In an effort to continue pursuing goals/dreams....
I've started a photoblog
www.elisabethanne.shutterchance.com
Each day, a different picture will be featured.
Stop by-take a look- and leave a comment
Merry Christmas!
Monday, December 25, 2006
Friday, December 22, 2006
Let the vacation begin!
Ahhh... Christmas Vacation.
(imagine Charlie Brown singing "Christmastime" in the background)
It was a reasonably good week- this week before Christmas. The last two periods of the day today were a bit nuts....but we made it through.
So- updates. Observations all went well- good feedback and compliments from my boss (and supervisor)- always a good thing.
Work is still good- I still love it. But- I won't lie. Vacation is a very good thing.
When I go back, it will be full steam ahead with testing, annuals, triannuals and PPTs for next year. Hard to believe we will be thinking about next year already.
Our teen Christmas caroling went really well. I think many people were touched by our visit. We sang to a number of people who are sick with cancer and that was very sobering. The teens did a great job! We have a retreat scheduled for Dec 31-1/1. I'll be sure to have news from then. We are in the process of building a game for the teens called "gutterball/carpetball". Have you heard of it? I hadn't but our teens played it at Snow Camp and LOVE IT!!! So this is a big surprise gift for them. I hope it shows them how much we love them.
On the family front. Bill got a job at Brooks Pharmacy's distribution center. He works very early now.....which is an issue with morning showers. But, at least he has a job. Mom and Dad are good.
Here are some Christmas pictures....
(imagine Charlie Brown singing "Christmastime" in the background)
It was a reasonably good week- this week before Christmas. The last two periods of the day today were a bit nuts....but we made it through.
So- updates. Observations all went well- good feedback and compliments from my boss (and supervisor)- always a good thing.
Work is still good- I still love it. But- I won't lie. Vacation is a very good thing.
When I go back, it will be full steam ahead with testing, annuals, triannuals and PPTs for next year. Hard to believe we will be thinking about next year already.
Our teen Christmas caroling went really well. I think many people were touched by our visit. We sang to a number of people who are sick with cancer and that was very sobering. The teens did a great job! We have a retreat scheduled for Dec 31-1/1. I'll be sure to have news from then. We are in the process of building a game for the teens called "gutterball/carpetball". Have you heard of it? I hadn't but our teens played it at Snow Camp and LOVE IT!!! So this is a big surprise gift for them. I hope it shows them how much we love them.
On the family front. Bill got a job at Brooks Pharmacy's distribution center. He works very early now.....which is an issue with morning showers. But, at least he has a job. Mom and Dad are good.
Here are some Christmas pictures....
Furrball quickly takes her place beneath the tree-
I think she believes this holiday is all about her!
The inevitable schoolmade ornament that mom pulls out year after year!
What it is all about....
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Maybe another reason I'm not married?
7:15am meeting with my boss and I was running late. I had the best of intentions. Got up on time, skipped breakfast, bag ready the night before AND I skipped my makeup application. As I got in the car, I threw my makeup bag in the backseat and said "I should get to work by 7am, I'll run to the bathroom and put it on then!".
Could there have been more busses, trucks and traffic jams between home and work. I ran into school, and scooted directly to my meeting laden down with all my bags. One thing led to another and I never got to the restroom.
Grabbing my teaching materials, I booked it to class and of course, it was the morning I was lead teacher. As I rushed into class, the smart aleck student shouted, "Man, Ms Hamburg, are you sick? You don't look very good!"
2nd period, at the end of class, my co-teacher came over and said, "Elisabeth, around your eyes are so pale, are you sick today?"
"Ummm, no. I just didn't have time to put on makeup. I didn't realize I looked so bad without it!"
Enough said.
(The co-teacher emailed me later in the day to apologize for saying I looked sick....I told him not to worry, I found it pretty funny- and hey, it gave me something to blog about right? But, I'll refrain from posting a picture this time...)
Could there have been more busses, trucks and traffic jams between home and work. I ran into school, and scooted directly to my meeting laden down with all my bags. One thing led to another and I never got to the restroom.
Grabbing my teaching materials, I booked it to class and of course, it was the morning I was lead teacher. As I rushed into class, the smart aleck student shouted, "Man, Ms Hamburg, are you sick? You don't look very good!"
2nd period, at the end of class, my co-teacher came over and said, "Elisabeth, around your eyes are so pale, are you sick today?"
