and businesses were destroyed in the storm and many people have not yet returned. Homes and businesses are abandoned, jobs are scarce but the hope and tenacity of these people remain. They are actively seeking to start over- return to normalacy and are helping one another get on their feet. We were amazed by their appreciation and positive attitudes and sweet spirits. Each person we met shared their story- and it was exciting to get so many different perspectives.

The destruction was horrible and there is still so much to do. Thousands of homes are being prepared to be demolished- many more houses are in various stages of repair and thousands of people need the resources to make that happen. It was a joy to work with St. Bernard Project who is tangibly helping one family at a time get back into their homes. So many feel like they have been abandandoned and forgotten by the greater community. And in many ways, they have. We don't hear the news reports, life has gone on for us- but these people mark time as to if something happened before/after Katrina. They've not only lost loved ones, their homes and possessions- but their culture has changed, their communities have been disrupted and the effects this will have in years to come is still unknown. Environmentally, the challenges are great as well. They asked that we not forget them.

Look to see what you can do to make a difference! We can all and must do something!

2008-03-21T00:11:00.002-04:00

We had an amazing night at youth group this week. We had a guest speaker who gave an incredible plain but challenging gospel message.

We have a number of kids who aren't saved- and they were certainly challenged to make a decision.

He talked about letting God be the "boss" of your life- and I know that even our saved kids have to think about that and surrender.

I spoke to my small group after- and my two unsaved girls were so honest about not wanting to surrender to anyone! Not wanting to give control of their life to anyone else- even God.

I asked them- "How do you define God?"- they said He is all-powerful, he keeps the world running, made all things.

So I said, "Basically, you believe He can create the world, and decide when it will rain or have lightening and He is able to keep us safe and not allow the earth to self-combust. But, you're not willing to trust Him to be in control of your little life?"

Today, my heart has been so burdened for the girls. I know some of our kids get nervous that they will get turned off to the Lord. But- we have a responsibility to teach truth and to challenge them to a decision- while remaining loving and focused on the relationship we are trying to build.

Both girls wrote some pretty impressive stuff on their myspaces today. They both acknowledge their need for Christ- but the area of submission is holding them back. It was neat to read their impressions- that their perspectives are being changed and they do feel feel loved and accepted.

Please pray for these gals- and the others who are unsaved. My heart is so burdened for them. I know that God can reveal His truth and take away the blindness from their hearts. They have come so far. Pray we have wisdom as we minister to them. Pray that this challenges our kids and that it increases their faith.

Always~
Elisabeth

2008-03-15T10:15:00.003-04:00

The last few weeks have been super busy- I'm enjoying a day of just relaxing and catching up.

Teens Involved was a great day! The kids did a great job with their presentations- had great attitudes and really supported one another! We were proud of them. Teens Involved always allows for teachable moments and it was good to challenge them in service and presentation.

The gang- don't we look good!

Not sure what Matt is doing here.....

Last weekend was our Mission's Conference. It was challenging and great to hear from a variety of our missionaries.

This year, I was asked to plan a youth meeting for the conference. One night, as I was laying in bed, God clearly gave me the idea of a Ministry Fair for Youth. It seemed like an incredibly daunting task and I'm sure a few people thought I was crazy. With Katie's help, it turned out to be amazing! We had 20 different ministries represented and 4 youth groups attending. There were about 160 people there! Everything ran so well! The teens had the opportunity to visit the displays and then they choose 2 presentations that they wanted to know more about- meeting over dinner and dessert. How great to hear the kids say, "there wasn't enough time to see it all!". They were all so engaged and interested! Everyone seemed to walk away encouraged- the teens, youth leaders and presenters. Many got excited about serving the Lord and are actively pursuing opportunities.

Some of our kids with a presenter-

We ended the night with a large rally- worship band, youth choir, drama team, testimonies, media presentations and our speaker. With so many players, I was wondering how it would all flow. And- it was all great! Everything was seamless. There are always some technolgy glitches but everything worked out.

I am overwhelmed by the event- how everyone helped out- how things were received- how it all flowed. It was amazing! God is so good. We are pumped to do another fair next year- actually considering turning it into an all-day conference for youth/youth leaders. Very exciting.

I've really been challenged to step up ministry with our teens- I think it was it lacking and allowing them to be apathetic. They do a lot of ministry- but we have not "forced" them out into truly uncomfortable situations where they have to rely on God- we have not sufficiently trained them to share the gospel. So- this will be our goal in the coming year. Pray we have wisdom as we pursue our purpose.

Everything else is coming along- New Orleans in a few weeks. I did decide to go to Germany this summer- July 27-Aug 11th. That will be exciting. I should be in Haiti in July sometime to.

We just received a large gift for Haiti- awesome! I'm praying that God uses 1 person to meet our financial need. A big request- but I know HE can do it!

We are heading into the very busy season of annuals at school- lots of meetings to attend. But- three months until summer break! Yippee!

I heard this song at our Youth Rally and I've been meditating on it since...

Here Am I Lord by The Micah Tawkls Band

You are the Lord of sea and sky, You have heard Your people cry

all who dwell in dark and sin, Your hand will save

You who made the stars of night, You will make their darkness bright,

You will give Your light to them, who will You send?

Here Am I Lord? Is it I Lord? I have heard You calling in the night.

I will go Lord, if You lead me, I will hold Your people in my heart!

You are the Lord of snow and rain, You have bore Your people's pain,

You have wept for love for them, they turn away

You will break their hearts of stone, give them hearts for love alone,

You will speak Your words to them, who will You send?

Here Am I Lord? Is it I Lord? I have heard You calling in the night!

I will go Lord, If You lead me, I will hold Your people in my heart!

You are Lord of wind and flame, You turn the poor and lame

You will give Your life to them, Who will you send?

That's it for now- thank you for praying for me and checking in to see that I'm still alive!
God is good and He is daily challenging me.
Always~
Elisabeth

2008-02-22T13:49:00.003-05:00

Another snow day! Come June I may be regretting these- but they do have a way of falling in a needed spot.

So much is going on- it is nice to have a day to catch my breath. Last week, I was sick with some type of flu bug. I didn't leave my bed for two days (or eat for that matter- which does wonders for the figure). Once the fever broke and the foggy congestion started to clear, I was able to get back into the swing of things- but we lost a bit of time. I missed two days of work and I haven't been able to get back into things since being back. I'm discovering that although I love my job- it is a tough job and most days I wonder if I'm doing a lot right. We have a new boss who is bringing a lot of good changes- but I feel overwhelmed most of the time. So many i's to dot and t's to cross. Seventy-six days to summer break but who's counting???

Teens Involved is tomorrow. The youth have been working hard on music, puppets and drama and it is always a great day for them. I'm praying they have good attitudes and work well as teams. Satan has been seeking to discourage them in the last few weeks. God brings great teachable moments along- they aren't always comfortable for the teens or us- but I pray that we all gain what He wants us to learn through them.

The next big event is our Ministry Fair on 3/8. We have about 20 different ministries coming in to present to our youth. We will have time for the teens to get information about service opportunties and to talk in a small group setting with the presenters. We'll end the evening with a youth rally including music/drama/media and our speaker. It is always exciting to see how events like this come together and I'm praying we have a great showing of youth (100) and it is an encouragment to all involved! I've gotten a lot done for the event but there is still a bit to fine-tune and organize.

Then- April hits and I head to New Orleans for a week with a team of girls from school. We still need to raise about 2500$ to pay for the expenses. I'm excited about the trip (a little bummed that I'm losing my entire vacation)- but I know this will be a great experience.

I still haven't made a firm decision about Germany this summer. I think I'll do it- but have been holding off making a decision- not because I don't want to, just because I've had so many other things on my mind.

Overall- things are going well. Actually, some things are going so well I wonder when the tide will turn. Other things- just are. There is always that nagging question "is this it?". I feel like I was made for more and it frustrates me that the things I really want to put my attention to, I can't because of responsibilities like- a job. I praise God for the opportunties I have to share Him at work and I know this season has a purpose. But sometimes it's hard to be content in the waiting.

2008-02-10T20:34:00.000-05:00

This was the first weekend in a bit that I was able to truly stop for a bit. It felt good yesterday- though I was a wee bit grumpy to hear my cell ring before 8am- WHO could be calling on a Saturday morning???? Just kidding Rob!

The last few weeks have been so full. Work has been very busy- almost to the point of overwhelming. One day- I thought I was going to breakdown. I was so behind and couldn't get my head above water. Katie was so wonderful to stay late with me and help me wrap up some important to-dos. What a blessing her friendship is. We spent some time together yesterday and it is always enjoyable to hear what God is doing in and through her. She challenges me to be faithful and a bold witness- I fail so often. I appreciate her wisdom and insight. Friday night was great too as I got to catch up with Bek (and enjoy the most delicous steaks ever!- plus new shoes at TJ Maxx to boot!)

Today was a full day with the youth. We are gearing up for Teens Involved and had a number of practices planned. The teens are working hard and really doing a nice job. I love to see them getting excited and involved. Plus- it is fun to hang out with them. They are so hilarious!

Speaking of- last weekend was Snow Camp. We had an adventerous drive up including some bad weather and a spin out on the highway - I won't tell you WHO did that???

The weekend was fantastic. The kids enjoyed each other and that was pretty cool. They had awesome counselors who answered all their questions. It was neat to see God working and challenging many of them. It was especially exciting to see our unsaved kids really questioning and seeking. One said to me, "I know that I need to accept Christ." Another said they believed but were not ready to surrender to the Lord yet. Pray for these kids- they are so close to making a decision for Christ. It was exciting to see our teens witnessing to them and being a light- and to see our kids really looking out for one another. Most of our kids had never gone to Snow Camp before and the more experienced kids took them under their wings to help them out. I walked away truly blessed- especially when the counselors complimented our youth and leaders. It made me smile to think back over the hard work that we've put in the last 1.5 years. I felt like this weekend brought me closer to a number of the kids too.

Enjoy a few pics and video of our kids-

2008-01-13T21:38:00.000-05:00

There is threat of a snow day tomorrow- yippee!
I should be heading to bed, just in case- but an update is in order.

Hmmm- where to begin?

School: Is crazy!!! We are in the midst of many changes and it is challenging. Some curve balls have been thrown lately, and I'm praying I come out as gold. The good news is that I have moved in to my very own classroom finally! It is such a blessing. Slowly I'm making it home- and I look forward to decorating in the next two weeks. My kids are happy to have a place to call their own- where it is "just us". I'm back on the first floor in the throws of activity- which I enjoy!

Youth: Is crazy too!! We have been busy! Last weekend we took the kids to the soup kitchen- they had a good time and were a blessing to many. In the evening, we took them to a concert which they all enjoyed. Youth group is growing- we had 34 on Wednesday with 5 new kiddos!!! Is is overwhelming- but I pray we have wisdom and know God will supply all we need. We are seeing exciting things happening- excellent questions, teens stepping up in ministry and also many developing godly habits. One joy is that I get to bring a girl home every week and we get to have some 1 on 1 time. Pray I have wisdom as I disciple her. We are taking 21 to snow camp- which is challenging but exciting! We are also in the midst of Teens Involved Preparation- which is fun and I love seeing the teens step out! Today- I was reminded again of how much I truly love these teens. They are a blessing and joy! The big project I'm working on now is a Ministry Fair for March- we are hosting area youth groups and inviting a variety of presenters to come and share their work. It is a huge undertaking- pray it all comes together!!

Life in general: We had a marvelous spa day last Sunday- it was so good to be pampered. I enjoyed the day with friends and we laughed so much. The investment is well worth it. This week is busy between planning meetings and a HOPE council meeting. Pray we have wisdom.

The Lord is continuing to challenge me- We've been reading in Matthew for our Quiet Time. I've been reminded that Christ could heal with just a simple touch or word. Nothing is too hard for him. He can change hearts- He can orchestrate His plans through any situation- through any amount of confusion or failure on our part. He can change the hardest hearts- He can heal the brokenness.

One song that I'm teaching the teens is All I Need by Bethany Dillon. It has been a challenge to me in recent weeks- what am I relying on? myself? others? He is our rock- our fortress- our protector- our comforter. He is All I Need!

When the day is done
And there's no one else around
While I'm lying here in bed
You're in my heart, You're in my head
You're all I need, You're all I need

There are a million voices
Calling out my name
But You're the One I want to hear
So make the others disappear

You are all I need when I'm surrounded
You are all I need if I'm by myself
You fill me when I'm empty
There is nothing else
You're all I need

When the morning comes
And Your mercy is renewed
There's a fire in my bones
I'm not afraid to go alone
You're all I need, You're all I need

The sun on my face
I hear You whisper loud
You're still the God that opens seas
Every flower, even me
You're all I need, You're all I need

I'm drawn to everything that You do
Nothing compares with You

Love
Elisabeth

First Post of 2008!

2008-01-01T13:57:00.000-05:00

A New Year! I love looking at a fresh, clean calendar and imagining how the days and months will unfold. Slowly, the little boxes will become full of plans and possibilities. With anticipation, I wait for specific days- a celebration, an adventure, reconnecting with friends, the comfort that on certain days I have a standing date (the youth....don't get your hopes up!). Isn't it fun to look back at a filled-in calendar (or better yet a journal) and see how the events unfolded and turned out.

For a few years now, I've made a point to set goals for the coming year. Not one for resolutions, setting goals seem more attainable and I'm motivated to work toward them. Some of my goals are broad (discipleship ministry, marriage/motherhood) while others are quite specific (write a book for preacher's kids, take a photography course, travel to Colombia). Each New Year's, I take some time to sit and reflect on each goal- what I've done to work toward that goal or to revamp the goal as God directs me. Early this morning- around 2am I guess- I sat on my bed and did just that. It was exciting to record progress in certain areas and to be challenged to regain the momentum in other areas. This accountability is good for me- it keeps me purposeful and heading in a good direction.

Below is a familiar passage about God's plan for us- but catch it these two versions. Doesn't that just excite you! In talking with my friend Carrie on Sunday- how cool was it to be reminded that our God desires good things for us- and has amazing plans in store for us. For me. He has amazing plans in store for me. When I reflect on some of the amazing people He has brought into my life and the incredible opportunities I have- and the tremendous ministry that I get to be involved in- HOW MUCH MORE is to come! How humbling- that He would choose me.

Jeremiah 29: 10-14 The Message
This is God's Word on the subject: "... and not a day before, I'll show up and take care of you as I promised and bring you back home. I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for. When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen. When you come looking for me, you'll find me. Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I'll make sure you won't be disappointed. God's Decree. I'll turn things around for you. I'll bring you back from all the countries into which I drove you—God's Decree—bring you home to the place from which I sent you off into exile. You can count on it."

New Living Translation
"This is what the Lord says: ... For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me. I will be found by you, says the Lord."

More to See- Hillsong

Well I know that I may have had
My share of failing and falling
But I have come to understand
One thing remains

By all He’s done
I have been made holy
Worthy of serving the One
The One who wrote eternity
So deep in my heart

Open your eyes and see
The wonder of a life
So wonderfully free
Lift up your head believe
There is more
There’s so much more to see

You remind me still
Of the hope and promise
Daring my heart to be brave
And all the while You strengthen me
So deep in my heart

His mercies are new every morning
His mercies are new every day
His mercies are new every morning
Beautifully new every day

His mercies are new every year!
Have a Joyous New Year!

Always~
Elisabeth

2007-12-31T13:09:00.000-05:00

One blessing from vacation was finishing a book called Forever in Love with Jesus by Dee Breestin and Kathy Troccoli. It was especially challenging and God's timing is perfect. Just when I was processing some very specific truths, this book was dealing with the same topics. It provided so many wonderful reminders of God presence.

The following are two passages that have brought a lot of challenge this week-

"Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes." Matthew 6:34 The Message

Sometimes it is helpful to re-read familiar passages in alternative versions. I love this verse! My brain runs a mile a minute- always thinking, rehashing, processing. It can be a blessing and a curse (great when you're planning an event- not so good when you're trying to move past something). I love the phrase- "Give attention to what God is doing RIGHT NOW". If I'm so caught up in the past or in what may or may come in the future, I miss out on what God is doing right now. My full attention needs to be placed on what is happening around me. The people, the youth, the circumstances, the opportunities, the task at hand. The last two months have been filled with such blessing as I have seen God at work- I'm thankful I haven't missed that. I am able to speak of His faithfulness!

Then- the last phrase says, "God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes." Because of fear or uncertainty, I could choose not to do something -to not be available. But, "in the moment of my weakness, He gives the grace to do His will." This last week has created some opportunities that were out of my comfort zone- things that I'd rather not do. Whether they were social gatherings that I didn't really want to attend- God used those evenings to bless my heart and remind me that He is at work in lives. One situation this week, could have been incredibly uncomfortable, having to face rejection head on- but the Lord used the situation to encourage and be a testament of His Power. Instead of sitting on the sidelines or getting worked up- put your hand to the plow and do it. He will give you what you need to accomplish what He has asked you to do. He gives grace.

I won't go into a detailed commentary on the second passage- but what encouragement is given here! God frees us from our fears, He hears our cries and surrounds us! We lack no good thing! He rescues those who are crushed!

No matter what your circumstances- worship Him! Revel in His glory, in His awesome might, in Who He Is! He is unchanging! Cry out to Him- be honest before God- what release! He will come to you- He will bring comfort- He will satisfy you.

"Taste and see that the Lord is good!"

Psalm 34
1 I will praise the Lord at all times. I will constantly speak his praises.
2 I will boast only in the Lord; let all who are helpless take heart.
3 Come, let us tell of the Lord’s greatness; let us exalt his name together.
4 I prayed to the Lord, and he answered me. He freed me from all my fears.
5 Those who look to him for help will be radiant with joy; no shadow of shame will darken their faces.
6 In my desperation I prayed, and the Lord listened; he saved me from all my troubles.
7 For the angel of the Lord is a guard; he surrounds and defends all who fear him.
8 Taste and see that the Lord is good. Oh, the joys of those who take refuge in him!
9 Fear the Lord, you his godly people, for those who fear him will have all they need.
10 Even strong young lions sometimes go hungry, but those who trust in the Lord will lack no good thing.
11 Come, my children, and listen to me, and I will teach you to fear the Lord.
12 Does anyone want to live a life that is long and prosperous?
13 Then keep your tongue from speaking evil and your lips from telling lies!
14 Turn away from evil and do good. Search for peace, and work to maintain it.
15 The eyes of the Lord watch over those who do right; his ears are open to their cries for help.
16 But the Lord turns his face against those who do evil; he will erase their memory from the earth.
17 The Lord hears his people when they call to him for help. He rescues them from all their troubles.
18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those whose spirits are crushed.
19 The righteous person faces many troubles, but the Lord comes to the rescue each time.
20 For the Lord protects the bones of the righteous; not one of them is broken!
21 Calamity will surely overtake the wicked, and those who hate the righteous will be punished.
22 But the Lord will redeem those who serve him. No one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.

2007-12-31T12:42:00.000-05:00

Christmas Vacation is coming to a close- bitter sweet (well, a lot more bitter than sweet!). I know there are things coming, past Christmas, that I'm really looking forward to (Spa Day, Snow Camp, Missions Rally, New Orleans Trip, Teens Involved)- but vacation always reminds me of how much I enjoy just being- just spending my day however I choose, having the freedom to do and go where I want.

