Back to Reality

Going back to school after a nice break is hard. Monday- my students were like zombies and I wasn't too far behind.

I have to say- I love what I am doing. When I taught before, each night I would dread the next day. Once I got to school it would be fine- but the anticipation was awful. Every Sunday night was "Ugh, I have to go to school tomorrow!". So far, I haven't felt that this year (minus this last Sunday- but we'll blame that on a great holiday break!). Overall, my classes are great- I enjoy each one. My students are pretty good- hilarious and they work hard- what more could I ask for.

What does stress me out is the pressure I feel- real or self-inflicted. There is so much for me to learn and everyday is a little game in catch up. I get frustrated when I find out information too late to plan or don't know what is expected of me ahead of time.

Monday- I just about wanted to cry by the end of the day (for me....very unusual- I never cry!). I took a much needed "sick day" on Wednesday- for doctor's appointments but it was as much for mental health. When I returned Thursday, it was one thing after another. My brand new closet was broken, pencils were stuck in my ceiling, and my student who is "practically perfect in every way" was suspended for 9 days! My goodness- you miss one day and everything falls apart!

Friday was a decent day- I enjoy Friday afternoons because I stay late and prep for the following week and try to put out whatever fires I can. My mentor met with me and we talked quite a bit- she is great for ideas, suggestions and encouragement.

Next week- the key word is observations! I have a Post-ob meeting, a pre-ob meeting and then a HUGE observation on Friday! Grades are closing in a week- so that always raises blood pressure. The following week, I will start my first round of testing. Testing and reports will now become the theme of my blogs for sure. Pray for me as a I test. I don't have a ton of experience and I want to be sure I have accurate and honest results.

In other news......
Christmas shopping is practically done! I love the internet! No Black Friday lines for me! Now I can sit back and enjoy the season- which I am. Christmas music has been playing since Halloween (my way of combating the holiday). Our praise team is working away on Christmas music and the Bethlehem Village went really well last Sunday.

The family is well- Bill is laid off from work at the moment. He has an interview scheduled for UPS- pray something opens up for him. More importantly , pray for direction. Mom and Dad are well- my parents are showing their age so much more now.

Teen activities are going well- we have a social on Wednesday- taking the teens to the Mall. That will be an adventure. The majority of our kids would be able to handle it, but we have about 5 who can't. Hopefully, I'll have no stories to share. The teens are hosting a church wide caroling outing on the 17th. That should be fun- pray for a good turnout.

Mhmmm- can't think of anything else. Hope all is well with you all.
Love to you all~
Elisabeth