"Ummm, no. I just didn't have time to put on makeup. I didn't realize I looked so bad without it!"
Enough said.
(The co-teacher emailed me later in the day to apologize for saying I looked sick....I told him not to worry, I found it pretty funny- and hey, it gave me something to blog about right? But, I'll refrain from posting a picture this time...)
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Why I'm single....according to my DAD
I really should be finishing (I mean STARTING) my lesson plans for my observations- considering I have a pre-meeting with my evaluator on Thursday.
But... My dad and I had a funny conversation this evening that I want to get down before I forget.
Dad and I were eating our beef pot pies- mom was sick today, so it was my job to make dinner (I picked the quickest and easiest item in the freezer).
We were chatting as I was thumbing through our weekly shoppers guide, looking at homes for sale.
"I'll never be able to buy a house." I lamented to my father.
"Well, the key is to have money saved," he answered and continued to explain the fundamentals of purchasing a home, the pros and cons of a 2 family home and finding good tenants.
Then he said....
"Really, you need to be looking for a handy husband- not a good looking one. He could fix a house up for you."
To which I replied, "Well Dad, I'm just looking right now for one that is alive."
Chuckling, he said, "You know, you went to TWO Bible Colleges- and you couldn't find at least ONE guy there to marry you?"
In reply I began to explain all the reasons why I never found my match (which might have been based on no one finding me attractive- but we are going to hope it was due to the high female to male ratio).
In his "profound" wisdom, my father said, "You just weren't praying the right prayers."
"No Dad, you weren't." I answered.
I don't know why I haven't met my match yet... it there is to be a match. I have a quote by my desk right now that says,
But... My dad and I had a funny conversation this evening that I want to get down before I forget.
Dad and I were eating our beef pot pies- mom was sick today, so it was my job to make dinner (I picked the quickest and easiest item in the freezer).
We were chatting as I was thumbing through our weekly shoppers guide, looking at homes for sale.
"I'll never be able to buy a house." I lamented to my father.
"Well, the key is to have money saved," he answered and continued to explain the fundamentals of purchasing a home, the pros and cons of a 2 family home and finding good tenants.
Then he said....
"Really, you need to be looking for a handy husband- not a good looking one. He could fix a house up for you."
To which I replied, "Well Dad, I'm just looking right now for one that is alive."
Chuckling, he said, "You know, you went to TWO Bible Colleges- and you couldn't find at least ONE guy there to marry you?"
In reply I began to explain all the reasons why I never found my match (which might have been based on no one finding me attractive- but we are going to hope it was due to the high female to male ratio).
In his "profound" wisdom, my father said, "You just weren't praying the right prayers."
"No Dad, you weren't." I answered.
I don't know why I haven't met my match yet... it there is to be a match. I have a quote by my desk right now that says,
"Faith is recognizing that God is the LORD of Time
when my idea of timing doesn't agree with His."
Or my father's for that matter!
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Back to Reality
Going back to school after a nice break is hard. Monday- my students were like zombies and I wasn't too far behind.
I have to say- I love what I am doing. When I taught before, each night I would dread the next day. Once I got to school it would be fine- but the anticipation was awful. Every Sunday night was "Ugh, I have to go to school tomorrow!". So far, I haven't felt that this year (minus this last Sunday- but we'll blame that on a great holiday break!). Overall, my classes are great- I enjoy each one. My students are pretty good- hilarious and they work hard- what more could I ask for.
What does stress me out is the pressure I feel- real or self-inflicted. There is so much for me to learn and everyday is a little game in catch up. I get frustrated when I find out information too late to plan or don't know what is expected of me ahead of time.
Monday- I just about wanted to cry by the end of the day (for me....very unusual- I never cry!). I took a much needed "sick day" on Wednesday- for doctor's appointments but it was as much for mental health. When I returned Thursday, it was one thing after another. My brand new closet was broken, pencils were stuck in my ceiling, and my student who is "practically perfect in every way" was suspended for 9 days! My goodness- you miss one day and everything falls apart!
Friday was a decent day- I enjoy Friday afternoons because I stay late and prep for the following week and try to put out whatever fires I can. My mentor met with me and we talked quite a bit- she is great for ideas, suggestions and encouragement.