The to-do list is always greater than my actual production- but slowly I'm knocking things off. I've enjoyed some great movies, spent time catching up on the "to-read" pile, spent time with my family, slept late (okay, slept VERY late!), stayed up late (I LOVE staying up late), a little shopping, some gatherings, worshipped.

Vacation weeks always allow me to catch up with friends- and this week was no exception. We had a youth movie night where I was able to spend the evening with teens that I LOVE. It was fun and I enjoy hearing them laugh in unison! How thankful I am for friends that help in this ministry. Visiting area churches for their Christmas programs and taking a few minutes to catch up with friends I don't see as often anymore. As I was relaying some of my week's activities and was ticking off names, a friends said, "Wow, you have a lot of friends!". And I stepped back and thought about that and yes, indeed I do. How blessed I am!

Matt and Alicia were up visiting and it was a blessing to visit with them- even though far to short. I love hearing their stories of being transplanted to Virginia and the adventures they have had. I was able to spend time with Kim and Maria this week- and I just love them. They are a true example of godliness to me. So giving, sacrificing and wise. God has blessed me with wonderful examples. I was able to catch up with friends who are home from school too which is always lovely. Christmas Evening was spent with Bek, Sarah and Diana. I love laughing with these girls- that is what we do best!

The best though, was getting a phone call Saturday and seeing that it was my dear college roommate Carrie from Maine. Ahhh- I love this girl! We had some wonderful adventures during our first year at college and she was one of the first people who helped me see myself as a beautiful creation. I've loved hearing from her and what God has done in her life over the year- in June, I went to her wedding to a wonderful, godly man Steve (check out the June 07 post). As we talked, my heart was so full to hear how God has richly blessed them and their obedience. We spent hours talking (over two days because we couldn't finish our conversation the first day). She listened intently as I relayed the events of the last six months and she offered wise counsel and encouragement. When I think of Carrie, I think of someone who believes in me and sees things in me that I can't or won't. She is honest and forthright, qualities that I love! What a blessing she was to me!

Sunday evening, hours before our most recent snow storm hit, I was able to visit with my friend Katie for a bit. It's funny, I saw her last Sunday, but there wasn't a silent moment as we worked very hard to fill each other in on the events of the last week. Katie is a huge blessing to me- an encourager and someone who challenges me. She says the things I need to hear even if it is uncomfortable. She has a beautiful heart and I love that we share a common passion for ministry.

I am so blessed! Friendships that have spanned decades- and new friendships that have developed in the more recent years. Friends who I see daily (or what seems like it) and ones that our contact is less regular- but both as rich and real. Friends that span the ages- some of my closest friends are 15-20 years older than me and others are much closer to 21 than I'll ever be again. Beautiful picture of Titus 2! Women investing in women.

Thank you God for Friendship. It is work- I have to risk myself, give my time and energy- but the blessings I reap are immeasurable. Thank you for the Godly women you have put in my life- who disciple me and challenge me to be holy. Thank you for the relationships were their is mutual investment! In a week where I was feeling lonely, you reminded me of how much you have given me and how much I am truly loved! You supply our every need! Amen

2007-12-25T00:00:00.000-05:00

I'm not sure why- but I really have not been in the holiday spirit this year. I think I could count on one hand the number of times I've listened to Christmas music this season. I've done all the usual things- sent out a Christmas letter, bought token gifts for co-workers, goodies for my students, participated in Secret Santa, done all my Christmas shopping, wished many a "Merry Christmas", gone Christmas caroling, attended Christmas parties and pageants, eaten Christmas cookies, watched children open gifts, marveled at the lights-sights-sounds....

It's bothered me that the "Christmas spark" has been absent this year- and as I survey those around me, it seems that they too are sharing the feelings I have. Is it because we are so overwhelmed with life? Is it due to the great losses we have suffered this year? Do we feel guilty for rejoicing when we know others are quietly suffering? Are we just stodgy adults who have lost the childlike wonder?

I'm still sorting the questions- trying to figure it out. What I can say is that I am so thankful for vacation! Beyond the myriad of to-do's I have set before me this week, I look forward to catching up on some reading and seeking refreshment- in the Word, in prayer, in good books (along with my new fleece blanket- Thanks Katie!), and with friends.

This morning, I pulled out one of the books on my "to read" pile. The Path of Loneliness by Elisabeth Elliot. I read this book back in 1999, while working at WOL Inn for the summer. It actually makes me laugh, to think that at 21, I thought I was lonely.

Now, don't get me wrong. I don't feel immensely lonely. I'm blessed to be a single with a very full life. I made the decision a number of years ago that I would not sit around waiting to do something big- or thinking that I had to be married to start serving God. No, I've made a point to live life on purpose. Ministry and adventure is not something to put off- because if you do, you miss it. My life is so rich (example- I just got a phone call from one of our youth that accepted the LORD last year and he wanted to share something he wrote about how God has changed his life in the last year- the most wonderful Christmas present I could receive- what a humbling gift).

But sometimes, when it gets real quiet, the feeling of loneliness creeps in. I've been learning that God uses our emotions to spur us closer to Him; to reveal a need that only He can fill. While loneliness is a valid emotion and state- if it doesn't drive me closer to the Lord, it is not beneficial. When those feelings arise, while I need to acknowledge them, the reaction I should have is to remember the truth of scripture (another post on this coming soon.....).

There were some passages from The Path of Loneliness that I wanted to share:

"From graduation from college at twenty-one until I was twenty-six I waited for Jim Elliot, wishing I wouldn't want him so much ... Instead of taking away my appetite, the Lord showed me the indispensable lesson of Deuteronomy 8, a review of Israel's wilderness experience. While they craved for the food they had had in Egypt, God gave them manna. Manna was supernatural food, miraculously provided, and it was all they needed. But even a miracle did not stop the wanting of leeks, onions, garlic, watermelons and fish. If He had given them what they naturally craved, they would never have learned to eat manna, they would never have acquired a taste for the bread which came down from heaven.

God made them hungry on purpose- in order to humble and test them, to discover whether it was in their hearts to obey Him, and to teach them what was far more important than leeks and onions, that man does not live by those things alone, but by the Word of the Lord. "The Lord your God was disciplining you as a father disciplines his sons."

So He disciplines us. He pays us that "intolerable compliment" of loving us inexorably. He harrows our souls, making us long for something we cannot have, in order to reveal to us what He wants us to have, which in the long run is far better."

(An amazing story is the one of Jim and Elisabeth Elliot- I highly recommend Passion and Purity which details the development of their relationship as well as Shadow of the Almighty.)

Another quote:

"Our loneliness cannot always be fixed, but it can always be accepted as the very will of God for now, and that turns it into something beautiful. Perhaps it is like the field wherein lies the valuable treasure. We must buy the field. It is no sun-drenched meadow embroidered with wild flowers. It is a bleak and empty place, but once we know it contains a jewel the whole picture changes. The empty scrap of forgotten land suddenly teems with possibilities. Here is something we cannot only accept, but something worth selling everything to buy. In my case, "selling everything" meant giving up the self-pity and the bitter questions. I do not mean we are to go out looking for chances to be as lonely as possible. I am talking about acceptance of the inevitable. And when, through a willed act we receive the thing we did not want, then Loneliness, the name of the field nobody wants, is transformed into a place of hidden treasure."

Tonight, at our Christmas Eve Service, the pastor talked about Emmanuel~ God With Us~ Christmas reminds us how Christ stepped onto the stage of humanity, at just the right moment, when all the players and events were in place. He willingly left the throne and glory of Heaven to take the form of a lowly babe. He exposed Himself to the depravity of the world in order to make a way of salvation. Christ bore the sin of the world so that our relationship with God could be restored. Christ with us. God with us. The veil has been torn- the eternal gap has been bridged and now we can cry out "Abba Father". His final words to us were, "Lo, I am with you always even until the end of the age." He is our Ever Present Father, our Comforter, Eternal Peace, Strong tower, Mighty Warrior, Gentle Shepherd, Righteous Judge, Faithful Forgiver, the One who Calms the Storms, the Gentle Whisperer, our Lover, Master, Savior, and Friend.

~ Christmas ~

~ God with us ~

~ God with me~ Present in the dark, lonely moments- beside me when I'm fearful and uncertain- enveloping me when I'm sad and disillusioned- paving the way when I take risks and tread on unfamiliar territory- praying on my behalf before the Throne of God - sympathetic with my suffering - reminding me of my value,worth, purpose -proving His faithfulness, His care, His love - displaying who He is.

LORD, may I see the possibilities that this season of my life offers. Enable me to take advantage of the opportunities you bring- the people, experiences and lessons. You are using all these things to reveal Yourself- help me not to miss You. Thank you for "showing up" and displaying Your power, Your presence, Your glory. May my natural reaction be to worship YOU- for You ARE good- You ARE faithful- You ARE trustworthy and You ARE With ME~ Immanuel. This season is Your best for me- help me to claim Your truth moment by moment. Amen

2007-12-13T20:15:00.000-05:00

I was scheduled to attend a conference today- which meant that I could sleep in a few extra hours- which I was REALLY looking forward to (the sleep NOT the conference). At 5:45am, my cell rang and a voice told me that we had a snow day. Groggily, I went to the TV to doublecheck because I had just had a bizarre dream and wasn't sure if the phone call was part of it or not. Sure enough, we had no school. Woohoo!

Then, I remembered that I had planned to go shopping after school today to get a number of items for tomorrow's Christmas party and for the HOPE newsletter. Junk! So, at 6am- I was making my way to Walmart to get those items. Seems like everyone else had the same idea! At 8am, when I emerged from Walmart, the snow had not begun, so I decided to finish my Christmas Shopping. I pulled in our driveway at 11:30am with all my shopping completed- and the first snowflakes were just beginning to fall.

What a great snow day!

2007-12-07T20:02:00.000-05:00

Found out this week that I work at one of the Top 20 schools in Connecticut (Stafford)- according to US News and World Report. Exciting!!
http://www.wfsb.com/news/14801900/detail.html

Enjoy this clip of my family- we know how to have a good time!
http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=1229276694

We are in the frezny of busy this weekend- I'll update soon!
~Always
Elisabeth

2007-11-30T17:20:00.000-05:00

Ran to the store yesterday to pick up sundry items and came across a brand new cd from FFH called Worship in the Waiting. As I listened to it while working last night, the songs spoke so powerfully to me. The entire cd deals with the times of waiting we find ourselves in- when God chooses to be silent or does not provide the immediate answers. I hope these lyrics will encourage you the same way as they have encouraged me. Even in times of difficulty and discouragment- keep worshipping. Because God is good- He does not change even though our circumstances might!
Love to you all~
Elisabeth

In the Waiting

I’ve seen the red sea part, I’ve seen the mountains move
But now it seems so dark, I can’t even feel you
If you chose to be silent I’ll be silent too
I will worship in the waiting, quiet before you
Until your voice like manna from the sky falls

I WILL WORSHIP IN THE WAITING
I WILL WALK WITH THIS SAND BENEATH MY FEET
THOUGH THE WINTER WIND IS BLOWING
THE GROUND IS NOT FROZEN UNDERNEATH
I WILL WORSHIP AND NOT GROW BITTER
CAUSE I KNOW YOU SEE THE END OF IT ALL
AND WITH THE SPRING WILL COME THE RAIN
AND I'LL SEE WHAT WAS GAINED
IN THE WAITING

I’ve seen the blooms of spring, new life in everything
But now it seems so grey, bright colors fade away
This winter seems much longer and colder than before
But I will worship in the waiting, expecting something more
Until the sun shines warm upon my face again

He Leadeth me He leadeth me
By his own hand He leadeth me
His faithful follower I would be
For by his hand He leadeth me

2007-11-24T22:20:00.000-05:00

And finally, two poems that speak volumes-

They are HIS waves, whether they break over us,
Hiding His face in smothering spray and foam;
Or smooth and sparkling, spread a path before us,
And to our haven bear us safely home.

They are HIS waves, whether for our sure comfort
He walks across them, stilling all our fear;
Or to our cry there comes no aid nor answer,
And in the lonely silence none is near.

They are HIS waves, whether we are hard-striving
Through tempest-driven waves that never cease,
While deep to deep with turmil loud is calling;
Or at His word they hush themselves in peace.

They are HIS waves, whether He separates them,
Making us walk dry ground where seas had flowed;
Or lets tumultuous breakers surge about us,
Rising unchecked across our only road.

They are HIS waves, and he directs us through them
So He has promised, so His love will do.
Keeping and leading, guiding and upholding,
To His sure harbor, he will bring us through.

Annie Johnson Flint- Streams in the Desert

Blessed is he whose faith is not offended,
When all around his way
the power of God is working out deliverance
for others day by day;

Though in some prison dark his own soul does fail,
till life itself be spent,
Yet still can trust his Father's love and purpose,
and rest therein content.

Blessed is he, who through long years of suffering,
Not now from active toil,
Still shares by prayer and praise the work of others,
and thus "divides the spoil."

Blessed are you, O child of God, who does suffer,
and cannot understand
The reason for your pain, yet will gladly leave
Your life in His blest Hand.

Yes, blessed are you whose faith is "not offended"
By trials unexplained,
By mysteries unsolved, past understanding
Until the goal is gained.

Freda Hanbury Allen- Streams in the Desert

2007-11-24T22:09:00.000-05:00

When I was growing up, my mom had the habit of putting verses up around our house. They were her little way of reminding us of truth without having to lecture us. On the TV was a little note card that said, "I will put no evil thing before mine eye". The one that I remember best was above the sink. I hated (and still dislike) to wash dishes. Written in red ink on a tiny index card was the verse, "When the people complained it displeased the Lord, and the Lord heard it and His anger was kindled." Nothing like a little guilt to make time pass while washing dishes. There I was, scrubbing the pots and rinsing the soap meditating on that verse. And it stuck.

Complaining. I fall so easily into it. There have been some big changes at work- and some meetings have not gone as I anticipated, and I've been angry. I've been complaining. It is so wrong- not necessarily my frustrations but the way I've gone about handling it. Not talking to the right person who can fix the problem. I need to work at holding my tongue and using it to build up my team instead of chiming in with the grumbling.

Thanksgiving has come and gone and it is good to take time to reflect on God's goodness. In the last four weeks- I have seen God's goodness so clearly. In my time of need, He showed up big time and made Himself apparent. He hasn't alleviated the pain or fixed the situations- but He has demonstrated His power to bring comfort, clarity and peace. He has provided insights and clear answers to questions plaguing my heart.

Last night we took the teens to Superbowl. God so abundantly provided an amazing bus to transport our crew of 41. He gave safety and clarity-focus for our driver and keen attention from our teens during the message. Three girls went forward for dedication, one for salvation (though I'm not sure where she is at- pray for her) and one of our guys to cement his decision. It was awesome to hear that he had been reading the Word and coming to a place of surrender but wanted to "make it a clear memory" last night. Kim had the opportunity to share with him and want a blessing it was to see his smile as he relayed the conversation. I sit back, humbled and amazed at our kids. Last year we took under twenty- this year we doubled. We have so many new faces amongst our group. Many do not know the Lord and yet they are so real. They are open with their questions- open about their doubts. And....they keep coming back. I'm floored. We've got something- they may not know they want it yet, but they sense a difference. They sense a safe place and they know they are loved. One girl said, "The first time I came here, I almost walked out- everyone was so holy!" But, she keeps coming back (and we are far from holy....). Last week, when she said she didn't know why she kept coming, I was able to share with her that I believe God has a calling on her heart. I encouraged her to keep seeking, asking questions and asking God to show up. How amazing to sit with her and pray that very prayer. And- to send her home with a Bible and quiet time. Pray she begins to read God's Word and that it speaks to her heart. What an amazing privilege we have to work with these teens. It is not to be taken lightly. They have been a source of blessing and encouragement to me.

His Word has been soothing to my soul and I find myself anticipating my time with Him everyday. Sadly, that has not always been the case. So easily I fall into the trap of fitting in my quick quiet time to ease my conscience and suffice "the requirement". In the last two months, my quiet times have deepened- the Word has pierced my heart with challenge, conviction and comfort. His Word is sufficient to calm all our anxieties, to answer each question, to give direction and hope.

In school this week, we listed what we were thankful for...

I am thankful for....

- Family and friends: who listen, hold me, cry with me, challenge, remind, soothe, laugh, give solace, say the things I wish I could

- For daily provision: to meet my obligations, to provide for my needs and to enjoy the activities around me

- For a job: that satisfies my intellect, gives purpose, meets real needs, provides ministry

- For ministry: provides challenges to my character and ability, allows for creativity and risks, creates opportunity to be in the middle of God's Work

- For my teens: whose hunger and desire is contagious, who want to serve, who have great ideas and enthusiasm, who hold me accountable, who question, explore and want what's real, who challenge me to be authentic, who force me to know and live Truth

- For the simple pleasures: holding a baby in awe, hearing laughs and giggles, watching smiles and camaraderie, hearing a teen pray, watching someone take a risk, seeing someone blessed through service, the beat of a drum, new flannel sheets, moments to escape in creativity, a song that speaks to my soul, dinner with a friend, extra time to catch up, extra time to relax, parents that listen and come alongside of you, a thank-you, my cat's purr, a brother who runs that last-minute errand I can't get to, being able to ask for help

- For the confidence: of knowing that nothing happens to us that has not first passed through God's hands- it is given to us with His full knowledge and with purpose. All that we experience has the fundamental purpose to increase our desire for God and to draw us to Himself.

- For the assurance that:

"God is faithful" Psalm 89:1

"No good thing will He withhold from the people who walk upright." Psalm 84:11

"The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord." Psalm 37:23

"Not one word has failed of all the good promises he gave." 1 Kings 8:56

"In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our heart knows, the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will." Romans 8:26-27

"All things work together for good to them that love God." Romans 8:28

"Is anything to hard for the LORD?" Genesis 18:14

"Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline." Revelation 3:19

"Whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ." Philippians 3:7

"Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed." Romans 4:18

"Unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds." John 12:24

"....so that Christ's power may rest on me." 2 Corinthians 12:9

"Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again." Psalm 71:20

"Blessed is the one who waits." Daniel 12:12

"Commit your way to the Lord." Psalm 37:5

"Do you believer that I am able to do this?" Matthew 9:28

"Be still and KNOW that I am God." Psalm 46:10

May you know that HE is God
Always~
Elisabeth

2007-11-03T11:47:00.000-04:00

The blog has been silent for a few days now- basically because I wasn't sure how to formulate all that has been swirling around in my mind. My journals have been a source of release and maybe some day I'll be in a place where I can share them.

What I can say is that God is good. Simply that. He is good. It doesn't all feel good, appear good or that the circumstances are even good. But- GOD is good. What we are experiencing at this moment is HIS best for us. It boggles my mind to think that the pain I see others experiencing: the loss, the hurt, the unanswered questions, could in anyway be good. When I hear from friends that continue to struggle with loneliness, when I see friends in terrible circumstances that they themselves did not create. When I see my teens struggling to make their faith their own and having so many questions. When I see a student body that is so lost and blinded. When I know I have loved ones that go to bed hungry every night and wondering if there will be money to feed their children tomorrow.....