Next week- the key word is observations! I have a Post-ob meeting, a pre-ob meeting and then a HUGE observation on Friday! Grades are closing in a week- so that always raises blood pressure. The following week, I will start my first round of testing. Testing and reports will now become the theme of my blogs for sure. Pray for me as a I test. I don't have a ton of experience and I want to be sure I have accurate and honest results.
In other news......
Christmas shopping is practically done! I love the internet! No Black Friday lines for me! Now I can sit back and enjoy the season- which I am. Christmas music has been playing since Halloween (my way of combating the holiday). Our praise team is working away on Christmas music and the Bethlehem Village went really well last Sunday.
The family is well- Bill is laid off from work at the moment. He has an interview scheduled for UPS- pray something opens up for him. More importantly , pray for direction. Mom and Dad are well- my parents are showing their age so much more now.
Teen activities are going well- we have a social on Wednesday- taking the teens to the Mall. That will be an adventure. The majority of our kids would be able to handle it, but we have about 5 who can't. Hopefully, I'll have no stories to share. The teens are hosting a church wide caroling outing on the 17th. That should be fun- pray for a good turnout.
Mhmmm- can't think of anything else. Hope all is well with you all.
Love to you all~
Elisabeth
I have to say- I love what I am doing. When I taught before, each night I would dread the next day. Once I got to school it would be fine- but the anticipation was awful. Every Sunday night was "Ugh, I have to go to school tomorrow!". So far, I haven't felt that this year (minus this last Sunday- but we'll blame that on a great holiday break!). Overall, my classes are great- I enjoy each one. My students are pretty good- hilarious and they work hard- what more could I ask for.
What does stress me out is the pressure I feel- real or self-inflicted. There is so much for me to learn and everyday is a little game in catch up. I get frustrated when I find out information too late to plan or don't know what is expected of me ahead of time.
Monday- I just about wanted to cry by the end of the day (for me....very unusual- I never cry!). I took a much needed "sick day" on Wednesday- for doctor's appointments but it was as much for mental health. When I returned Thursday, it was one thing after another. My brand new closet was broken, pencils were stuck in my ceiling, and my student who is "practically perfect in every way" was suspended for 9 days! My goodness- you miss one day and everything falls apart!
Friday was a decent day- I enjoy Friday afternoons because I stay late and prep for the following week and try to put out whatever fires I can. My mentor met with me and we talked quite a bit- she is great for ideas, suggestions and encouragement.
Next week- the key word is observations! I have a Post-ob meeting, a pre-ob meeting and then a HUGE observation on Friday! Grades are closing in a week- so that always raises blood pressure. The following week, I will start my first round of testing. Testing and reports will now become the theme of my blogs for sure. Pray for me as a I test. I don't have a ton of experience and I want to be sure I have accurate and honest results.
In other news......
Christmas shopping is practically done! I love the internet! No Black Friday lines for me! Now I can sit back and enjoy the season- which I am. Christmas music has been playing since Halloween (my way of combating the holiday). Our praise team is working away on Christmas music and the Bethlehem Village went really well last Sunday.
The family is well- Bill is laid off from work at the moment. He has an interview scheduled for UPS- pray something opens up for him. More importantly , pray for direction. Mom and Dad are well- my parents are showing their age so much more now.
Teen activities are going well- we have a social on Wednesday- taking the teens to the Mall. That will be an adventure. The majority of our kids would be able to handle it, but we have about 5 who can't. Hopefully, I'll have no stories to share. The teens are hosting a church wide caroling outing on the 17th. That should be fun- pray for a good turnout.
Mhmmm- can't think of anything else. Hope all is well with you all.
Love to you all~
Elisabeth
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Happy Thanksgiving!
It is good to have a break. The last few weeks have been a whirlwind between school and youth group. It was good to go to bed last night and know that I could just wake up "whenever". Granted, now that I'm getting "older"- my body naturally wakes up between 7:30-8:00am. Not those "wake up at 2pm" kind of days from my youth. Oh well.
It was a short week at school- but full. Monday was my 1st of 6 observations this year. I planned to teach a science lesson to my reading skills kids. They were well-behaved. I overplanned and we barely made it to the end of the lesson- but I think it went well overall. I have two more planned for December. They will be English lessons which shouldn't be hard to do in my reading class.
We had a 1/2 day on Wednesday- but I stayed late to wrap up some items. That way, I could go home and truly have nothing to do for school. Next week will be a short week. I'm taking a day off on Wednesday since I have to visit the dentist/doctor- haven't seen them in awhile- but now I have insurance!! Thursday will be another round of due process hearings- fun times.