It doesn't seem so good.

And then I look at my situation- and realize that it is all so petty in light of the pain and suffering in the world. Simply not having things the way I wanted them, having my needs unmet, my dreams unfulfilled- so small in terms of the greater picture.

But- pain is pain. Hurt is hurt. It may look different, appear in varying degrees- but it is real. It is present. And it has to be worked through. Not on a specific timetable- but given the time to ooze and ebb until is has been satisfied in God.

I've been immersing myself in reading these last two weeks- the Word, books to bring comfort, books to bring perspective.
One book that has been incredible (and I highly recommend you reading it....though I haven't finished it yet)- is "Shattered Dreams" by Larry Crabb. A pretty dramatic title....but most definately the best book I've read on dealing with loss and pain. Nothing sugar coated here- and he says everything you and I wish we could say (a couple of times I had to stop and say....this is a Christian book? because his comments were so "unchristian" but exactly what you and I are thinking)

Let me give you one quick quote:

"Our fondest dreams for this life, the ones we naturally believe are essential to our happiness, must be fully abandoned if we are to know God well. But we cannot abandon without help. The help we need, most often is suffering, the pain of seeing at least a few of our fondest dreams shattered. Shattered dreams are necessary for spiritual growth."

Ouch- not a comforting quote. But quite possibly a very true statement. We'd all like to coast through the Christian life comfortably- doing our thing, helping others, enjoying a few minutes of "the daily bread". But, it is suffering that brings us to our knees- that propels us to His Word for comfort, that ignites true worship- enabling us to see that God is good. And, we should not hide during these times of suffering. Our initial reaction is to curl up in our darken bedroom and escape from the questions, pressures- from life. It is by far harder to experience suffering in the marketplace- in the midst of ministry- in the midst of life. And yet doing so allows others to particpate and to see God's work in us.

Suffering also allows us to have a clearer perspective- I've seen amazing things of God in these last two weeks. Seeing Him working in our youth group, drawing my teens closer to Him, seeing two girls make professions of faith, seeing the hunger for truth, the enthusiasm to serve the Lord. His Word has been a soothing balm and times of worship have been moving, refreshing and healing (if you haven't heard the Integrity iWorship 24:7 cd- you have to get it......I think it was produced just for me and this season). And the reminder of the amazing relationships/friendships that God has brought into my life- that minister to my heart and soul- providing comfort, listening, offering reminders of God's faithfulness and speaking truth. It allows you to truly experience community.

One song that has become my heartsong is "None But Jesus" (sung by Christy Nockels on 24:7)

In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that You are God
In the secret of Your presence
I know there I am restored
When You call I won’t refuse
Each new day again I’ll choose

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

In the chaos, in confusion
I know You’re Sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do Your will
When You call I won’t delay
This my song through all my days

All my delight is in You Lord
All of my hope, all of my strength
All my delight is in You Lord
Forevermore

Praying that your delight is in the Lord- regardless of your circumstances, regardless of your shattered dreams. It isn't easy and God knows that. Ask Him to be your delight- Ask Him to help you make those choices. And, I have feeling He will meet you there- because He delights in You. Because He wants His best for you- and sees far beyond what we can.

Always~
Elisabeth

2007-10-20T09:59:00.000-04:00

Last weekend was amazing. Both of our events (STORM and the Youth Rally) were well attended. They ran incredibly smoothly- there were moments were I stood back in complete amazement.

For the STORM event- the teens are asked to go out an invite their friends back for an evening of games, food and speaker. It forces them to step out of their comfort zone and take risks. Our teens were amazing! Some were reluctant and learned some powerful lessons as a result. Others were so excited! We had a total of 57 teens attend- with 29 of them being friends! The evening ran well and the gospel presentation was really clear. Our teens were really encouraged by what they saw. One boy, who was quite the heckler at the event- actually had the opportunity to win a free weekend at snow camp. The speaker was able to talk to him individually afterwards and he even returned to club this week. We are so excited about what God is going to do in him life. We are also praying for the seeds planted and that our teens will continue to have the courage to invite their friends to youth group and other events.

Sunday we hosted a youth rally- I invited 14 youth groups to attend but only heard back from 5. I was nervous about numbers- hoping that we would have a good turnout. We ended up having 117 teens/adults attend. When they started arriving, I was pleased with the number of kids I saw- then I went outside and saw a mass of 40 kids playing football- I was overwhelmed! We had a worship band from a neighboring church come and they did an amazing job. The worship time was sweet and allowed our teens to experience something outside of their comfort zone- it was also the first time drums were used in our church (sad)- but so awesome! I can not wait to do another rally. I hope next time we are able to encourage even more interaction between the youth groups. One of the best parts was seeing a young man who came this time last year and got saved- stand up and challenge the entire group to stand for Christ in their schools. The change in this boys life has been amazing!

These events took a lot of planning and so many hands. In the end, I had to relinquish my plans and let God have full rein. And- it is amazing to see what happens when you do that.

Looking forward to a day of rest~
Always
Elisabeth

2007-10-13T00:43:00.000-04:00

This weekend will be a full one. We're considering it a Youth Emphasis weekend. Saturday, we'll be having an evangelistic event called Storm. The kids are pretty excited and we are praying for a great night. A team from WOL is coming to help us- and we are so excited! I'm praying we double our numbers for the evening. Everything is coming together- the program, music, prizes, food- I just hope the bananas ripen for banana splits!
Sunday- the day will be full with the team participating in the morning service, a special luncheon and then a youth rally in the evening. We have a band coming in to lead worship and both nights will include a speaker from WOL. I feel confident in our plans- and now just have to rest that God is going to work all things according to His plans. The results are His. We have been faithful to do what He has called us to do and I can trust that the events will run according to His desire.

There is much to do before I head to bed- be in prayer for this weekend. For growth in our kids as they step out of their comfort zones- for salvation in the hearts of the unsaved that attend and for the details to all come together. Pray I don't get so caught up in the "job" that I miss the joy- and the true reason we do what we do.

Love to you all
Elisabeth

2007-10-02T21:26:00.000-04:00

What a great weekend! The youth leaders went up to WOL for the Annual Leadership Conference. It was an intense time of training and I know we all came home a bit overwhelmed. So much good information and now we have to sift through it all and figure out what to do when. There were a number of answers to prayer while at WOL- good bonding time, new ideas, networking, connection with our STORM ministry team, feedback from churches coming to our youth rally. I was happy to get home- but it was a good time.

Monday night was a great evening! I had the opportunity to fellowship with some local believers at a Bible study not far from my home. I didn't know any of them- and I was encouraged by their passion for Christ and their desire to reach their community for Him. Many testimonies and the message challenged me- I've been convicted lately about my use of time and especially how much time I put into actively studying the Word. It is an area of failure on my part and I know that I need to make a more concerted effort to have a vibrant time meeting with God each day. One speaker this weekend said, "You are only as close to God as you desire to be." That hit me- the depth of my spiritual walk is dependent on me- the time and priority I give it.

I went into work today ready for another day- and by the middle of first period I was not feeling very well. Nausea, brain fog etc... I had to sit down because I was afraid I would puke all over my student's desks. I gave it until the end of the period and then decided that I needed to go home. As I was heading upstairs to speak with my assistant principal, one of my students came in and told me he had just thrown up. It took everything within me to not gag. Then a lady walked by with cookies and that made me want to gag even more. After getting permission to leave and wrapping up my lesson plans- I headed home. I crawled into bed and stayed there until 1:30pm. There is still a queasiness in my stomach which I hope goes away by tomorrow- but otherwise I'm feeling better. I'm sure it is just a 24hr bug. Either way, I have to go into school tomorrow because I have 2 important meetings I have to attend. In the afternoon, I was able to do some reading and prepare for youth group tomorrow night. That was good.

So- with that said- I'm going to head to bed!
Always~
Elisabeth

100th post

2007-09-25T05:15:00.000-04:00

My heart is overflowing.

When we see Jesus so clearly- see God's hand- revel in His majesty, in His goodness- it is hard not to be full to the brim, spilling over.

Last Friday, I had the opportunity to worship in an old New England church, dimly lit by candles and the glow of the overhead machine. Times of absolute stillness and reflection, corporate prayers, scriptures shared, repentance made, concerns lifted to God, acknowledgment of the Greatness and Holiness of God, blasts from the past 80's choruses mixed with modern worship- hearts revealed.

It was truly the most authentic worship experience I have ever been a part of. I was humbled by my lack of worship- my lack of expression. The evening was a step out of the safety of my comfort zone- unraveling the traditions of my past experience, revealing my own insecurities in emotional expression, and exposing my limited view of God. The evening challenged me to rise to a new level of expression and my inability to being truly honest before God. My prayer is that worship would seep into every part of me- be part of every day- not just an experience. But, significant experiences do spur us on and show us what can be, what should be and what is.

I praise God for Monday afternoon- stealing away, forgetting the to-do's that are enclosing me. Sitting with a cup of delicious coffee, gazing across the water at the gorgeous views God has given us. Watching the fat little chipmunk, cheeks full of acorns. Hearing the frogs jump in and out of the water. The warm sun beating down, so warming. The gift of time with someone I'm growing to respect and care for. Pulling back the layers- hearts revealed, weaknesses exposed, accomplishments celebrated, truth shared, smiles, laughter, warmth, time, natural, comfort, real, peace....

"When I cannot understand My Father's leading,

And it seems to be but hard and cruel fate,

Still I hear the gentle whisper ever pleading,

God is working, God is faithful, ONLY WAIT."

September 24th, Streams in the Desert

4:30 am comes early!

2007-09-08T10:17:00.000-04:00

I decided to turn over a new leaf this year- I will be on time to school everyday! Last year, I'd roll in late and slid into my classroom. Not a good habit- not a good example. Conviction set in and I knew I had to do things differently this year.
So- I've been getting up at 4:30- so that I can leisurely get ready and head out the door at 6am. Ungodly hour! I've been getting to school around 6:30 and it gives me a good half hour before the kids come to get organized. It will be good if I can keep this up- and Katie is a good cheerleader each morning!

The first week went well. There are always scheduling issues, kids getting lost, getting back into Ms. Hamburg's routines- but it worked well. I enjoy the kids on my caseload- which is a blessing. My reading skills kids are so awesome. My crew last year was great and I enjoyed them a lot- I wondered if I could love my new crew as much. The group I have this year are so hilarious, creative and compliant! They do what I tell them to do! It is amazing. Even the kids that push the limits are precious. I am really going to enjoy them.

My schedule is great- and I'm able to get a lot accomplished during the day- which cuts down on the take home. I do need to work at getting my systems down and organization down because I do feel a little discombobulated. Once we got the ball rolling on day one, I was reminded how much I LOVE what I do. I love being in the school- working with the kids- the camaraderie among the staff- my paras. I praise God for that- because that was not the case when I taught social studies. It is amazing how things come together when you are exactly where God wants you to be.

The best quote of the week was from one of my new kids- he said, "My mother and dog are corrupt and trying to steal my soul!"- it was hilarious!

We also started youth group on Wednesday. The night went well- it went smoothly. We had a nice turn out with five new kids. I think the kids are excited about the year- and I'm looking forward to what happens. God is at work!

Went to a great Thai restaurant with Heidi last night- the food was so delicious and the company pleasant. I'm thankful Heidi is home now, and that I get to enjoy her friendship! Today, Bek and I plan to celebrate her passing of the BEST portfolio- this is a huge portfolio CT makes you complete in order to maintain your certification and it is a killer. But she passed! Go Bek! So we're going to celebrate (and go shoe shopping.....yeah!). Had a great conversation with Alicia the other day- so glad that she enjoys her new job! What a blessing for her obedience. I'm thankful for what I can see God doing in my life and in the lives of those I love.

Enjoy the weekend!
Always~ Elisabeth

Day One

2007-08-29T19:28:00.000-04:00

Today marked the first day back to school- for teachers that is.

While I was dreading this day for a few weeks and was in complete denial, it wasn't as bad as I expected. I do truly love my job- but the summer just rushed by and I enjoy not having to work so much. It was good to see my colleagues and especially all my para friends. They are such an amazing support! We lost my dear Patrick- who I will miss so much- but I think our new team member will be a good fit. The school is coming along and I should be in my very own classroom sometime in November. My caseload looks good and I think my schedule will be quite doable. I have a number of items to wrap up before school- personal items and paperwork items for school but otherwise I'm in good shape. It is a blessing to be in where I am teaching and I look forward to the coming year. I was asked to chaperone a trip to Louisiana over spring break to help in the Katrina efforts. There will be a team of 6 girls along with myself and another teacher. I'm looking forward to this opportunity to see the efforts there and to get to know some of the gals from school- a week of impact!

I hope today wasn't a testament of what the year holds- returning from a workshop at school, I was turning into the parking lot and a fellow teacher backed into my car. Thankfully, no one was hurt and only my driver's side was dented. He was extremely apologetic- and hopefully his insurance company will cover the repairs. It's just a car, right! Perspective!

Always
Elisabeth

Ready or not...

2007-08-27T17:12:00.001-04:00

We can not even begin to tell you what your prayers and support have meant to so many here these last two weeks.

God is so good to provide strength, support and comfort. Continue to pray for Bek's family as they continue to process and go through this time of grieving. Pray for those of us walking alongside them that we will have understanding, strength and wisdom.

The experience of losing Jeremy has brought so many realizations to the forefront of my mind and re-centered many of my perspectives.

My friendship with Bek- we have been friends for 24 years and often behave as siblings versus friends. We have grown so comfortable with one another- probably too comfortable at times. We often joke of being "friends of convenience"- but never before has our friendship been tested so much. For the first time- I truly could not "fix" her pain or offer any words that would change her circumstances. I felt completely helpless and could do nothing but hug her and listen. Our friendship has truly gone through the cycles of life. Beyond Jeremy's home going, what hurt even more was that someone who means so much to me was in agony and I could do nothing. Despite all that has happened in the past- the ups and downs of friendship- Bek has been a faithful friend and I am so thankful for her.

It is so important to say what needs to be said- not to let a moment go by without telling someone how much you love them- care for them- are proud of them. We had a teen activity the night after, and it was important to me to see each teen individually and tell them they are loved. God has entrusted people to my care and I need to make a point to communicate to them what I'm thinking/feeling instead of assuming they know.

Guarding my emotions is so important now more than ever. I am not a "temporary emotional person"- meaning I don't tend to get really excited - I'm pretty steady all the time. But what does happen, is that I'm susceptible to low lows. It's something I've always been aware of and have struggled with. After the initial four days, I was so spent, I could barely do anything. Slowly, I'm regaining momentum and vigor. Part of the solution for me is to allow myself the grace to go through the process. I've learned that I should not waste my emotions on things that really don't matter and reserve them for what I really care about- my family and friends.

School starts this week- Youth Group starts next week. My HOPE stack is calling my name. There is much to do. I'm praying getting into my routine once again will help motivate me to accomplish the tasks at hand.

Love to you all
Elisabeth

One passage has meant a lot since the 16th and I've been mediating on it. I hope it will give you some encouragement too....

Psalm 145
1 I will exalt you, my God and King, and praise your name forever and ever.

2 I will praise you every day; yes, I will praise you forever.

3 Great is the Lord! He is most worthy of praise! No one can measure his greatness.

4 Let each generation tell its children of your mighty acts; let them proclaim your power.

5 I will meditate on your majestic, glorious splendor and your wonderful miracles.

6 Your awe-inspiring deeds will be on every tongue; I will proclaim your greatness.

7 Everyone will share the story of your wonderful goodness; they will sing with joy about your righteousness.

8 The Lord is merciful and compassionate, slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love.

9 The Lord is good to everyone. He showers compassion on all his creation.

10 All of your works will thank you, Lord, and your faithful followers will praise you.

11 They will speak of the glory of your kingdom; they will give examples of your power.

12 They will tell about your mighty deeds and about the majesty and glory of your reign.

13 For your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom. You rule throughout all generations. The Lord always keeps his promises; he is gracious in all he does.

14 The Lord helps the fallen and lifts those bent beneath their loads.

15 The eyes of all look to you in hope; you give them their food as they need it.

16 When you open your hand, you satisfy the hunger and thirst of every living thing.

17 The Lord is righteous in everything he does; he is filled with kindness.

18 The Lord is close to all who call on him, yes, to all who call on him in truth.

19 He grants the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cries for help and rescues them.

20 The Lord protects all those who love him, but he destroys the wicked.

21 I will praise the Lord, and may everyone on earth bless his holy name forever and ever.

Empty

2007-08-19T19:41:00.000-04:00

I am feeling so empty and tired.

I have no energy to even begin to post what the last four days have held.

Rebecca's post will fill you in for now- and hopefully, in a couple of days I can formulate my thoughts.

Be in prayer for all here-
Always
Elisabeth

Leadership

2007-08-11T18:07:00.000-04:00

My heart is full- my head is full.

I spent the last three days attending the Leadership Summit put on by Willow Creek. Some of you are probably surprised that I went. I am myself. As most of you know, I don't make decisions lightly- I analyze, mull over and dissect something before I do it. Beyond having pure motives, I wanted to make sure this event would be beneficial for me. In looking at the line up of speakers, I saw that most were from the marketplace and not believers. I wondered, "what can an unbeliever teach me about leadership?". Was I in for an awakening. God's truth is all around us- even in unbelievers. He can use them to speak to us- to challenge us. Along with listening to any speaker, we must always have the discernment to evaluate what is said in light of scripture.

The talks were so timely, as we begin a new year of youth group. I've felt beaten down in recent weeks and wondering if I'm doing anything right at all. The speakers were incredibly encouraging- providing helpful insights as to how to empower your team to grab hold of your vision, how to motivate them, how to develop strategy etc...

One of the greatest truths that came through time and time again was, "know the needs of your community" and work to reach them. So often, the church gets so wrapped up in "doing church" and doing things to serve ourselves, that we forget to reach tangible needs in the community around us. As we meet needs, demonstrating God's love, the community will be confronted with the living embodiment of Christ- and they will be without excuse. This is the approach we've taken in Haiti- and it is working! Now, if we can just transpose this here.

The other truth that was impressed upon my heart was that God has me here "for such a time as this" (Esther). That gives great comfort when situations are not ideal.

There were so many other amazing principles given- it's hard to know even where to start. But, I can't lead others if I don't lead myself well- so that is where I need to start, leading myself.

It was an amazing three days- and my heart is satisfied.
Always
~Elisabeth

It builds character-

2007-08-07T09:51:00.000-04:00

God uses the difficult times to produce Christ likeness within us. Refining and sharpening, He is scrapping away the rough edges and revealing His glory in us. The process isn't comfortable and it usually hurts. I'm not opposed to the process- I just wish He could take a break for a bit! It seems that I move from one "refining moment" to another without time to breathe. My mom says, "it all builds character" and I said, "I think I have enough character for now....". God obviously doesn't think so! Yet, during the times that are the most difficult, I can see God's hand moving the most vividly. Maybe that is one of His goals. Taking away the comfort, exposing the weakness and providing opportunity to see HIM clearly.

I've been feeling overwhelmed in recent weeks. The pressures of ministry- of trying to be obedient and wise in decision making- in arranging staff, massaging staff, planning details- have weighed heavy. And the balance- between family, HOPE and youth group frustrates me. Wanting to be "all things" but yet not having the know how to do that. I find it hard to wait on the Lord as He is developing others and producing growth in their lives. I want them to be somewhere where they aren't yet capable of being.