Our church is doing something new this year. Instead of our usual Christmas program- they are stretching it out over 5 weeks. Using a VBS program called Bethlehem Village, each SS morning for the 5 weeks of Advent, will feature 1 day of the program. The attenders move through "Bethlehem Village" in tribal groups. They have a gathering time and the main teaching is done through a drama illustrating the Christmas story. They travel to various shops- the dye shop, music shop, toy shop, farmer's market etc... I like that we are doing something different and new- and hope that it will attract people from within our church to attend SS faithfully as well as create an opportunity visitors. I am in charge of the music shop. We will do the same thing each week- make a small flute. I have to put together a sample and get a costume tomorrow. I think the whole program will focus us more on the birth of Christ.
Otherwise- I don't have a ton of activities planned for the holidays. We'll take our teens to the mall for Christmas shopping. The teens are also holding an evening of Christmas caroling for the church. I signed up to be a secret santa at school with our staff members. At first, I declined- feeling a bit overwhelmed with to-do's. But, then I figured I'd miss out if I didn't. We are hosting a New Year's retreat for the teens- which should be a lot of fun but I will have to do most of the planning. Then, the new year starts with Snow Camp in Feb, Teens Involved around the corner! It never ends!!
Well-
I have that long to-do list that never seems to shorten. But, I do plan to take some time this weekend to read. Haven't done that in so long. And, to relax with the family and some friends.
Have a wonderful Thanksgiving Day- I am truly thankful and blessed to have friends like you!
Love
Elisabeth
It was a short week at school- but full. Monday was my 1st of 6 observations this year. I planned to teach a science lesson to my reading skills kids. They were well-behaved. I overplanned and we barely made it to the end of the lesson- but I think it went well overall. I have two more planned for December. They will be English lessons which shouldn't be hard to do in my reading class.
We had a 1/2 day on Wednesday- but I stayed late to wrap up some items. That way, I could go home and truly have nothing to do for school. Next week will be a short week. I'm taking a day off on Wednesday since I have to visit the dentist/doctor- haven't seen them in awhile- but now I have insurance!! Thursday will be another round of due process hearings- fun times.
Our church is doing something new this year. Instead of our usual Christmas program- they are stretching it out over 5 weeks. Using a VBS program called Bethlehem Village, each SS morning for the 5 weeks of Advent, will feature 1 day of the program. The attenders move through "Bethlehem Village" in tribal groups. They have a gathering time and the main teaching is done through a drama illustrating the Christmas story. They travel to various shops- the dye shop, music shop, toy shop, farmer's market etc... I like that we are doing something different and new- and hope that it will attract people from within our church to attend SS faithfully as well as create an opportunity visitors. I am in charge of the music shop. We will do the same thing each week- make a small flute. I have to put together a sample and get a costume tomorrow. I think the whole program will focus us more on the birth of Christ.
Otherwise- I don't have a ton of activities planned for the holidays. We'll take our teens to the mall for Christmas shopping. The teens are also holding an evening of Christmas caroling for the church. I signed up to be a secret santa at school with our staff members. At first, I declined- feeling a bit overwhelmed with to-do's. But, then I figured I'd miss out if I didn't. We are hosting a New Year's retreat for the teens- which should be a lot of fun but I will have to do most of the planning. Then, the new year starts with Snow Camp in Feb, Teens Involved around the corner! It never ends!!
Well-
I have that long to-do list that never seems to shorten. But, I do plan to take some time this weekend to read. Haven't done that in so long. And, to relax with the family and some friends.
Have a wonderful Thanksgiving Day- I am truly thankful and blessed to have friends like you!
Love
Elisabeth
Saturday, November 18, 2006
School happenings....
This has been a most crazy week at school- so here are some stories
- During homeroom, I have a crowd of freshmen boys that hang out in my room. They don't hang out because they like me- just that it happens to be their ring-leader's homeroom and I don't kick them out. Last week, they were mumurring about one of their group not getting along with a sophomore. I didn't pay too much attention to it.
Monday morning, before homeroom began, this poofy haired boy walked into my class and shoved the desk of the little freshmen- with him in it. I think words were exchanged but I didn't hear them. I went after the boy, and told him that he needed to go to the office- to which he replied, "what the F#*@!" I brought him to the office along with his little pack of cronies that were swearing all the way. When I told his case manager- she was surprised since he is the "sweetest, quietest boy"- well, he isn't. Now, everytime he looks at me, I think he is going to take out a knife and slash my throat- the daggers I get!
- I had to schedule a PPT meeting for one of my students. He has been suspended- oh I don't know, at least 30 days this year so far- so I have probably had him in class maybe 10? And that is being generous. After his last suspension, he just decided to stop coming to school (though he showed up on Halloween with really scary make up on and and even scarier friend - I escorted them both to the office an they eventually ran out of the building before homeroom). Still, we needed to have a PPT to decide what to do and get info from his mom. Scheduling PPT's are not easy because there are so many required players in the meeting, and everyone has to be able to attend. Finally I got it scheduled. Then, this week we heard he was arrested and in jail. No one could or would post his bond. Come to find out- he stole $11,000 from an ATM machine- worked 2hrs with a crowbar trying to get the darn thing open (now if he only put that time, focus and effort into his schoolwork). So- he is in jail and will probably remain there for awhile since he had other charges pending against him.
- On a lighter note- my Reading skills boys are hilarious (sadly in an off-color way). They totally misread a sentence in the book we are reading- and turned it into "Brokeback Mountain style"- all my good attempts to re-direct them and stop the giggling were fruitless. I have to admit I laughed....okay, I laughed a lot. They are so funny and too cute. It is a pretty funny story that I'll share when I see you if you want.
- There are more stories- but I'm tired. I still really like my job- but I am growing more aware of the challenges and LEGAL responsibility I have. Pray that I am able to manage my time to complete the things I HAVE to do. I have my first observation on Monday (first of 6 this year)- so if you think of me, pray for calmness- it also just happens to be with my worst behaved class- and that is a whole other blog!
Love to you all....
- During homeroom, I have a crowd of freshmen boys that hang out in my room. They don't hang out because they like me- just that it happens to be their ring-leader's homeroom and I don't kick them out. Last week, they were mumurring about one of their group not getting along with a sophomore. I didn't pay too much attention to it.
Monday morning, before homeroom began, this poofy haired boy walked into my class and shoved the desk of the little freshmen- with him in it. I think words were exchanged but I didn't hear them. I went after the boy, and told him that he needed to go to the office- to which he replied, "what the F#*@!" I brought him to the office along with his little pack of cronies that were swearing all the way. When I told his case manager- she was surprised since he is the "sweetest, quietest boy"- well, he isn't. Now, everytime he looks at me, I think he is going to take out a knife and slash my throat- the daggers I get!
- I had to schedule a PPT meeting for one of my students. He has been suspended- oh I don't know, at least 30 days this year so far- so I have probably had him in class maybe 10? And that is being generous. After his last suspension, he just decided to stop coming to school (though he showed up on Halloween with really scary make up on and and even scarier friend - I escorted them both to the office an they eventually ran out of the building before homeroom). Still, we needed to have a PPT to decide what to do and get info from his mom. Scheduling PPT's are not easy because there are so many required players in the meeting, and everyone has to be able to attend. Finally I got it scheduled. Then, this week we heard he was arrested and in jail. No one could or would post his bond. Come to find out- he stole $11,000 from an ATM machine- worked 2hrs with a crowbar trying to get the darn thing open (now if he only put that time, focus and effort into his schoolwork). So- he is in jail and will probably remain there for awhile since he had other charges pending against him.
- On a lighter note- my Reading skills boys are hilarious (sadly in an off-color way). They totally misread a sentence in the book we are reading- and turned it into "Brokeback Mountain style"- all my good attempts to re-direct them and stop the giggling were fruitless. I have to admit I laughed....okay, I laughed a lot. They are so funny and too cute. It is a pretty funny story that I'll share when I see you if you want.
- There are more stories- but I'm tired. I still really like my job- but I am growing more aware of the challenges and LEGAL responsibility I have. Pray that I am able to manage my time to complete the things I HAVE to do. I have my first observation on Monday (first of 6 this year)- so if you think of me, pray for calmness- it also just happens to be with my worst behaved class- and that is a whole other blog!
Love to you all....
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Not as young as I used to be....
Last night was Superbowl...or was that this morning???
We had a good time- didn't lose anyone and no one was incredibly injured.
The teens seemed to have a good time- they all interact well with each other.