Yet- there has been so much joy in recent weeks. To see people wrestle with convictions and to see them pour into the WORD to discover God's solution. Seeing sin confronted in love and to seeing humility and repentance in response. How GREAT is our God! To hear a teen say, "I'm home" when he returned to youth group after being away for the summer. A call from an unsaved mother, saying youth group was the best thing for her daughter this year! Having six teens sit with you and commit to being godly examples to their peers as members of the leadership council. To hear the innocent prayers of my teens. To get a hug from the boys and know that they truly mean it and that they love us even when we have to correct them. Seeing a new face and the joy he had by coming and feeling comfortable and accepted. The adventure of new friendship- uncovering the layers to reveal the heart. Of feeling so comfortable and the ability to be completely transparent (even to a fault). Being able to laugh at yourself. Having friends who love you and pray you through rough spots. For wise counselors who provide godly counsel even when it is uncomfortable.

It is easy to get overwhelmed and weighed down by the pressures. Yet God is still present- still in control of all things: even the midst of being misunderstood, confused and frustrated.
And the reminder from Ephesians- He can "do immeasurably above all that we ask or thing". The pressures can produce two results: either running from God because of the pain, discomfort and selfishness or running to His open arms for comfort, peace and courage.

I was driving yesterday and heard the following song on the radio:

Over My Head- Brian Littrell

I tried to figure it out
Time and time again and time again
I guess there's just some things I'll never understand
'Cause Your ways aren't our ways
But deep down in my soul, down in my soul
There is one thing I know that I know

I'm in over my head
Right where I wanna be
I'm so lost within Your love
The love that always covers me
So high, so deep, so wide
A strong and cleansing tide
My soul has found a place to rest
I'm in over my head

I've been holding on
Now I'm letting go, just letting go
Gonna let Your love carry me away
I don't know where I'm going
But I'm surrounded by the truth
And I can feel the current pulling me
Deeper into You

I'm in over my head
Right where I wanna be
I'm so lost within Your love
The love that always covers me
So high, so deep, so wide
A strong and cleansing tide
My soul has found a place to rest

I'm in over my head
You see me for who I am
You did reach out Your hand
You made me understand
That Your love has always covered me

Always~
Elisabeth

Ready now....

2007-07-31T10:48:00.000-04:00

Coming home from Haiti is always an emotional roller coaster. I usually dread going down to Haiti- sounds weird huh? I think it is because I anticipate the travel and I don't really enjoy it. But, once I'm there I'm fine! The world disappears when I'm there and I gain clarity- of what I can truly live without, what truly matters. I'm not usually anxious to come- this time I couldn't wait.

Our trip was very successful. We were able to see the foundation started. After a amazing Groundbreaking Ceremony and men stepping forward to demonstrate their commitment to the project, work got underway. By the time we left, trenches were dug, forms were in place and the trenches were being filled with rock and cement. With only $1500 more, we will be able to finish the foundation. We have all the blocks we need to complete the first floor- we just need $15,000 to do so.

Maxim helping move rocks- pray this little boy accepts Christ as Savior

Our foundation- trenches filled in and irons in place!

In the afternoons we held a VBS for the children- they were darling. So enthusiastic! It was wonderful to hear them sing, listen with attention to the Bible story and enjoy the craft time.

Some of the beautiful children- pray they hear truth and accept Christ

The team worked well together overall- it is always interesting with different personalities. The gal from my church did wonderfully- it was a blessing to see how God is developing her. Awesome.

Wilson- one of our translators with Valerie and Chelsea

We had some health challenges on the way home- I Praise God for his wisdom. I've never been more frightened before and we had to make crucial medical decisions. But- He is good and provided exactly what we needed. Unending Thanks to all who prayed!

We met amazing people- a witch doctor saved out of Voodoo, dedicated and humble pastors, teachers begging for training- my heart is heavy with the needs. I'm humbled by the responsibility God has placed on me- hundreds, thousands are depending on this project to bring HOPE and advancement for the community and the church. I'm overwhelmed. Jean- former Voodoo Witch Doctor- now evangelist!!! What a transformation!

Our project managers and contractors

Go Go and Wilson- our two translators and my good friends!Wilson with his brother and sister. I am Lubetina's sponsor so it was lovely to meet her.

I had about of week of some low moments- I have a hard time getting back into the swing of things. I hit the ground running when I came home and ended up having to step back and rest.

My time is stretched so thin- between HOPE, Youth Group and School. Pray I have wisdom and time management.

We start the new youth group year on 9/5- and have a retreat scheduled for 8/17-18. So, I have a bit of planning to put together. School starts end of Aug, with the kids coming on 9/5. There have been staff changes and I'm starting to realize I need to get into school mode. It will be a busy first few months.

Hope everyone is enjoying the summer-

Love to you all

Elisabeth

No more suitcases for awhile

2007-07-24T10:33:00.000-04:00

I'm home from Haiti- it was a good trip, but I was ready to be home.
There is a lot to share but I'm still tired, a wee bit cranky and processing to blog about it yet.
Stay tuned.
Love
~Elisabeth

Off to Haiti

2007-07-12T19:49:00.000-04:00

It's that time again- off to Haiti for a week. I'll be co-leading our first Work Team to Pestel. We are so very excited and expecting to see God work in amazing ways.

While there, we will be beginning the the foundation of the Community Library! In the afternoons, we will be holding a Children's Art Camp.

I'll be home the 21st- please keep our team in your prayers. Below is a list of praise and prayer items.

With Love~
Elisabeth

Praise Items:

For our Advisory Council (Tom, Asneth, Rick and Nelson)- for their commitment to HOPE, faithful prayers, wisdom and guidance
For the team that God has put together: Valerie, Tom, Chelsea, Wilfrid and Elisabeth
That we have the funds to begin the building project and all members are fully supported
For the work that has already been done to prepare for this work team
For what God will do in and through us while in Duchity
That the gospel is being proclaimed in Duchity by faithful men and women
That we can join God in what He is already doing there and be a part of HIS plan
That we can be a bridge between the believers in Haiti and the States in order to provide mutual encouragement and edification

Prayer Items:
Safety in travel- by plane and by car (we have a 3 hour drive to Duchity on a difficult road)
That all luggage would arrive with us and pass through customs without problems
For Pastor Leonard and family- our hosts from Duchity Baptist Church
For the Haitian men and women who will be taking care of us
For the Haitian construction workers: for safety and positive interactions as we work together
For good health and strength as we adjust to the climate, environment, food and schedule
For Go Go and Wilson, our translators. for safety as they travel and clarity as they work
For the spiritual battles that will be going on while in Haiti
That we would be united together, as a team and also as a family
That we will be an encouragement to the Haitian people in Duchity and the surrounding communities. That our interactions would build lasting relationships
That as the gospel goes forth, in word and action, it will bear eternal fruit
That Wilfrid and Elisabeth would have Godly wisdom and discernment- as they make decisions for the team and HOPE’s ministry while in Duchity. That we will be where God wants us to be, when He wants us to be there.
For peace in the hearts of loved ones back home
That we will encounter God in a new and fresh way
That we will come home changed: more aware of God, His work, His people and the needs around us

Home Again!

2007-07-05T12:22:00.000-04:00

California was amazing!

Travel was comfortable- easy to maneuver! The weather was glorious. San Francisco was downright chilly- San Diego warmer but not unbearable. I even came home with a bit of a tan- yeah!

San Francisco- We absolutely loved this city! Right on the bay, it was beautiful! We loved the trolleys and old architecture. Alcatraz is a must see- we learned so many new things (did you know American Indians occupied Alcatraz in the 70's?). One of the most touching things we learned was that guard families lived on Alcatraz- at Christmas time, the children would sing Christmas carols outside to the inmates. Their happiest day was the inmates saddest.

We also took a number of tours- a boat tour on the bay and a double-decker bus tour through the city. We spent a day in Napa Valley and Muir Woods. The winery tour was interesting and delicious. Muir Woods hosts some of the largest redwood trees- it was cool, quiet and serene. Our evenings were spent exploring Pier 39 and Chinatown!

Our boat tour took us directly under the Golden Gate Bridge- a bit foggy! Did you know that they are always painting the Golden Gate?

We visited the Jelly Belly Factory- which was a delicious little road trip. Free samples! It takes 20 days to make one Jelly Belly Jelly Bean! And, blueberry was created for Ronald Reagan's inauguration- so that they could have red, while and blue Jelly Bellys! Another reason Reagan is my favorite!An afternoon in San Jose with Darci and baby Alyssa- along with a tour of the Winchester House. A very peculiar home- with 160 rooms, tiny riser steps, twists and turns. It was fun to spend time with Darci- she came and had dinner with us in the city one night and then we spent Saturday afternoon with her. Just like old times! It is amazing how easily we fall back into those B-suite days. It was great to finally meet her husband Sean too!We saw the diverse countryside as we drove from San Jose to Bakersfield (then a side trip to Pasadena) and onto San Diego. We were able to help out our friend Joe with a ride to our friend Luke's house at Camp Pendelton- an unexpected stop but nice to see friends.

In San Diego, we saw the sunset over the Pacific at Mission Beach. A day trip to Tijuana (ask me sometime about our traveling companion- very enlightening!)- and an evening in the Gaslamp District eating gourmet pizza. Heidi and I enjoyed an exfoliating massage Tuesday morning- so lovely! Our final day was spent at the San Diego Zoo and enjoying delicious seafood at Joe's Crab House.

Our trip home was adventurous- with a number of twists and turns- but we made it home in one piece!

The gang laughed constantly and enjoyed reminiscing. It was good to catch up and see what is happening in each other's lives. Heidi was a welcome addition- and is now an honorary B-Suite member! It was a true blessing to spend time with her- see her heart revealed!

Enjoy some of my pictures- and thanks for all your prayers!

Love to you all~

Elisabeth

Praising Him for His Goodness

2007-06-24T21:02:00.001-04:00

- that God continues to teach me, stretch me, and mold me. He isn't finished yet. I'm thankful for people who challenge me, are patient with me as I struggle through and who encourage me.
- for all that God did this year in/through the youth group. I pray that I am simply a vessel that He uses.
- for challenge from His Word- that it is relevant now in my life, just as it was in the Corinthians lives centuries ago
- for Christian writers/musicians who are used by God to bring challenge, proclaim truth and ignite action
-for a phenomenal day of friendship, laughter and refreshment.
-for Rebecca- one of my oldest friends. Who accepts me "as is"- encourages me, helps me see reality, rescues me, celebrates with me, helps me not make a complete fool out of myself, and is always available for a late night phone call.
-for Katie- a new friend! Her sweet spirit is contagious, her boldness refreshing. She holds me accountable without even realizing it.
- for French manicures- they are so beautiful and make me feel so lovely!
- Japanese hot stone massage- so good. Need I say more.
- that it is sandal season!
- for sales at Kohls
- for baby registries so I know exactly what my friend wants for her baby even if she lives in CA - for hotel reservations that came through
- for a pastor who preaches truth from God's Word and is unashamed. A man who encourages me and offers godly counsel when I need it.
- for delicious strawberry shortcake with friends
- that Bill was able to work a few days this week
- for cell phones- so that I can keep in touch with Alicia even though she's moved farther away than I even want to think about.
- that even though she is far away- she is safe in God's capable hands.
- that I can trust God completely as He continues to reveal His plans for my life. The confidence that He always has the very best in mind for me.
- for parents who taught and modeled truth and continue to do so.
- for the gift of vacation- the adventures we will have, the refreshment, the laughter and the new memories we will make!

I'm off to California on Tuesday- returning July 4th! Pray for safety/protection/wisdom/relaxation/and FUN!

Love to you all~
Elisabeth

Relaxation is in order...

2007-06-19T11:07:00.001-04:00

I think this is the first summer in a while that I can truly relax and do as I please. The last two summers I was working as a nanny- and the summer before that was full of trying to find a job. I have totally earned this summer! And I plan to enjoy it!

Friday night a few of us went out for dinner/ice cream and then to the movies. Always a good time for laughs. Saturday, Bek and I went shopping. I realized that I needed some new items for California and was fortunate to find a few things I liked. We went to this great Mexican Restaurant called The Cuckoo's Nest-so delicious! Sunday was another day full of church and errands. Monday, I got busy and was VERY productive! I love scratching things off the to-do list. I'm looking forward to my spa day later in the week- some more shopping and then an evening of complete indulgence!

It's hard to believe that this time next week- I'll be getting ready for CA! Yesterday, I bought our Alcatraz tour tickets and mapped out a few of our adventures. We are still working on hotels- usually I'd be biting my nails- but it will all work out.

Saw a cute movie the other night- "Scoop" with Scarlett Johansson. She isn't always one of my favorites- but she was incredible in this film. It is a witty comedy with some twists. Hugh Jackman isn't that bad either!

The list is calling my name- hope you all enjoy the warm, sunny days!
Love to you all~
Elisabeth

Summer vacation has begun!

2007-06-15T10:00:00.000-04:00

Day two of Summer Vacation! The last week at school was crazy and I was done to the wire on Wednesday. I've had to pack up all my things at school- thirty boxes in total. Not all my stuff mind you- but mostly department items. I left all of my personal items at school- clearly labeled. I'm praying nothing get lost! There were exams to give/grade, grades to submit, principal and director's to-do lists, IEP coding, final PPTs, graduation and many goodbyes. Thankfully- it is all done (except for a small pile of paperwork I need to finish today). I have a long list of to-dos that I hope to continue working on while I'm still in school mode.

Wednesday night marked our "official" last night of youth group before the summer. I firmly believe youth group should go year round- but that is a new concept to our team. This summer, I'll be hosting 4 girl days (stamping, spa day, jewelry making etc..) as a way to bond the girls together. We will have at least 4 open club nights for the gang to come hang out. The boys regularly get together for paintball too. In August, we will have a overnight lock-in/retreat. A few kids have asked for a trip to Six Flags as well. So- it will be a busy summer!

Last night the family went out to dinner at this great Ribs place in Rhode Island. Bill and I are awful children and have not recognized my dad birthday (we did do a cake), mother's day, father's day and their 49th anniversary! So- dinner out was in order. We had a nice time- we don't get to do that as often as we should.

My schedule is so clear between now and the 26th. I have a couple graduation parties, a vet appointment, possibly a dentist appointment, 1 gals activity and then Heidi and I fly to meet Erica and head to California. I'm so excited! We are still working on hotels- pray that all works out! It will be a lot of fun! We'll be in San Francisco, San Jose, Bakersfield and San Diego- I'm hoping to head to Mexico for a day too! There are so many details....

Things are coming together for our Haiti trip- now there are five of us. Chelsea and I are putting together an art project to bring down. That will be fun.

It has been a really great school year- incredibly challenging and at times stressful. But so rewarding. I truly enjoyed going to and being at work everyday. I'm excited for the fall!

Love to you all
Elisabeth

The Beauty of Obedience

2007-06-10T18:01:00.000-04:00

I hadn't heard from my WOLBI roommate in awhile. Carrie has never been good with keeping in touch- but it had been an unusually long time. I thought to myself- "She must have a boyfriend!". Just a few weeks after that comment, I received her wedding invitation. When I read it, I had mixed feelings. Part of me was so excited for Carrie. We had spent countless HOURS at WOLBI talking about marriage, finding "the one" and what our dream weddings would look like. The other part of me was downright scared. The last time Carrie and I had talked, she confessed that she was dating a non-believer. She knew it was wrong and didn't seek to justify, but felt like she had no other options. In my heart, I hoped this was a different man, but couldn't hold my hopes to high.

Carrie believed God wanted her to stay in her small Maine town, close to family. While this is all well and good, her pickin's for a godly spouse seemed to be slim to none. During our last phone call, I had encouraged her to "get out of Wilton"! At least for a time- or, to give eharmony a try. The "winners" she was encountering were not winners at all.

There was no doubt in my mind that I would attend her wedding. Through a torrential downpour, my mom and I made our way 5 hours north to Wilton. We arrived literally with just a moment to spare. The church was quaint and beautiful. Delicate white flowers sparkled by candlelight. The wedding began- her groom Steve entered dressed in an all white tux. (He could so make a career as an Elvis impersonator if landscaping doesn't work out). Carrie entered- stunning in her pure white dress. From the stage, she saw me and excitedly mouthed hello! The service continued, with glory given to God for drawing these two individuals together. Vows of faithfulness and love were made and rings exchanged. She looked so calm, so happy, so beautiful.

Carrie recognized that she should not settle for second best. She ended her relationship with the non-believer, realizing that there was "no one waiting in the wings". Last November, she met Steve- or I should say, re-met Steve. They had gone to high school together. Through a course of events, Steve came to know the Lord 9 years ago. In November, he was hired to work for her brother's landscaping company, and a friendship began with Carrie. What a picture of obedience on Carrie's part. She maintained her standards, waited for the Lord's perfect timing- and He brought her the godly Christian man she had longed for.

My heart is so full of praise today. Praise for Carrie and Steve's faithfulness- the beauty of their obedience- the sweetness of their love and the promise of an amazing future serving the Lord together. May this be an encouragement to us who are "still waiting"....

Eight days...

2007-06-03T16:55:00.000-04:00

Just eight days and the school year will be over. Slowly, I am getting my to-do's accomplished. I felt really good about everything until I found out on Wednesday that I have to move my classroom. Which means I have to pack everything up before the 12th. It wouldn't be so bad if I hadn't just finished organizing and unpacking everything AND if I didn't have a zillion other things that also have to be done. Oh well....that's what we have slaves- oh I mean, students for.

I think I'm actually going to miss school over the summer- I enjoy my kiddos so much, and I know that for some, school is the only exciting, secure thing going on for them. We are a very weird, dysfunctional family!

Hmm, in other news. We took a few teens to a youth concert thingy- not really sure what it was- but it was interesting. Today was the Olympian closing program- they put on an adorable talent show and then had a matchbox car race. They are so precious. Bek, Heidi and Rob and I went to Hanks for ice cream- which is always a treat. We enjoy every chance we get to pick on Rob- poor guy. Now, I must sit and get moving on my final exams. I have a few that MUST be done for tomorrow.

Love to you all
Elisabeth

Bored with God

2007-05-26T12:06:00.000-04:00

This is the title of a book I'm reading for youth group at the recommendation of our area missionaries. It is a quick read but very timely. I've been convicted of my own apathy. I struggle with it just as our teens do. Often, I get so caught up in the "doing" that I fail to enjoy and simply "to be" in my relationship with Christ. Any relationship takes cultivation- and I know I need to put more attention into my relationship with the Lord. A number of situations have propelled me to prayer this week- specifically with some of our teens. In the end, I can't change their perspectives- only the Lord can. I am responsible however, for my responses, my teachablilty and humility.

I recommend this book if you work with young people in any capacity- I'm challenging our youth leaders to read it this summer.

We had a great Wednesday activity- a Photo Scavenger Hunt! The teen seemed to really enjoy themselves! My group did get cursed at- as we were recreating the famous Abbey Road picture- I guess some people didn't appreciate us holding up traffic. But everyone else was most gracious!