Four teens came because of sponsored tickets and two of them made decisions for Christ!!
A huge thank-you to Melissa and Rob for joining me and helping out!
We had a good time- didn't lose anyone and no one was incredibly injured.
The teens seemed to have a good time- they all interact well with each other.
Four teens came because of sponsored tickets and two of them made decisions for Christ!!
A huge thank-you to Melissa and Rob for joining me and helping out!
A few pictures of the madness....
And they say they aren't anti-social
Some of the gang...
I actually broke 100 in bowling....it was a first!
(I discovered I do better with really light balls)
Two of our boys...showing us how it's done!
I felt like this....
Friday, November 10, 2006
Playing Catch Up
I'm sorry that the days between blog updates are so few and far between- I'm sure you are all sitting by your computers waiting with baited breath.
School is going well. I was looking forward to leaving early yesterday and not taking home any work when I suddenly realized that all my big projects are due next week! Panic set in! So- my long weekend will be full of a HOPE meeting, Superbowl, Bebo's birthday party and then paperwork. But it's all right! I have my first PPT next week- chances are I will prepare for it and the family won't show- so we'll end up rescheduling. That's life I guess.
Teen club is going well. We have Superbowl tonight in Providence. 18 are going plus 3 adults. God help me stay awake. I'm such an old lady these days. 9pm in bed! Thank goodness I don't have to drive. We are really seeing some good things happen in and through our kids. Some are taking good steps in growth. Everyweek we have new visitors - and they keep coming back!! That is always encouraging-especially when that voice of doubt creeps in. We have had some major issues already this year- but God continues to give grace and wisdom. Pray that we continually use it!
We had a HOPE meeting last night with a contact in Wallingford. This is a pastor that also works with a mission in Haiti. It was very encouraging to have him read over our material and say "wow- this looks good. You're on the right track! I wish we had done that!". He offered a lot of good advice regarding projects, fundraising and pitfalls they have found themselves in. So, now I have to also finish up our upcoming newsletter and the non-profit form. Then, I think the next step will be putting together a DVD presentation on Pestel that we can send to churches etc... Plus, a website. Hmmmm- wish I had taken more tech classes. But it is amazing what you can do on your little laptops these days!
The family is well. I feel bad that I hardle see them- just in and out. When I'm home, I'm usually chained to the computer working on something (lately, I'll admit, it has been catching up on LOST episodes- I love that they are free online because I never am able to catch anything on TV anymore). But- they keep busy. I'm really looking forward to the holidays. Things do seem to slow down then. I've already started playing Christmas music.
Well- I should hit the to-do list sometime today before I have to get ready to go.
Wish there was something extremely exciting to share- but I can't think of anything.
I'll leave you with a few pics from Teen Club!
We held a Harvest Party for the Olympians three weeks ago! I overplanned, so we had to come back the following week to do the crafts, face painting and balloon animals. The kids enjoyed the hayride and games the week before! Our teens were awesome- serving the children and their leaders!
This is a picture from STORM- the evangelistic really we had two weeks ago! The kids were getting ready to play a game! We saw a new side to our teens that night! We are seeing God do great things in the boys pictured here. Very exciting!!
School is going well. I was looking forward to leaving early yesterday and not taking home any work when I suddenly realized that all my big projects are due next week! Panic set in! So- my long weekend will be full of a HOPE meeting, Superbowl, Bebo's birthday party and then paperwork. But it's all right! I have my first PPT next week- chances are I will prepare for it and the family won't show- so we'll end up rescheduling. That's life I guess.
Teen club is going well. We have Superbowl tonight in Providence. 18 are going plus 3 adults. God help me stay awake. I'm such an old lady these days. 9pm in bed! Thank goodness I don't have to drive. We are really seeing some good things happen in and through our kids. Some are taking good steps in growth. Everyweek we have new visitors - and they keep coming back!! That is always encouraging-especially when that voice of doubt creeps in. We have had some major issues already this year- but God continues to give grace and wisdom. Pray that we continually use it!
We had a HOPE meeting last night with a contact in Wallingford. This is a pastor that also works with a mission in Haiti. It was very encouraging to have him read over our material and say "wow- this looks good. You're on the right track! I wish we had done that!". He offered a lot of good advice regarding projects, fundraising and pitfalls they have found themselves in. So, now I have to also finish up our upcoming newsletter and the non-profit form. Then, I think the next step will be putting together a DVD presentation on Pestel that we can send to churches etc... Plus, a website. Hmmmm- wish I had taken more tech classes. But it is amazing what you can do on your little laptops these days!