The most original "Doctor's sign"

Headstands at DD's with a little teamwork

Kissing a lobster
Chicken Dance by the Cat Hospital

With tools in a hardware aisle
Hugging a blue mailbox

Thumbs up by a cashier at Better Val-u- he really got into it Fishing in a bird bath- very nice people let us "borrow" their birdbath

Trying to fit as many as you can into the truck of your car- check out Levi!

Playing on a jungle gym- again- nice strangers let us "borrow" it

James- kissing a cow! (my group just kissed a package of ground beef)

Holding a chicken

The boys on Tal's Mustang Convertible

Definitely the best "Leap Frog in a Cemetery" picture!

I am excited that the official youth group year is coming to a close- I'm beat. And- I'm looking forward to a summer of regrouping, organizing and planning for the fall. Pray for our team- to be refreshed and to continue to grow individually and corporately. We are in need of more leaders- pray the Lord directs those HE wants to serve with us.

On the school front- There was great success this week in terms of organizing/clearing out my room. I went through all the books-(minus two shelves left to do)- and threw out books older than I am! Found some very embarrassing pictures of Barry Manilow which have now been added to our bulletin board (sad- my students are too young to know who he is). One of my fellow department members has also moved in- so there are three of us sharing my room. We're cozy! The kids are getting riled up in these last few days but we are managing. I think I'll be able to finish all my organizing/cleaning out this week- then I can start on next year's paperwork. I've been putting paras to work finding materials for next year- they are such a great help! If anyone has suggestions for low level books that are high interest (4-6th grade level)- let me know!

hmmm- what else? California is 1 month away!!!! So excited!

Hope you are all enjoying a "Memorable" Weekend-

Love Elisabeth

Mission Accomplished!

2007-05-16T20:07:00.000-04:00

My stomach was churning all morning- I was so nervous. Our meeting got started late due to another PPT running overtime. It lasted over an hour- but went so smoothly. All in all it was successful- my director was very pleased.

Once this paperwork is complete- I am officially DONE!

Well- with PPT's that is. I will have about 6 new 8th graders- so I'm trying to attend their PPT's at the middle school just to connect with the family in advance. There will also be a lot of work to do to get my kiddos ready for exams but it is all good. I do have some goals between now and June 13th: go through all the materials in my room (sort, throw out and organize), create a book list for next year and place order, gather worksheets/activities that will help my students work on areas of weakness, prepare paperwork to give to teachers in the fall, revamp forms, and sort/shred and file paperwork.

A set of lofty goals- but it will help the new year start smooth.

Have I said that I love my job- I really do. I'm still amazed. Thank you Lord!

(even when my students are incredibly silly etc... it is still an amazing experience)

I plan to take my last personal day in the next week- and enjoy a bit of pampering. I think I've earned it!

Love to all~

Elisabeth

The best dad ever..... really!

2007-05-15T21:21:00.000-04:00

Today is my dad's 70th Birthday! WOW!

I'm usually really good with remembering birthdays- just to demonstrate how crazy my life is right now- I actually did not remember his birthday was coming until 10pm last night. Our tradition is that we have no traditions- so it was simple cake and ice cream and a pitiful version of "Happy Birthday" (accompanied by the Star Wars theme- Bill gave him a card that plays music)! I didn't even have time to get a card or gift- do I get the worst daughter of the year award?

Anyway- my dad is really the best! He is a man of integrity, faithfulness, character, godliness, patience, understanding, intelligence, sacrifice, forgiveness- just to name a few of his finest qualities (he also is a horrible procrastinator...but that is really the only less than great thing I can say). He has been a exemplar (BEST reference Bek) example of a Christ Follower- in the way he ministers, serves his family, treats his neighbor and in his daily disciplines. I am so fortunate- and I often take it for granted.

In other news-

I spent Sunday with Sarah and Diana- two great friends! It is exciting to see all that they are doing in ministry within their local church. I need to visit them more often- it is always such a great time.

Tomorrow is my last PPT of the year!!!! Can I get an AMEN! I'm praying all goes well. Once this is wrapped up- I can begin focusing on preparing for next school year- I am determined NOT to start the year out behind.

My tickets are purchased for California and Haiti! Yippee! Counting the days! I'm am so ready for a vacation.

My parents had a great trip to the Ukraine- and it is good to have them home again.

The Youth Group is presenting their puppet shows tomorrow night to the children's programs at church.

My roommate Carrie from WOLBI is getting married June 9th- so I'll be heading to Maine.

Darci is having her baby ANY DAY now- I still can't believe it.

Rebecca completed her BEST portfolio- a huge sigh of relief for her. It is a nightmare of a project- a personal day is in order!

My bedtime has come- Enjoy the rest of the week!

Love

Elisabeth

The Countdown begins-

2007-05-08T20:24:00.000-04:00

Lest some of my readers think I'm being lazy (Nat mainly)- I plead that I have succumb to the busy Annual season of the Special Education Professional.

The last few weeks have been full of meetings, paperwork, paperwork and more paperwork. One of our Special Education teachers has been in the hospital for 2 weeks and we are having to pick up her meetings and work load. It has been exciting to see the team band together- and I know it is a testimony to her. My friend Katie (one of our paras) has been able to visit her in the hospital and to share the gospel with her. I'm praying that God uses her current situation to draw her to HIM.

My meetings have gone exceptionally well- even the ones I was nervous about.

It is hard to believe that there are only 28 days left of the school year. It has gone so fast. I have loved it- for so many reasons. I love that every day is different, that I have more say in my schedule and work load, that I get to work with individual students daily. And I LOVE that my take home is less than before. It is so good to finally be in a place where I love what I'm doing and am so content. Thank you LORD!

We have only 6 weeks left of youth group. Our soup kitchen CSA went really well. I would love to do that again- or regularly. We also had a Cinco de Mayo party last week. The building looked great and the food was so good. The kids seemed to have a good time. We have a few more activities and then we're done. I'm looking forward to a break and a summer of reflection and planning.

Speaking of the summer- I'm getting more excited about my trip to California- I'm so ready for a vacation. One of my teens is planning to go with me to Haiti in July- I'm really looking forward to that! I'm still praying about a second trip to Haiti in August- I would really love to go!

Well- American Idol is on. Haven't watched it in weeks- thought I should catch up a bit.

2007-04-27T17:20:00.000-04:00

Something caught my eye today- one of our students had a huge note on her binder. It said, "32 days left of school!"

WOW

32 Days!

I'm off to bake cookies with my small group (teen gals) tonight. Hoping to slip our of worship team practice so I can maximize my time with them.

Hopefully- before the weekend is out, I can update all my loyal readers.

Enjoy the weekend!

The Long Stretch begins-

2007-04-22T18:02:00.000-04:00

There are 12 hours remaining in my Spring Break- not like I'm counting...

This definitely did not turn out to be the break I expected- but it still has been a good break. Now begins the long stretch through June (May is a killer)- but the finish line is coming! The year has really flown and I'm enjoying it. Praise the LORD- (I had too many days of not enjoying school in the past....I'm so glad that I enjoy what I"m doing now).

Our HOPE meeting went well. We got a lot accomplished and were able to make a number of decisions. Pray we have wisdom in the coming months as we plan our summer work team.

I went back to the doctor on Friday and he was pleased with my improvements. I will see him again in 6 weeks- until then I continue with my medication and inhalers.

Saturday was Teens Involved- the teens did very well on their presentations. They have been working so hard- it was good to see it all come together.

On the way home- my dad's van broke down- always an adventure! Thankfully- the guys looked it over and pronounced that it could not go anywhere. So- we sorted the teens out and the crew went on home (we were in Mass). Maria stayed with me and waited for the tow truck and then we headed home. In the end, it was good because I was tired and really was ready for the day to be done. I came home and after talking with my parents for a bit (unloading), I decided to pop a movie in to take my mind off things. Within 5 minutes I was asleep. Sleep is always a good remedy for stress. After a good night's rest, I'm far more coherent and thinking clearly.

On my way home from church (and after a fun phone call from Erica- catching up and planning our California trip)- I went to Walmart. On my way out- a small plane crashed across the street (there is a landing strip there). As I drove by-it looked like the plane had nose-dived into a grove of trees and the surrounding trees/ground were on fire. Scary.

Well- I'm going to take full advantage of my last remaining moments of Freedom.
Enjoy the evening~

Home Again

2007-04-19T13:43:00.000-04:00

It was a good drive down to Virginia. Having a van is great- we each took turns driving and catching a nap in the back. I was able to sleep off and on through the night and drove the final leg through Maryland, Delaware and Virginia. We had lunch with my cousin Patsy and then went over to the funeral home. They had a separate room for family- so we were able to visit a bit there before the service. All my cousins were there minus two. Most did not bring their spouses or children.

The service was really nice- there was a clear gospel presentation which was great! After a brief graveside service, we went back to my Uncle's house to visit as a family. It was nice to catch up with each of my cousins. Because my parent's had children late in life, all my cousins are well into their 40's and almost 60. Needless to say, we've had an unusual relationship. We are not extremely close due to distance but also generational gaps. Funny, for being the youngest cousin, I was the one who was trying to engage the most conversation. I caught up on all their children etc... It was nice to see that many of my cousins are walking with the Lord- but again, I saw the hardness of some hearts. There was a lot of laughter and stories shared- and I learned more about my family (I guess banana pudding was always a favorite treat at family gatherings...never knew). These events are odd because I know everyone but yet I don't really know them. They all grew up together- visited,played saw each other on holidays. And we- being so much younger and living further away- only saw them 1x a year for a day and lately its been 5 or 6 years in between visits. Oh well- that's how it is I guess. I hope that when I have a family, that I'll be able to create good memories and bonds for my children.

After, we went back to my cousin Patsy's house and visited. It was nice to get to know her husband better- they are a lovely couple. They had dated off and on over the years but did not get married until they were in their 50's. Man, I hope I don' t have to wait that long (he was a little slow on the uptake, I guess). But- they are enjoying life and serving the Lord together as christian school teachers. They have been a tremendous help to my uncle and his children.

We left early Wednesday morning. Again- I was able to rest a lot and read another great book from Rebecca (she knows how to choose them!). We made it back to Canterbury at 4:30. The coffee house went off without a hitch (except I forgot to make arrangements for two kids to have rides- so we had to send someone to get them...oops!). My friend's youth group came- and we had over 37 teens and over 25 adults. There was plenty of food and activities and everyone seemed to have a good time. We look forward to doing more with this youth group in the future. We are so blessed to have such an awesome facility for our teens. They all did a nice job with their presentations too.

Today- I'm relaxing. Just watched this week's LOST. It has been so good in recent weeks. Tonight I have a HOPE Board meeting. Pray we have wisdom and guidance. Tomorrow- I head back to the doctor's regarding my lungs. Saturday is Teens Involved- it will be a long day but I'm looking forward to it.

Well- spring break has not turned out how I expected but His ways are higher than mine!
Have a great day!

Headin' South

2007-04-15T23:17:00.000-04:00

So- we'll be heading to Norfolk, VA at midnight Monday. We'll attend the 2pm service, visit with family for a bit, stay at my cousin's and then head home very early Wednesday. Pray we arrive home without incident- my dad and I both have commitments at 6pm on Wednesday.

My mother's family is an unique crowd. We are not overly close- the distance has grown as people have aged, died and moved further away. Some are believers- but many are nominal Christians or have no interest. Pray that we are a testimony to our family. Pray for my mom too. The trip will be difficult for her- emotionally and physically.

Thankfully- I got a lot of items checked off the to-do list today. Since we aren't leaving until late, I'll be able to wrap a number of things up tomorrow as well. I'm especially thankful that I am on spring break this week and can go along with my parents and help with the driving. God's timing is always good.

Appreciate your prayers!

Change of Plans

2007-04-15T15:39:00.000-04:00

Strange how plans can change in the matter of a few hours.
My Aunt Pat passed away this morning. She was my mother's remaining sibling. Throughout the last few years her health had been failing and she was having severe issues with her heart. She had been in the hospital recently, and once she got home she really just lost the will to live. She passed peacefully early this morning. My mom is doing alright- needless to say she is upset. We don't have the details yet- but we will head to Virginia in the next day or so.

I'm thankful that my Aunt was a women who loved the Lord. My heart breaks for her husband Clyde- one of the kindest and most gentle men I know. He will be so lost. Pray especially for her two sons, Clyde LeRoy and Stephen- I'm not sure where they are spiritually. Pray this draws them closer to Christ.

The other major issue is that I had a number of commitments this week- between Youth Group and HOPE (coffee house, HOPE Board Meeting, T.I practices and T.I. on Saturday). As soon as I know the arrangements I'll be able to decide what to do with these commitments and who can fill my shoes. Pray that all runs smoothly and comes together. God is in control of ALL things- and He doesn't need me to accomplish His plans.

Thanks for your prayers and I'll keep you posted on my schedule.
Love to you all~

Spring Break!

2007-04-15T00:20:00.000-04:00

It felt like it would never get here! VACATION!
We missed having a February break due to the construction at school (but it does mean we get out early and go back later to give the crews time to finish the building)- so it's been a unusually long stretch. (I know I'm not going to get much sympathy considering teachers do get a lot to time off- summers anyone? But- I earn every minute of it!)

My first order of business was to sleep in. And I did just that.
Then- I lounged around and watched a ridiculous movie. I won't go into all the details- but I will say- Why in the world is Keanu Reeves still acting? EVERY role is the same- flat, unemotional verbiage. Granted, he is nice to look at but his characters are so one dimensional (though- I did enjoy the Matrix and he has done some good stuff- so I am generalizing a bit).

This evening I went to the Partners with Haiti dinner in MA. Always a good time. I was able to reconnect with some gals I had met on previous teams and it was good to hear how they were doing. I saw my good friends from Westgate- whom I always enjoy catching up with. They are headed back in August for trip. I just might join them. It works perfectly with my vacation and there is no other team I'd rather go with. I have to look at my finances and pray about it- but it may just work.

Check out my friends Stephanie's video. It will give you an idea of what I do in Haiti. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPSMOxVY2mk
I was on a team that dug the foundation to this church- it is exciting to see how far it has come! The haitians you see pictured are among some of my greatest friends! What an amazing group of people!

So- my plans for spring break. While I won't be jetting off to Florida or some tropical location (though it did cross my mind to take off to Haiti- especially after seeing the video presentations tonight- my heart aches).

I hope to get a lot of planning done over break, print/mail the HOPE newsletter, IEP paperwork for work, Finalize coffee house and teens involved "stuff". I'm also looking forward to reading- and catching up on my movie queue. And- if I get to it, I hope to try to sell something on eBay. If it works- maybe I can earn some extra moo la and use it towards a trip to Haiti. That would be v. nice.

Hmm... I think I'll get to the first thing on my to-do list. SLEEP!

A moment of Praise....

2007-04-10T18:00:00.000-04:00

1. Received my statement from the health insurance company- Praise: they are paying for my entire hospital stay (minus my co-pay)! Very exciting!

2. Received a letter today from an old-friend. We met back when I was in 7th grade. Her family was home on furlough from Mexico and they stayed in our Church's' mission house. We've kept in touch over the years and it was so good to hear all that God is doing in her life. I'm thankful that despite time and distance, it is a friendship that continues. (I've been thinking about that a lot lately, how friendships change. I don't like change. And yet time, distance and growth cause friendships to change. Sometimes it is good- sometimes it hurts. I guess it is always important to remember what you had and celebrate that and recognize that all relationships have seasons too.)

3. Three more days until vacation- hallelujah!

5. All my kids passed 3rd Quarter!! Huge sigh of relief!

6. A student who I had to sent to the office yesterday for mouthing off to me, came back today and apologized. Amazing! How often do 14 year old boys admit they were wrong?

7. All my annuals are scheduled minus one!

8. HOPE's new printer is working well- (despite having to spend an hour on the phone with customer service to figure out the duplexing error!). The print quality is great and will be a huge help in getting info out efficiently and professionally.

10. My observation went well- and I received good feedback from my director. Only two more to go (math and science).

11. My friend's husband has agreed to teach the teen Bible study for 5 more weeks. HUGE PRAISE!

12. I'm being reminded to love others- "they'll know we are Christians by our love". Not always easy to put into practice when working with hormonal teenagers but I'm given many opportunities to "work that out".

13. I'm still enjoying my John Mayer cd!

14. Praise and Worship went well Sunday- my lungs worked! And I didn't have too much trouble afterwards.

"My heart is confident in you,

O God; my heart is confident.

No wonder I can sing your praises!"

Psalm 57:7

I pray you sense God's presence working in and around you- and are confident that God is orchestrating HIS best for you.
Love to you all~

New Shoes and New CD = One GREAT Day!

2007-04-07T20:30:00.000-04:00

Beautiful Day Today!

Enjoyed shopping with Bek- our shopping = a marathon, not a sprint! Found fabulous shoes- though they are far to practical for Bek (and look exactly like the ones I had previously- but I like them, their comfy and go with anything! So I'm happy!). Maybe someday I'll have reason to break into heals. Found some other good deals- so I think I'm pretty much set for spring and summer. Trying to not add too much to my wardrobe.

Got home- and discovered my new John Mayer CD had arrived. Oh my goodness. It is so good! I'm enjoying him while I organize my room. John Mayer always brings back memories of the spring of 2003- living in my old apartment. I worked part-time then- so I'd get home in the early afternoon, open the patio door, feel the warm breeze, nestle into the couch to work on my Master's while listening to John. Good Times. You have got to hear this CD!

Tomorrow is an early day with the Easter Breakfast (I forgo the Sunrise Service- this year I have a medical excuse- how convenient!). Praise Team is singing for the Worship Service and then I'll enjoy the day at home with the family. This will be my first time singing in church since my "incident"- pray that my voice/lungs are strong. Practice this week really knocked me out and I had two tough days afterwards.

Up and coming adventures! Saturday is the Partners with Haiti Banquet in Weston. I LOVE this dinner every year. It is a great time to reconnect with past teammates. I especially love the people at Westgate and can't wait to see them. Phenomenal people! A few of our friends from the DR and Haiti will be there- so it will be good to see them as well.

Well- I must get back to work- I'd like to set up my new printer tonight (well, HOPE's new printer) but first must clear a space for it on my desk. God was so good to provide this for us- it will enable us to do our mailings more efficiently. Expect one soon (if you don't receive them and would like to- just let me know!).

Happy Resurrection!
Love to you all~

It IS a Good Friday

2007-04-06T15:56:00.000-04:00

Last night was a whirlwind working with the teens- they are doing so well on their puppets, vocals and skits. I'm really proud of them. They have come a long way- in confidence, ability and in working together! Being with the teens opens those doors for good conversations and challenge. Last night had a few of them- I'm praying that God uses all things to grow them to be more like HIM.

My friend Nat is home- and it was nice to catch up with him for a bit at breakfast. He is doing so well overseas! It was also good to hear some positive impressions he had from visiting youth group Wednesday night. That was encouraging.

After breakfast- I went to get a haircut (short and chunky for spring). I really liked the place I went today and the gal did a fantastic job on my eyebrows- it made my day (okay...enough posting about vanity-moving on)

Then- I went back to the pulmonologist. He was pleased that my lung capacity is up to 70% now. I'm being weaned off the steroids but he did add another inhaler. I still get winded when I over-exert or talk in one big breath. But- I'm doing better. I go back in 2 weeks to see him again.

Tonight is the Good Friday service- I've just wrapped up Coffee House Bulletin inserts for Sunday- so I'll venture down to church early to get those copied and stuffed.

Wishing you all a reflective Good Friday and a very Special Easter Holiday!
Love you you all~

Goldfish will have to do

2007-04-03T21:55:00.000-04:00

Of all the nights for Walmart to be running low on Teddy Grahams- tonight had to be the night. There were only TWO BOXES in the entire store. Doesn't God have a sense of humor? So- plan B. Goldfish. We're going to using multiple varieties (including buffalo, pizza, x-tra cheddar etc...). I've counted out 1,033 individual goldfish and divided them amongst 18 bags. Why you asked? I wanted to make sure I had the exact count so I could figure out all the math in advance and not look like a complete idiot in front of the class (and in front of my boss). It was probably pointless to do- but it is done. My lesson is planned, I have all the materials- now I just have to pray the students behave, are engaged and that I am able to explain it all correctly. We'll see how it goes.

Tomorrow night is youth group- I'll be teaching the lesson to the gals again. This time, answering questions about the lessons we covered the last four weeks and then talking about assurance of salvation. One of our quieter girls has really been blossoming over the last few weeks. I got to spend some time with her last night- for a seventh grader, she is on target! Pray that those who have questions won't be afraid to ask them.

Love to you all~

2007-04-02T21:21:00.000-04:00

It's been a long day- and I'm beat. But, before I turn in.... I just have to mention what a great weekend I had.

Since I had to take a 1/2 day off work on Friday to see the doctor, I decided I was going to live up the gorgeous day! Rebecca met me and we perused my favorite antique store. I don't go often- and the one thing I allowed myself to splurge on were old photographs. I love collecting them. It fascinates me to look at the clothing, the expressions (or lack thereof), and the interactions within the pictures. It is always extra special to find sets of pictures- a family, or a person over the years. And- I especially love it when I find ones with dates/transcriptions. On Friday, I found a few good finds. A couple photos from the late 1800's- 1892 I think. And- the coolest was an old "scrapbook" from 1908. The pictures weren't the greatest, but the captions were so awesome. I was in my glory- and all my treasures only cost me a mere $27.

Then we met Bethany for dinner at my favorite restaurant- The Courthouse. Dinner was delicious and there was much laughter! Saturday, after a restful morning, I ventured down for my friend Josh's "pre-wedding" reception. It was lovely! After, the old gang went out for Japanese. Again, the food was great and the company even greater. I miss having Josh around- and it was nice to catch up with him. His fiance Sarah is lovely and the are so well suited. I am happy for him. He seems so content and relaxed. His happiness is so deserved. Two people so finely crafted and suited for each other- as the pastor said, "created for each other"- and that couldn't be more true. We had a great time together- I miss those days.

Sunday, after church, we took the teens to the nursing home to lead the service. They did a good job singing (though I did find it funny that the girl who is not working to full lung capacity could still sing over them.....my big mouth I guess). Ricky gave a testimony and two girls did readings. At the second home, one of the ladies from our church came. She is such a dear- and I know she is so frustrated to not be able to come to church. She cried through most of the service and told us later that "we brought joy to her heart". I hope the teens grasp the importance of not forgetting the elderly and that even the simplest act of service can bring them great comfort.

I had a few hours to kill after that and before worship team practice- so Bek met me and we went to Apple Valley to shop. I found some excellent bargains and even treated myself to a new skirt- I love it!!! Couldn't pass on the great deal. The evening was rounded out by worship team- which was good as we're preparing for Easter service. But, my lungs are really struggling today because of all the singing. Pray they will be rested for Sunday- since there are only three of us singing, I need to be in decent shape.

The week looks pretty routine- I have a math observation on Wed. I'm hoping it goes well. The class I will be working with can be a challenge- I observed in there today and they were good- I hope it continues. I plan to have them work with Teddy Grahams (creating pie charts of the different varieties the class will have)- hopefully knowing they can eat them when they are done will satiate their desire to eat me alive. I don't have any PPT's this week (can I get an Amen???). My favorite boy went home sick today- he did not look or sound good (while I was talking to him this morning, I kept trying to eye where the wastebasket was in case he needed it quick). Hopefully he gets better- making up assignments it not an easy task for him.

Oh- I started practicing tonight with our drama crew. They are preparing a skit for the coffee house 4/18. They did a good job for being the first night. Pray that they are able to memorize their lines- I'm hoping this will be the gospel presentation for the event. Also, pray we have a good response to the coffee house. I've invited 7 youth groups to come (I'm almost afraid that they all will come and we'll be maxed out). Our teens are preparing presentations- and I'm hoping for 2 guitarists to come and play some interlude music. I really have to sit down and wrap up the plans.

Hmmm- Friday we have off. Can't wait! The weekend is full with Good Friday and Easter activities. One more week and then April Vacation! (double amen).

Alright- enough rambling. I'm headed to bed.

Love to you all~

The saga continues...

2007-03-30T22:55:00.000-04:00

Thankfully, my 2nd and 3rd PPT's went just as well as Mondays. The only bump was hacking up a lung while I was presenting and getting so red that my boss sent the principal to get me water. That was thoughtful. In the end, my boss said things went really well and that I had done a good job- though she did tell me that I'm "too honest". I've heard this before from her- she wants me to finesse a bit more. I'll have to work on that (?)

I've never been to the doctor's so much in my life until this week. Tuesday, I went to see my general doctor. She is a spitfire- and definitely a woman you want in your corner. She listened to me for a few minutes and immediately called a pulmonologist and pleaded with him to see me ASAP. He pulled up my x-rays immediately and agreed to see me the next day. I went to see him Wednesday and he told me to "SLOW DOWN!"- that I will not heal if I don't stop. So, I'm under strict orders to walk slow, not yell/sing/blow up balloons....anything that will cause my lungs to be stressed. Basically, I'm allowed to just breathe. He extended my medication and urged me to go to the ER if things remotely were troublesome. Tuesday and Wednesday were not good days- but with the specialists new prescriptions, I have seen improvement Thursday and Friday. I went back to see him today and he was pleased. He told me that I basically burnt my lungs when the medicine aspirated my lungs- the tissue is so delicate and became incredibly irritated. He also said that it has taken me longer to recover than normal, so he wonders if there is not an underlying issue. After I'm better, he will do some more tests. Which is fine, as long as it's not the long snake scope thingy he stuck down my nose on Wednesday. Talk about pain. "this will only hurt for 10 seconds". TEN SECONDS! It felt like 10 years! I was not a happy camper- and don't recommend scopes to go down the nose. I don't think God intended for objects of that width to travel down such a narrow passage. Thankfully, everything was fine and I won't have to have that done again.

So- needless to say, I'm taking it very easy. I'm learning about limits. An important lesson for me. Keep praying that my lungs heal- sounding like a severe asthmatic is not very attractive and is actually a distraction to my students (hard to teach between the heavy breathing and rounds of coughing).

Well- it's off to bed. Had a great afternoon visiting my favorite antique store with Rebecca and having Bethany join us for dinner. Tomorrow is my friend's pre-wedding reception to meet his bride-to-be. Alicia and Matt are down, so I plan to visit with them as well. Nat comes home Sunday and I can't wait to see him. I miss the lug!

Have a wonderful and restful weekend
Love to you all!

One down- two to go...

2007-03-26T20:42:00.000-04:00

Today's PPT went splendidly! Everyone was where I needed them to be when, and it went off without a hitch. Yippee!
Tomorrow's should be just as good- it just starts at 7am. YIKES! Why did I do that??!! I'll have to be more than on time to work.
I'm slowly getting caught up at work. That is good! Still have a ton of observations to complete (Math and Science anyone?). It will all get done!
Spring is here! We opened the windows in my classroom today- ahh, the fresh air! It was glorious- and then a heavy spring rain for the ride home. I love spring!
Tomorrow I go to the Doctor regarding this whole "thang". I'm still a bit uncomfortable, but today was the best day yet! Slowly but surely. Tomorrow night is a training meeting for youth group. Wednesday is youth group- I'm teaching the girls lesson (salvation). Pray for fruit!
Love to you all~

The week ahead...

2007-03-25T21:43:00.000-04:00

This will be a busy week.
I have a number of PPT's right in a row (Mon-Wed). I MUST start testing my two kiddos this week....augh. Finding the time!
Plus a zillion other to-dos! Pray that all that needs to get done gets done. Health wise- it was an okay day. I feel very loopy and foggy. Not so good when you're driving. Pray this whole thing winds up soon- it is hard for me to slow down, but obviously that is what God wants me to do right now.
Appreciate all your prayers and encouragement
Love to you all~

Made it through...

2007-03-24T10:44:00.000-04:00

I was able to make it through the day on Friday at school. Most of the time I felt like I was floating through a fog. Not sure if that was the medication or what? My kids seemed happy to see me (they were glad they didn't have a scary sub). It was good to get caught up on my kids and to get some important items taken care of. I stayed way to late (7pm) but I feel pretty ready for my meetings on Monday. My supervisor gave me a lovely bouquet of flowers that smelled so good all day! They are beautiful and I am enjoying them. Last night was a hard night- I had a few hours of coughing- it just wouldn't stop. And now, this morning my chest is pretty sore. But I slept well so that is good. I think I'll take it easy today- a combination of my medicine routine and getting school/teen/HOPE work done.
Tomorrow, in the evening we are taking the teens to a youth rally. The presentation is on Evolution vs. Creation- I hope the teens come (and that I feel better because I need to drive). I'll sign off for now, I have a date with the nebulizer.
Love to you all~

An update

2007-03-22T18:50:00.000-04:00

I had the best of intentions. Got up this morning and showered- but by the end of that I was so tired and out of breath. So, I took a breathing treatment and decided to stay home. I read a bit, slept some and then got to work on school "stuff". I felt better around 1pm so I decided to go into work for a weekly department meeting. Just walking from my car to the main door caused me to get winded. Augh. It was good to get caught up- so much has happened this week. I spent some time talking with my supervisor, prepping for my meetings as well as other items that I need to follow up on. I was also able to get some to-do's done so that I won't have them hanging over my head first thing in the morning. My intention is to go in tomorrow- I really need to touch base with my kids and wrap up my PPT agendas for Monday! As well as a million other little things.

Pray that my breathing returns to normal and the coughing subsides. Sometimes I'm okay, but then the breathing gets difficult and I sound like I'm either snoring while awake or have been smoking for 50 years. That will be lovely entertainment for my cherubs tomorrow. Otherwise, I feel fine except for occasional chest pain due to coughing. It could always be worse.

Thanks for all your well-wishes!
Love to you all~

Missions Conference and Putting it into Practice

2007-03-21T17:08:00.000-04:00

The Missions Conference went well- minus having to cancel 3 of the activities due to an unexpected snow storm. It did allow our teens to serve dinner to the missionaries and attend the opening meeting. I was glad they were able to go and a few showed interest in some of the specific ministries that were shared.

I enjoyed meeting the other missionaries that were there and hearing about their ministries. It was inspiring and allowed for some good networking. People showed interest and we received some sizable gifts- God is good!

Steve W. spoke about being a world christian vs. a worldly christian. One thing he shared was that a world christian asks, "Lord, what are you teaching me?" when difficulty comes while a worldly christian says, "Why me?" (sounding very similar to Nancy Kerrigan upon her run-in with the iron bar!)

Monday night allowed me an opportunity to put this into action. Right before going to bed, at about 10:30pm, I took my daily dose of medicine. Somehow I choked and started to cough. Immediately my breathing became difficult and I developed horrible chest pain. I tried to lay down, drink some water, even hot tea- but nothing helped. After an hour or so, my dad took be to the ER at Day Kimble (granted- we were in the middle of another unexpected snow storm).

I arrived at midnight and checked in. I had to wait about an 1.5 hours. In the meantime, the pain got worse, my breathing got worse and I developed serious nausea (which started rounds of vomiting- I'll spare you all the details!)

Finally, I was taken into a room and seen by the nurses. Everything just takes so long- especially with so many other serious cases. They come in and do something, then you wait an hour for them to return. I was exhausted, but couldn't get comfortable to rest. I basically had to sit straight up just to be able to breath. They had me get some chest x-rays and a cat scan. Pain relievers helped a bit (made me all warm and fuzzy) but I wasn't able to keep them down. They also started various breathing treatments and steroids (just like Arnold)- which slowly but surely began to work. The doctors really weren't sure what to do with me- or what exactly was wrong- but in the end they figured that some of the medicine had aspirated my lung (meaning- got into my lung). All the pain and difficulty breathing was caused by inflammation and bronchial spasms.

During the night, my dad stayed with me. He was a good sport- I know he was tired and very uncomfortable sitting up all night. I had a variety of roommates. One was a young mother whose baby was sick. She was agonizing over whether or not to have a spinal tap done on her baby. Later, a lady named Carmella took their place. She seemed to be in a lot of pain and was wailing quite a bit. Somehow I managed to fall asleep and she was gone when I work up. There had been an accident- and the 87 year old man involved was just outside my door. He didn't know where he was and was moaning a lot. The saddest was hearing a woman have to call her family to say their mother had died. Man, reality.

I spoke with a doctor around 7am and he decided to admit me into the hospital. I was actually surprised. Funny, at one point he said, "I hear you're having trouble with nausea" At that exact moment I grabbed the bucket and vomited. Sorry, Doc.

I was taken to my room at 10 am or so. I joined a women who seemed to be having difficulty in her colon. She was pretty uncomfortable. Most of the day, I slept on and off - in between medicine and visitors. Maria and Levi came to see me, and later Rob, Bill and my parents. Rebbecca and Mama H. rounded out the evening. I was able to chat with a few people from work and they were incredibly understanding and concerned. Pastor Paul visited Wed. which was nice.

By Wednesday morning, the chest pain had subsided, though I still had labored breathing and coughing issues. The respiratory technician was pleased and my chest x-rays were clear (pneumonia is a concern when you aspirate your lung). The doctor said he would keep me if I wanted to stay but that I could continue treatment at home- so I opted to come home. After a good hot shower, fresh clothes, a delicious lunch and nebulizer treatment 101- I was discharged at 12:30. I'm on the mend- but pray that my breathing clears- when I am active, it gets more difficult. I'm planning to head back to school tomorrow as long as the pain stays at bay. Work is piling up and I need to attend to it.

So- without further adieu, I'll share the top 10 things I learned during my stay at DKH.

10. Mama always said to wear clean underwear- she never told me to make sure the legs were shaved! So embarrassed.
9. Vomiting is contagious- you hear someone wretch and it has a dominoe effect. Now together, everyone!
8. Hospitals aren't that bad- I mean you get room service, a variety of foods to choose from (they even count your calories for you), free expanded cable and telephone, the call bell (oh my the call bell- "Nurse, can you bring me some water" "Nurse, clean up in aisle 4".
7. DKH is not the place to meet men- especially when the young and available see the unshaven legs. And all the orderlies and attendants are well above the age I'm willing to go!
6. You shouldn't feel bad when you puke in the doctor's face- hey, that's why they pay him the big bucks!
5. It is NOT fun to not be able to breathe- it's actually very scary!
4. It IS fun to be carted around in a hospital bed and/or wheelchair- talk about traveling in style!

3. Hospital attire does not come in "one size fits all"- It's more like "all sizes are guaranteed to expose your derriere"
2. It's nice to know people care about you- sad it takes going to the hospital to be reminded of it.
1. I try to do too much at one time! Next time, take one pill at a time. I even bought a pill cutter today for the hefty ones. Actually, I think this is what God wanted me to learn. Slow down, take it easy, don't do too much at once. And, He always provides others to step in and cover for you (thinking in the context of school and youth group). I am replaceable.

P.S.- sorry for all the references to vomit- hope it doesn't start the dominoe effect for you!

I almost forgot...

2007-03-16T14:42:00.000-04:00

the best part of my day yesterday!

During worship practice- my cell phone started to ring (it sounds like the Austin Powers theme actually) Caller i.d. said it was my "work cell"- which was my cell when I was nannying. The voice on the other end was not recognizable though. After a minute I realized it was my boy- whose voice is changing! I was so excited! We talked for a bit and got caught up on friends, school (lack of good grades mind you), broken bones, allergies, the dog, his family, guitar lessons, summer plans (not band camp this year), the new nanny and a few hearty chuckles reminiscing.
He is precious- and even though there were some tough days- I miss the bugger! Before I hung up I said, "I love you" and he said "I love you too"- ahh.... he may be almost 15 but he is still my bud!

It warmed my heart- and put a smile on my face!

Nature's Trick

2007-03-16T13:53:00.000-04:00

Weather wise- this week has been wonderful! No need for those winter coats and gloves anymore, I was enjoying driving with the windows down!
Surprisingly, at 5:30 this morning the call came- Snow Day! I called the next teacher on the snow day chain and she said "We have a Snow Day- you have got to be kidding me????". The snow started around 10:00 am. It's expected to kick up a notch into the evening with freezing rain overnight and into the morning. So- they have cancelled our missions conference until tomorrow night. I feel bad because my friend Maria (and our teens) has already put a lot of time into preparing for tomorrow's luncheon. She will be disappointed. I'll miss seeing the teens- I was looking forward to them coming and hearing from the missionaries. Hopefully they'll come tomorrow night and Sunday.

In other news... I now know what a digraph is! (two letters that work together to make one sound such as "sh", "ch", "ck". ) I learned a few things during my reading training: a). I don't know how I ever learned to read. b). I don't know if I'm a good enough reader to actually teach someone else to read. c). I think I have a learning disability (really, I have no retention.... it's all becoming clear to me) d). I hate to be away from work for three days in a row- there is too much to catch up on when I return.

Actually- joking aside, the reading training was very good. I now have some direction for my reading skills classes and specifically for one boy who is a freshmen and still can not read. The task is overwhelming (props to those who are reading teachers) but I think I just have to get started.

Teen Club went well this week- we had a guest missionary in to share his testimony. In May, he is heading to Tanzania to do tribal work. We also just purchased new puppets for the group to use for Teens Involved- they are awesome. So big and life-like. The teens really like them! I would love to see a puppet team ministry develop. (we think this puppet looks like Josh- do you agree?)

Well- I really should continue to get projects done today. I've finished my mission's display for the conference, called a contentious parent regarding their child and watched Thursday's episode of LOST (love that show!)- but you know what... I'm in the mood for a movie! Yes- a really good, waste your time, wearin' my pj's, kind of movie! And maybe some hot chocolate!

Thank you LORD...

2007-03-12T19:57:00.000-04:00

...for an extra hour of sleep this morning

...for company as I drove to my conference

...for the reminder that I've got a long way to go to become "a good teacher"

...that you can use me in spite of the fact that I don't know what a closed syllable is or a diphthong (though- it does remind me of the hot tub incident, Alicia!)

...for moments that come along which allow me to share bits of truth with my co-workers

...that spring is coming!

...that I got to do my laundry today- finally!

...that hairspray does in fact get ball point ink out of jeans (my brand-new jeans in fact!)

...that my dad always rescues me and is awesome when it comes to measuring and using box cutters

...that my para support was able to set up my PPT's!

...that YOUR Word STANDS forever! (I'm reading a great book called STAND)

Agendas, God-sightings, and Thai Food

2007-03-10T10:40:00.000-05:00

I went into youth group Wednesday with my own agenda. Last week, behavior was at an all time low. I was pretty discouraged. Way to much chatting and having to re-direct behavior. During refreshments, I spent most of my time pulling kids aside to remind them of our expectations. I'm not sure why they were like this- they had been doing so much better in recent months.

So- this Wednesday I went in, prepared for another round. Usually we start the night off with a game or ice breaker- but we didn't have one this evening (Aha!) They settled right down and I tried to make a connection with them immediately (all schools are involved in CAPT and CMT testing right now- so I wanted them to know that I understood what they were experiencing this week). We moved into our worship time- then announcements and finally sharing. I had a plan in mind for sharing time- regarding prayer, tying into last week's lesson. Then, James (see last post), had a question about the recent "discovery" of Christ's tomb. Most had heard about it and had a lot of questions. I was able to guide a discussion focusing on the authority of God's Word and how denying the resurrection of Christ allows man to do whatever he wants. WOW- they were into it! Full of questions, comments, and good insights! They listened respectfully to each other. Later, when we went into our lesson time- the discussion provided a perfect intro. What a God-sighting! And a good reminder to not give up on my kids- God is at work. And to be open to changes to my plans- to take those "rabbit trails"! We started our four week guy/gal studies. Both groups responded well- pray there is fruit (salvation for the gals and holiness for the guys).

Usually on Fridays, I stay late at work to get caught up on projects/paperwork and to get ahead for the coming week. Next week, I'm going to a three day training in Reading, so I won't be at school until Thursday. After school, my friend Katie stopped in (she is a para at school). Katie is 21 and a strong believer. She is an incredible encouragement to me at work. We don't get to really talk often, so it was nice to visit with her for awhile- about quiet time, ministry, friends, relationships etc... She is lovely! I left work around 6pm (yikes) and had to head out to church for 7pm for Worship Team practice. Friday's are the only night we can all make it to practice- and it really cuts down on opportunities to get together with friends. But, I got home and Rob messaged me "Wanna cancel?" Gotta admit I jumped at it! (don't worry, I'm not shirking responsibility- our two instrumentalists were sick/unavailable- so it would have been tough for the rest of us to practice). Instead, Rob, Bill, Bek, Bethany and I went out for Thai. It was so good (coconut w/shrimp soup was delicious)! We laughed so much- I think we cleared the place out! This band came in- they were decent but so LOUD. That was our cue to head home. Thank you Lord for a little break from the week to visit and be refreshed with friends.

Next week is our Missions Conference- I have a few roles to play. The teens are preparing and serving the ladies luncheon on Saturday. HOPE is involved with a display (which I've gotta make tonight!) and testimony and then, I'm supposed to help lead the worship time. We're practicing today- so I should sign off and head out! Pray for next week, it will be busy! Pray people are challenged to take steps out of their comfort zone to serve the LORD and that there will be increased interest in HOPE.

Love to you all~

It only takes a spark...

2007-03-04T20:36:00.000-05:00

We've been praying for a spark plug to arise in our youth group. We have great kids- some are further along in their spiritual journey than others- but few are willing to take a spiritual leadership role.

In the fall, James started coming to club and made a profession of faith at Superbowl. He is a great guy- respectful, friendly and God is working. He has lots of questions and is not afraid to ask them. He's not afraid to give God credit for changing his life!

This last week, during the lesson, he shared the following. "I was at school (he's in 10th grade) and I was pulling my Bible and quiet time out of my bag (!). A friend of mine saw it and said, "You believe in God?" I replied that I did." A conversation ensued between James and his friend. Even though he was ridiculed for believing in God- James stood strong and testified to the faith he has in Christ! We were so proud of him!

Could he be our spark plug? May it be

Mission Accomplished

2007-03-03T20:57:00.000-05:00

Wednesday was D-Day!
After a blustery snow day on Monday (so needed)- I had one day left to prepare for my debut. Wednesday morning- scheduled bright and early at 7:45am were back to back meetings with two of my student's parents.

My supervisor was out sick the entire week before and so I was not able to go over my educational report with her. Thankfully, my colleague Patrick helped out. In the educational report I have to report the testing I recently conducted but also interpret the results and devise strategies to support the weaknesses. With this being my first evaluations, needless to say I was a wee bit nervous.

I spent most of Tuesday working to fine tune the reports and practice presenting the information. During a PPT, my role is to lead the meeting. I was very nervous about this. There are specific protocols and items that must be covered- and we are liable if we don't cover them.

Wednesday morning I met with my Director and went over all the data, reports and we strategized for the meetings. They went off without a hitch.

I was pleased with how the meetings went- and more importantly, my boss was pleased! So pleased that she wrote the meetings up as an observation for my file. Thank God for time, clarity and good support/colleagues who did so much to help me prepare. April and May will be full of similar meetings. The next item on my agenda is to conduct three more evaluations for students. I have 2 that must start this week to meet the deadline.

March is CAPT season which is a HUGE standardized test for 10th graders. It basically controls our school for the next three weeks. Emotions are raw and stress is running high. I'll be happy when April is here!

In other news:
Wilfrid left today for Haiti. He is traveling to Pestel to prepare for our work team this summer. We have a few people who are interested in going down to help start the foundation. There is much for him to organize while he is down there- pray all comes together according to God's timing. We plan to go to Pestel July 14th-21st. I can't wait. I'm hoping that I'll be able to make some connections with community members. The language barrier is always an issue and the previous two trips have been so busy, we have had limited time to really spend with community members. I've been able to speak to the local pastors at length- but look forward to getting to know more personally. The Lord has been blessing financially- we are speaking at Calvary's Missions Conferences March 16th-18th. I'm praying that this is a time when people catch our passion and join our support network.

On the family front: Bill was just hired as a permanent employee at Brooks Distribution Center. He likes his job and now has benefits- we are very happy! Dad and Mom are preparing for their 10th trip to the Ukraine to teach. Very exciting.

Today I spent some time with my friend Bethany. We went up to Millbury to shop- well, I shopped. This was the first time out shopping since Christmas. I need to get out more! We had a good time- good talks. I appreciate how she holds me accountable and understands so much of what I've been through (a fellow PK). Tomorrow will be busy with church (the teens are singing special music!), laundry and lunch with Bek. Then, another whirlwind week!

Love to you all

Now this is why I call New England home!

2007-02-26T10:00:00.000-05:00

Yet again- another snow day. I was so hoping for one!

We had a great time at Teens Involved. The kids did well! Not only were they excited about their entries but they were able to see the potential. They already are planning for next year (dramas, solos, worship band). Our gang all had good attitudes, were supportive of each other and pulled together when one member had to go home sick.

Here are some pics...

Now we have about 7 weeks until Regionals- and lots of work ahead of us. We need to add parts and props to the presentations. Two of the best results of this day- one, having the kids make suggestions of how they can use these in ministry at our church and having a parent come up to me and say he has never seen his son so excited and pumped before! Little breakthroughs.

We are planning a coffee house for April- I'm praying that the kids really get into it and explore how they can reach out to their friends by using their gifts and abilities.

In other news- this will be another busy week! The year has flown by and I think that is due to mainly always being busy. I've started planning my summer and hope to work intensely on a number of things to prep for next fall (teen club mainly). I'll have lots of work related reading to do as well. I'm also in the midst of planning two trips- one to San Francisco/San Jose with the B-suite gals. And- the second to Haiti in July for HOPE. I'm supposed to plan the Teen VBS program as well. Before you know it, it will be Fall and back to school!

Ahh- I should get to work! That's what this snow day is for!

Love to you All!

Is my day off every really a day off?

2007-02-19T11:39:00.000-05:00

Seems like my days are so busy- I'm chained to my computer working on projects, reports, outlines- you name it!

We are gearing up for Teens Involved on Saturday- so we've had practice everyday this weekend. It is great spending time with the teens. We have such a fun bunch. We have five entries- 2 SR High Puppet shows, Large Vocal, Small Vocal and a Poetry entry. The puppet shows have really come a long way in a short amount of time. They are doing a great job. Everything else is good- minus the large vocal. We're doing a rendition of Amazing Grace and just can't seem to get the right key. It is so frustrating, because the kids are so into it. I just don't want them to get frustrated. We go for Areas this coming Saturday- it will be a good day of exposure for them. There is much to do to get ready- this will be a very busy week for me.

We had a game night on Saturday. It was so nice to see everyone involved and keeping themselves occupied (UNO, Spoons, Jenga, Risk and Carpetball are the favs....). I was especially happy to see everyone included- especially the fringe kids and newbies. We do have a great group of teens! I appreciate the leaders for sacrificing so much of their personal time for these kids. I'm really looking forward to May 5th and our Cinco de Mayo Party! I'll be sure to post pictures. We also hope to have a coffee house in April. That is always a highlight!

School wise- I finished a project yesterday (thanks to Rebecca letting me crash at her place in the afternoon). I'm nervous because my results were probably not what my director wanted- but they are what they are. I'm looking forward to going to 3 days of reading training in March. Hopefully, it will give me more confidence and background as I work with low readers in my Reading Skills Class.

We have a HOPE Advisory meeting this Thursday. Pray that we have wisdom as there are so important decisions that need to be made. We will be speaking at my church's missions conference in March- hopefully that will increase some of our support.

Love to you all...

Snow Day!

2007-02-14T10:15:00.001-05:00

Ahhhh a Snow Day! One of the guilty pleasures of teaching!

We were wondering if we would EVER have one this year. It has been a cold winter but rarely any snow. Actually, today should be considered an ice and sleet day. We're expecting more snow later.

Our school is in the middle of a huge renovation project- which means that we lose our Feb. vacation so that we can finish school by June 8th . It is a long haul between Christmas and April with the rug rats- so an extra day off every now and then is a sacrifice I'm willing to make. Plus, I really need a day to wrap up some important projects.

It seems like my days have been full of testing and PPTs recently. As soon as I finish a round with one student- I start with another. Thankfully, everyone is so cooperative and I 'm getting a lot of practice.

Today is also Valentine's Day! A few years ago, it was nice to have a Valentine! I remember feeling incredibly cared for and adored. This year, it's just little 'ole me. My brother was sweet and brought me a rose the other night. It was a nice surprise! We plan to "honor" our teens tonight at club by highlighting a good characteristic that we see in them- that is if we have club. I'm thankful that Valentine's goes beyond the mushy romantic love, and includes love in general. Because I have so much of that- so many people who truly care about me. And, I have the awesome privilege (and responsibility) to love so many myself.

Have a wonderful Valentines' Day!

Love to you all!

A day at the spa...

2007-02-07T23:04:00.000-05:00

Hmmm... I am so relaxed.

Our church held a HeartSpa for women today- complete with energizing music, a thoughtful message, stamping (my favorite!) facials, pedicures and manicures. It was lovely. I'm silky smooth! I am now a firm believer in exfoliation and cucumber slices.

It was a great day- and many women were encouraged and challenged.

It's hard to believe that this time last week we were up at Snow Camp. Seems like ages ago. We had a wonderful time with the teens. They were excellent. We saw a different side of our kids and it was exciting to hear from their counselor that he noticed growth in our boys since last year (he happened to counsel them last year!). As leaders, we had a great time of fellowship. Our kids surprised us by being truly happy to see us when we visited. They also got involved and were quite victorious in a variety of competitions!

3rd place for the Banner

1st for the Team Paintball

1st in the Cardboard Sled Race (the culminating activity!)

We were so proud of them!

The Lord was working in many hearts throughout the weekend. We saw one girl make a decision for Christ. The counselors really challenged our kids. We have some that are so close- and we are praying that every opportunity will draw them closer to making a decision for Christ.

Here are some of my favorite pics-

Our Banner

Justin and I- he's good for a warm hug

Some of our gang

The Team Paintball Champions

The Whole Gang!

It was hard to get back into the swing of things once we got back. Work has been incredibly demanding- and it doesn't look like things will let up for a bit. Thankfully, all of my major projects got down on time. Next week, I have a math observation on Tuesday (word problems anyone?). After that, just one more observation to go! I have two major reports/PPT's on 2/28. There is a lot to do to get ready for that.

In regards to ministry- we are in need of a Bible Teacher for Teen Club. Be praying about that. We really need some enthusiastic men to commit to join our leadership team. In regards to HOPE, I have so many projects to do and unfortunately am having a hard time making the time. This is a huge need for prayer. It looks like I'll be heading down there end of June- and we hope to start the foundation for the library! Very exciting

God is good- I fail Him so often and yet He loves me and is so patient with me. Pray that I will hunger and thirst for righteousness and for HIM.

Love to you All!

It's been awhile...

2007-01-21T00:12:00.000-05:00

For my loyal readers- I apologize for the lack of posts. It's been busy- I've been tired-yada yada yada. No excuse though.

Hmm....how far back to go?

Christmas was good!

Our New Year's Teen Retreat went really well. The kids seemed to have fun- our times of worship and study went smoothly and I think they walked away with some challenge. We laughed a lot and I definitely felt like I finally connected with some of the kids.

We wrapped up the semester at school this week. Preparing for midterms was crazy- I almost lost it. I have a lot of work to do in the next coming days- but I do feel like I have some things under control. There is always drama at work- it never ends. Whether between staff, various student issues or parents. But- I love what I am doing!

I head to WOL Snow Camp on the 2nd with our teens. I'm really looking forward to the day off of school- and time up at WOL. I don't look forward to the cold, snow and ice- but I love the INN. Such good memories.

Here are some pics from our New Year's Eve Retreat!

The "Main Attraction"- Carpetball

INCREDIBLY ADDICTING

The gang ringing in the New Year!

Ricky- one party animal

Meg- spending some solo time during our last session

The gals- don't worry-

Maria is holding a bottle of sparkling cider.

We are responsible youth leaders (most of the time)

Photoblog

2006-12-25T00:14:00.000-05:00

In an effort to continue pursuing goals/dreams....

I've started a photoblog
www.elisabethanne.shutterchance.com

Each day, a different picture will be featured.

Stop by-take a look- and leave a comment

Merry Christmas!

Let the vacation begin!

2006-12-22T20:56:00.000-05:00

Ahhh... Christmas Vacation.
(imagine Charlie Brown singing "Christmastime" in the background)

It was a reasonably good week- this week before Christmas. The last two periods of the day today were a bit nuts....but we made it through.

So- updates. Observations all went well- good feedback and compliments from my boss (and supervisor)- always a good thing.

Work is still good- I still love it. But- I won't lie. Vacation is a very good thing.
When I go back, it will be full steam ahead with testing, annuals, triannuals and PPTs for next year. Hard to believe we will be thinking about next year already.

Our teen Christmas caroling went really well. I think many people were touched by our visit. We sang to a number of people who are sick with cancer and that was very sobering. The teens did a great job! We have a retreat scheduled for Dec 31-1/1. I'll be sure to have news from then. We are in the process of building a game for the teens called "gutterball/carpetball". Have you heard of it? I hadn't but our teens played it at Snow Camp and LOVE IT!!! So this is a big surprise gift for them. I hope it shows them how much we love them.

On the family front. Bill got a job at Brooks Pharmacy's distribution center. He works very early now.....which is an issue with morning showers. But, at least he has a job. Mom and Dad are good.

Here are some Christmas pictures....

Furrball quickly takes her place beneath the tree-

I think she believes this holiday is all about her!

The inevitable schoolmade ornament that mom pulls out year after year!

What it is all about....

Maybe another reason I'm not married?

2006-12-09T12:31:00.000-05:00

7:15am meeting with my boss and I was running late. I had the best of intentions. Got up on time, skipped breakfast, bag ready the night before AND I skipped my makeup application. As I got in the car, I threw my makeup bag in the backseat and said "I should get to work by 7am, I'll run to the bathroom and put it on then!".

Could there have been more busses, trucks and traffic jams between home and work. I ran into school, and scooted directly to my meeting laden down with all my bags. One thing led to another and I never got to the restroom.

Grabbing my teaching materials, I booked it to class and of course, it was the morning I was lead teacher. As I rushed into class, the smart aleck student shouted, "Man, Ms Hamburg, are you sick? You don't look very good!"

2nd period, at the end of class, my co-teacher came over and said, "Elisabeth, around your eyes are so pale, are you sick today?"

"Ummm, no. I just didn't have time to put on makeup. I didn't realize I looked so bad without it!"

Enough said.

(The co-teacher emailed me later in the day to apologize for saying I looked sick....I told him not to worry, I found it pretty funny- and hey, it gave me something to blog about right? But, I'll refrain from posting a picture this time...)

Why I'm single....according to my DAD

2006-12-05T20:23:00.000-05:00

I really should be finishing (I mean STARTING) my lesson plans for my observations- considering I have a pre-meeting with my evaluator on Thursday.

But... My dad and I had a funny conversation this evening that I want to get down before I forget.

Dad and I were eating our beef pot pies- mom was sick today, so it was my job to make dinner (I picked the quickest and easiest item in the freezer).

We were chatting as I was thumbing through our weekly shoppers guide, looking at homes for sale.

"I'll never be able to buy a house." I lamented to my father.

"Well, the key is to have money saved," he answered and continued to explain the fundamentals of purchasing a home, the pros and cons of a 2 family home and finding good tenants.

Then he said....

"Really, you need to be looking for a handy husband- not a good looking one. He could fix a house up for you."
To which I replied, "Well Dad, I'm just looking right now for one that is alive."

Chuckling, he said, "You know, you went to TWO Bible Colleges- and you couldn't find at least ONE guy there to marry you?"

In reply I began to explain all the reasons why I never found my match (which might have been based on no one finding me attractive- but we are going to hope it was due to the high female to male ratio).

In his "profound" wisdom, my father said, "You just weren't praying the right prayers."

"No Dad, you weren't." I answered.

I don't know why I haven't met my match yet... it there is to be a match. I have a quote by my desk right now that says,

"Faith is recognizing that God is the LORD of Time

when my idea of timing doesn't agree with His."

Or my father's for that matter!

Back to Reality

2006-12-02T09:17:00.000-05:00

Going back to school after a nice break is hard. Monday- my students were like zombies and I wasn't too far behind.

I have to say- I love what I am doing. When I taught before, each night I would dread the next day. Once I got to school it would be fine- but the anticipation was awful. Every Sunday night was "Ugh, I have to go to school tomorrow!". So far, I haven't felt that this year (minus this last Sunday- but we'll blame that on a great holiday break!). Overall, my classes are great- I enjoy each one. My students are pretty good- hilarious and they work hard- what more could I ask for.

What does stress me out is the pressure I feel- real or self-inflicted. There is so much for me to learn and everyday is a little game in catch up. I get frustrated when I find out information too late to plan or don't know what is expected of me ahead of time.

Monday- I just about wanted to cry by the end of the day (for me....very unusual- I never cry!). I took a much needed "sick day" on Wednesday- for doctor's appointments but it was as much for mental health. When I returned Thursday, it was one thing after another. My brand new closet was broken, pencils were stuck in my ceiling, and my student who is "practically perfect in every way" was suspended for 9 days! My goodness- you miss one day and everything falls apart!

Friday was a decent day- I enjoy Friday afternoons because I stay late and prep for the following week and try to put out whatever fires I can. My mentor met with me and we talked quite a bit- she is great for ideas, suggestions and encouragement.

Next week- the key word is observations! I have a Post-ob meeting, a pre-ob meeting and then a HUGE observation on Friday! Grades are closing in a week- so that always raises blood pressure. The following week, I will start my first round of testing. Testing and reports will now become the theme of my blogs for sure. Pray for me as a I test. I don't have a ton of experience and I want to be sure I have accurate and honest results.

In other news......
Christmas shopping is practically done! I love the internet! No Black Friday lines for me! Now I can sit back and enjoy the season- which I am. Christmas music has been playing since Halloween (my way of combating the holiday). Our praise team is working away on Christmas music and the Bethlehem Village went really well last Sunday.

The family is well- Bill is laid off from work at the moment. He has an interview scheduled for UPS- pray something opens up for him. More importantly , pray for direction. Mom and Dad are well- my parents are showing their age so much more now.

Teen activities are going well- we have a social on Wednesday- taking the teens to the Mall. That will be an adventure. The majority of our kids would be able to handle it, but we have about 5 who can't. Hopefully, I'll have no stories to share. The teens are hosting a church wide caroling outing on the 17th. That should be fun- pray for a good turnout.

Mhmmm- can't think of anything else. Hope all is well with you all.
Love to you all~
Elisabeth

Happy Thanksgiving!

2006-11-23T09:12:00.001-05:00

It is good to have a break. The last few weeks have been a whirlwind between school and youth group. It was good to go to bed last night and know that I could just wake up "whenever". Granted, now that I'm getting "older"- my body naturally wakes up between 7:30-8:00am. Not those "wake up at 2pm" kind of days from my youth. Oh well.

It was a short week at school- but full. Monday was my 1st of 6 observations this year. I planned to teach a science lesson to my reading skills kids. They were well-behaved. I overplanned and we barely made it to the end of the lesson- but I think it went well overall. I have two more planned for December. They will be English lessons which shouldn't be hard to do in my reading class.

We had a 1/2 day on Wednesday- but I stayed late to wrap up some items. That way, I could go home and truly have nothing to do for school. Next week will be a short week. I'm taking a day off on Wednesday since I have to visit the dentist/doctor- haven't seen them in awhile- but now I have insurance!! Thursday will be another round of due process hearings- fun times.

Our church is doing something new this year. Instead of our usual Christmas program- they are stretching it out over 5 weeks. Using a VBS program called Bethlehem Village, each SS morning for the 5 weeks of Advent, will feature 1 day of the program. The attenders move through "Bethlehem Village" in tribal groups. They have a gathering time and the main teaching is done through a drama illustrating the Christmas story. They travel to various shops- the dye shop, music shop, toy shop, farmer's market etc... I like that we are doing something different and new- and hope that it will attract people from within our church to attend SS faithfully as well as create an opportunity visitors. I am in charge of the music shop. We will do the same thing each week- make a small flute. I have to put together a sample and get a costume tomorrow. I think the whole program will focus us more on the birth of Christ.

Otherwise- I don't have a ton of activities planned for the holidays. We'll take our teens to the mall for Christmas shopping. The teens are also holding an evening of Christmas caroling for the church. I signed up to be a secret santa at school with our staff members. At first, I declined- feeling a bit overwhelmed with to-do's. But, then I figured I'd miss out if I didn't. We are hosting a New Year's retreat for the teens- which should be a lot of fun but I will have to do most of the planning. Then, the new year starts with Snow Camp in Feb, Teens Involved around the corner! It never ends!!

Well-
I have that long to-do list that never seems to shorten. But, I do plan to take some time this weekend to read. Haven't done that in so long. And, to relax with the family and some friends.

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving Day- I am truly thankful and blessed to have friends like you!
Love
Elisabeth

School happenings....

2006-11-18T11:18:00.000-05:00

This has been a most crazy week at school- so here are some stories

- During homeroom, I have a crowd of freshmen boys that hang out in my room. They don't hang out because they like me- just that it happens to be their ring-leader's homeroom and I don't kick them out. Last week, they were mumurring about one of their group not getting along with a sophomore. I didn't pay too much attention to it.

Monday morning, before homeroom began, this poofy haired boy walked into my class and shoved the desk of the little freshmen- with him in it. I think words were exchanged but I didn't hear them. I went after the boy, and told him that he needed to go to the office- to which he replied, "what the F#*@!" I brought him to the office along with his little pack of cronies that were swearing all the way. When I told his case manager- she was surprised since he is the "sweetest, quietest boy"- well, he isn't. Now, everytime he looks at me, I think he is going to take out a knife and slash my throat- the daggers I get!

- I had to schedule a PPT meeting for one of my students. He has been suspended- oh I don't know, at least 30 days this year so far- so I have probably had him in class maybe 10? And that is being generous. After his last suspension, he just decided to stop coming to school (though he showed up on Halloween with really scary make up on and and even scarier friend - I escorted them both to the office an they eventually ran out of the building before homeroom). Still, we needed to have a PPT to decide what to do and get info from his mom. Scheduling PPT's are not easy because there are so many required players in the meeting, and everyone has to be able to attend. Finally I got it scheduled. Then, this week we heard he was arrested and in jail. No one could or would post his bond. Come to find out- he stole $11,000 from an ATM machine- worked 2hrs with a crowbar trying to get the darn thing open (now if he only put that time, focus and effort into his schoolwork). So- he is in jail and will probably remain there for awhile since he had other charges pending against him.

- On a lighter note- my Reading skills boys are hilarious (sadly in an off-color way). They totally misread a sentence in the book we are reading- and turned it into "Brokeback Mountain style"- all my good attempts to re-direct them and stop the giggling were fruitless. I have to admit I laughed....okay, I laughed a lot. They are so funny and too cute. It is a pretty funny story that I'll share when I see you if you want.

- There are more stories- but I'm tired. I still really like my job- but I am growing more aware of the challenges and LEGAL responsibility I have. Pray that I am able to manage my time to complete the things I HAVE to do. I have my first observation on Monday (first of 6 this year)- so if you think of me, pray for calmness- it also just happens to be with my worst behaved class- and that is a whole other blog!

Love to you all....

Not as young as I used to be....

2006-11-11T17:43:00.000-05:00

Last night was Superbowl...or was that this morning???
We had a good time- didn't lose anyone and no one was incredibly injured.
The teens seemed to have a good time- they all interact well with each other.
Four teens came because of sponsored tickets and two of them made decisions for Christ!!
A huge thank-you to Melissa and Rob for joining me and helping out!

A few pictures of the madness....

And they say they aren't anti-social

Some of the gang...

I actually broke 100 in bowling....it was a first!

(I discovered I do better with really light balls)

Two of our boys...showing us how it's done!

I felt like this....

Playing Catch Up

2006-11-10T11:41:00.000-05:00

I'm sorry that the days between blog updates are so few and far between- I'm sure you are all sitting by your computers waiting with baited breath.

School is going well. I was looking forward to leaving early yesterday and not taking home any work when I suddenly realized that all my big projects are due next week! Panic set in! So- my long weekend will be full of a HOPE meeting, Superbowl, Bebo's birthday party and then paperwork. But it's all right! I have my first PPT next week- chances are I will prepare for it and the family won't show- so we'll end up rescheduling. That's life I guess.

Teen club is going well. We have Superbowl tonight in Providence. 18 are going plus 3 adults. God help me stay awake. I'm such an old lady these days. 9pm in bed! Thank goodness I don't have to drive. We are really seeing some good things happen in and through our kids. Some are taking good steps in growth. Everyweek we have new visitors - and they keep coming back!! That is always encouraging-especially when that voice of doubt creeps in. We have had some major issues already this year- but God continues to give grace and wisdom. Pray that we continually use it!

We had a HOPE meeting last night with a contact in Wallingford. This is a pastor that also works with a mission in Haiti. It was very encouraging to have him read over our material and say "wow- this looks good. You're on the right track! I wish we had done that!". He offered a lot of good advice regarding projects, fundraising and pitfalls they have found themselves in. So, now I have to also finish up our upcoming newsletter and the non-profit form. Then, I think the next step will be putting together a DVD presentation on Pestel that we can send to churches etc... Plus, a website. Hmmmm- wish I had taken more tech classes. But it is amazing what you can do on your little laptops these days!

The family is well. I feel bad that I hardle see them- just in and out. When I'm home, I'm usually chained to the computer working on something (lately, I'll admit, it has been catching up on LOST episodes- I love that they are free online because I never am able to catch anything on TV anymore). But- they keep busy. I'm really looking forward to the holidays. Things do seem to slow down then. I've already started playing Christmas music.

Well- I should hit the to-do list sometime today before I have to get ready to go.
Wish there was something extremely exciting to share- but I can't think of anything.
I'll leave you with a few pics from Teen Club!

We held a Harvest Party for the Olympians three weeks ago! I overplanned, so we had to come back the following week to do the crafts, face painting and balloon animals. The kids enjoyed the hayride and games the week before! Our teens were awesome- serving the children and their leaders!
This is a picture from STORM- the evangelistic really we had two weeks ago! The kids were getting ready to play a game! We saw a new side to our teens that night! We are seeing God do great things in the boys pictured here. Very exciting!!

Not dead yet....

2006-10-30T20:41:00.000-05:00

So, a common question I've been asked lately is....

"Are you alive?- haven't heard from you in ages!"

Yes... I am still alive- just extremely busy- but that is not a good excuse.

So- updates.

School:
Going very well. Moments of tension and overwhelment- but a typical day is quite enjoyable and manageable. I am very pleased with my job. And that makes me happy and content. There is still so much to learn and understand and to overcome (I HATE calling parents..... You would think 2 years of dealing with telemarketing rejection would have prepared me for hostile parents...but it hasn't!). The most trying months are still to come when PPT season gets in full swing with testing and annuals etc.... but "today has enough worry for itself".

HOPE: Haiti ministry I'm involved with
We had a very productive HOPE Advisory Council Meeting Saturday. What a great group of people! Many good suggestions, advice and possibilities of support. Pray that I am able to finish the agenda items I am responsible for (mainly ALL of them...... ) - namely the Tax-Exempt Application. It is daunting at the moment-but my friend Joe says I'm thinking to much about it. We should have a newsletter going out in a month or so- so stay posted (let me know if you'd like to get it and aren't on our mailing list!)

Teen Club:
We had an amazing STORM rally (our teens going out and inviting friends back for a rally). Our teens were great and really showed some fine attributes that evening. We had 8 new teens come and one made a decision for Christ. Three are planning to join us for Superbowl and 2 for sure are coming back this Wednesday night! We had a team of 10 from WOLBI come down and help and they were simply amazing! More than amazing! An incredible blessing and God-send.
Our leaders did a great job and it was so encouraging to hear them say "we should do this again!".

Hmmm- what else? That's about it. My life is so full at the moment..... but it is such a good, content fullness. (though, if I see one more ultrasound picture up on myspace I will puke- sorry, just had to say that! don't take any offense you expecting parents, I am truly happy for you!)

God has opened up a new ministry opportunity for me- I can't share much about it due to its nature- but pray that I have wisdom, understanding and TWO EARS to listen.

Love to you all- you're encouragement means so much!

Making deposits

2006-10-14T10:58:00.000-04:00

This was the theme of our recent trip to Haiti....
Everywhere we went, we were making small deposits in the hearts of each person we encountered.

A smile

A wave as we drove by

A cup of cool ice tea

A peanut butter sandwich
A classroom visit

A gift to purchase school books
A tour of a orphanage

A tour of a library
A visit to a grieving widow
A picture taken

Worshipping with fellow believers
A gift of checkers

A gift to a man struggling financially
Late night conversations by lamp light with local pastors

Some big, some small acts. But each one making a deposit.

Lord, take these deposits and cause them to grow in hearts.

May each be redeemed in your perfect time!

Our trip was a great success. We were able to accomplish all on our to-do list and then some. We have hired workers to clear the land (take down the trees/remove the rocks). We formed a partnership with a local Baptist pastor, we visited a local library (20 miles away) and received some great insight/contacts, we began the process of finding/hiring a man to oversee the work in Pestel and we held a Celebration service for the community to thank God for the coming library.

It was a refreshing trip and full of opportunities to see God at work. It is hard to come home and jump back into life. I had the opportunity to share in 4 history classes yesterday about Haiti. It was frustrating due to lack of time- but I hope the students were "impressed" with the great needs in Haiti.

Something to ponder...

2006-09-30T19:13:00.000-04:00

Just happened upon this quote.....

"God determines who walks into your life; it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go."

A little food for thought.....

A funny thing happened .....

2006-09-30T15:58:00.000-04:00

.....at Salvation Army

I stopped by "Sals" today to look for items to bring to Haiti- specifically skirts for really tall women and duffle bags to bring down. My arms were getting full with a variety of duffles, tote bags and backpacks! An employee asked me what I needed all the bags for. I told her I was involved in humanitarian work in Haiti and needed to bring compact bags down so that I could divy up supplies/items for various people.

"You like them Haitians?", was her reply

I was stunned.

"Actually, I love them.", I replied.

"Aren't they pretty sneaky?" she asked

"Ummm, not the ones I know." I answered

She continued to tell me about Haitians she has met at the casino and then went into a tirade about all the poor is the US and how we should be helping them instead of people in other countries.
I listened patiently- though I really wanted to pop her one for being so ignorant. I explained that yes, indeed there were many poor in the US. However, the US government has a variety of programs in place to help the less fortunate as well as there being upteen community, non-profit and religious resources available for people. In Haiti, the government is not able to provide such assistance. The country actually survives only because private organizations and citizens provide financial support.
She was not convinced...

I head down to Haiti on Thursday- I keep having to remind myself that I'm going. Hopefully, I'll get around to some packing tomorrow. My "take to Haiti" pile is growing- clothing/food for friends, gifts for my sponsored kids, food supplies for the community event we are hosting in Pestel as well as my clothes.

It has been a busy week and I have a lot to get done this evening. My morning was spent at the church working in the Teen Building. We worked on making a large poster with our purpose statement on it. Our year is underway and it is already busy!

Never a dull moment

2006-09-26T20:07:00.001-04:00

A few adventures I've had over the last week....

- wiping the pile of dandruff off my keyboard that was left by one of my students
- having a student storm out cursing from the room, escaping from the principal's office only to run around the building outside to our classroom and yell curses and threats (directed at teachers/students) through the window and later to be apprehended by the police and suspended
- telling upteen boys to pull up their pants and that I didn't wake up this morning to see their underwear
- "encouraging" my freshmen couples to use the lovely seats provided by the school instead of cuddling up on each other's laps
- telling the couples (straight and otherwise) to cool it with the PDA
- listening to one freshman boy make car sounds all through my class
- having to feed by freshmen kiddos who missed out on lunch- one little guy was bawling in class because he was so upset- it was quite precious

And last but not least- enjoying many good laughs with my Amazing department!!!
I really love my job. It is hard some days- full of many new things and often causing me to stretch outside of my comfort zone (I really hate having to call home...)- but God is good! I have great support- really good students and teachers who, for the most part, are willing to provide the accomodations/modifications necessary for my kiddos.

On to other matters....
I went to WOL Inn this last weekend for a Teen Leadership Conference. It was so good. I enjoyed the day off from school and especially enjoyed the time with the other leaders. We had the chance to hear Steve Viars from Indiana and he was amazing! The seminars were very helpful and we got lots of ideas for the coming year. It was good to see that many things they were encouraging us to do, our leadership team had already done (purpose statement, evaluation of space, ministry etc...) . We're on the right track.
Our first meeting last week went well. We had 17 kids and 5 parents with 9 leaders/helpers. A bunch of kids are in sports right now or drivers ed, so hopefully they'll be joining us soon.
The next few months- between now and Superbowl are going to be crazy busy. We have some big activities and service opportunities planned. Pray for us as we plan and organize!

In other exciting news...I'm off to Haiti next week. For a quick 5 day trip (10/5-9) Pray as we plan that we will use our time well and accomplish what God wants us to- we have some pretty important decisions that need to be made while we are there. Also, pray that I will be able to readjust to school when I get back.

I'll keep you posted on things here....hope everyone is well.
~Love to you all~

Nothing catchy

2006-09-18T19:46:00.000-04:00

Every day I cycle through my favorite blogs and silently curse that no one has updated. Then, I realize I haven't updated yet either. I guess we all are just a little busy.

Hmmm....to fill everyone in.

School is good. Actually, I love school. I love my kiddos- some are just so darn cute. Some can be challenging but so far so good. Others, just break your heart. I'm happy I made the switch to Special Ed. Even though I feel overwhelmed most days- and like I have no idea what I'm doing, Slowly I'm learning and I know in the long run, things will settle down once I get into a routine. Most days, I've been staying at school at least until 5pm (which doesn't sound so bad until you consider that I leave my house at 6:30- arrive to school for 7am and that I am able to leave at 2:30). It seems like there is a meeting everyday after school for something or other...or that I never get to my "to-do" list during my prep period because I'm busy tracking down teachers/students or running to my supervisor with lists of questions. I know I have to plug in right away and I'm actually pretty proud of myself for the job I'm doing so far. I'm sleeping more and staying disciplined- which are my two biggest weaknesses when it comes to school.

Teen Club starts Wed. I spent all day Sat. getting material ready for our first evening. I have a bit more to do as well as finish planning the intro "lesson"- but everything will be great if it goes according to plan. We have our activities planned out through January and I'm pretty excited about a few of them (STORM- which is a like a old jalopy raid and a New Year's Eve Retreat!). I have great leaders who are going above and beyond. This Fri-Sat, I'll be going up to WOL for a leadership conference. I'm looking forward to the day off from school, time with the gal leaders, the Adirondacks and being back at WOL- I haven't been there since 2002.

I celebrated my 28th birthday on Sat. I can't believe I'm 28. So close to thirty. Yikes. I'm not going to think about it anymore.

Hmm....not much else to share.

Here are two photos from a recent trip to the movies w/Sarah, Diana and Rebecca
Sarah is such a card....I love her! NO ONE makes me laugh like Sarah! You know when you laugh so hard no sound comes out- yup, those kind of laughs!

~Love to you all~

Two down- 38 more to go!

2006-09-08T20:20:00.000-04:00

Week two is over.

The honeymoon is over too!

The first few days of teaching are always cake. The kids are feeling you out and behaving pretty well. By the second week, their true colors are showing. Granted, most of my kids are great. And I really mean that. I enjoy everyone of the students on my caseload. My classes (full of kids not necessarily on my caseload) are pretty good too. Of course there are a few "special cases" but manageable.

It was either the full moon or the fact that it was Friday because my last two classes were so hyper. I nipped it immediately by giving assigned seats and quiet work. They loved me. Considering I had to stay afterschool for a PPT- I deserved a few moments of quiet before the meeting.

Most of my day was spent in meetings. Special ed is always getting pulled into meetings with parents- and because it involves a special ed student, there are distinctive legal protocols. And since I am certified in regular education as well, I've been pulled into a lot of the meetings.

So the weekend is here. I'll spend it getting caught up on everything that fell by the wayside this week. Tomorrow will be a night out with the girls! Sunday is a wedding shower after church- and then another week begins!