The family is well. I feel bad that I hardle see them- just in and out. When I'm home, I'm usually chained to the computer working on something (lately, I'll admit, it has been catching up on LOST episodes- I love that they are free online because I never am able to catch anything on TV anymore). But- they keep busy. I'm really looking forward to the holidays. Things do seem to slow down then. I've already started playing Christmas music.
Well- I should hit the to-do list sometime today before I have to get ready to go.
Wish there was something extremely exciting to share- but I can't think of anything.
I'll leave you with a few pics from Teen Club!
We held a Harvest Party for the Olympians three weeks ago! I overplanned, so we had to come back the following week to do the crafts, face painting and balloon animals. The kids enjoyed the hayride and games the week before! Our teens were awesome- serving the children and their leaders!
This is a picture from STORM- the evangelistic really we had two weeks ago! The kids were getting ready to play a game! We saw a new side to our teens that night! We are seeing God do great things in the boys pictured here. Very exciting!!
Monday, October 30, 2006
Not dead yet....
So, a common question I've been asked lately is....
"Are you alive?- haven't heard from you in ages!"
Yes... I am still alive- just extremely busy- but that is not a good excuse.
So- updates.
School:
Going very well. Moments of tension and overwhelment- but a typical day is quite enjoyable and manageable. I am very pleased with my job. And that makes me happy and content. There is still so much to learn and understand and to overcome (I HATE calling parents..... You would think 2 years of dealing with telemarketing rejection would have prepared me for hostile parents...but it hasn't!). The most trying months are still to come when PPT season gets in full swing with testing and annuals etc.... but "today has enough worry for itself".
HOPE: Haiti ministry I'm involved with
We had a very productive HOPE Advisory Council Meeting Saturday. What a great group of people! Many good suggestions, advice and possibilities of support. Pray that I am able to finish the agenda items I am responsible for (mainly ALL of them...... ) - namely the Tax-Exempt Application. It is daunting at the moment-but my friend Joe says I'm thinking to much about it. We should have a newsletter going out in a month or so- so stay posted (let me know if you'd like to get it and aren't on our mailing list!)
Teen Club:
We had an amazing STORM rally (our teens going out and inviting friends back for a rally). Our teens were great and really showed some fine attributes that evening. We had 8 new teens come and one made a decision for Christ. Three are planning to join us for Superbowl and 2 for sure are coming back this Wednesday night! We had a team of 10 from WOLBI come down and help and they were simply amazing! More than amazing! An incredible blessing and God-send.
Our leaders did a great job and it was so encouraging to hear them say "we should do this again!".
Hmmm- what else? That's about it. My life is so full at the moment..... but it is such a good, content fullness. (though, if I see one more ultrasound picture up on myspace I will puke- sorry, just had to say that! don't take any offense you expecting parents, I am truly happy for you!)
God has opened up a new ministry opportunity for me- I can't share much about it due to its nature- but pray that I have wisdom, understanding and TWO EARS to listen.
Love to you all- you're encouragement means so much!
"Are you alive?- haven't heard from you in ages!"
Yes... I am still alive- just extremely busy- but that is not a good excuse.
So- updates.
School:
Going very well. Moments of tension and overwhelment- but a typical day is quite enjoyable and manageable. I am very pleased with my job. And that makes me happy and content. There is still so much to learn and understand and to overcome (I HATE calling parents..... You would think 2 years of dealing with telemarketing rejection would have prepared me for hostile parents...but it hasn't!). The most trying months are still to come when PPT season gets in full swing with testing and annuals etc.... but "today has enough worry for itself".
HOPE: Haiti ministry I'm involved with
We had a very productive HOPE Advisory Council Meeting Saturday. What a great group of people! Many good suggestions, advice and possibilities of support. Pray that I am able to finish the agenda items I am responsible for (mainly ALL of them...... ) - namely the Tax-Exempt Application. It is daunting at the moment-but my friend Joe says I'm thinking to much about it. We should have a newsletter going out in a month or so- so stay posted (let me know if you'd like to get it and aren't on our mailing list!)
Teen Club:
We had an amazing STORM rally (our teens going out and inviting friends back for a rally). Our teens were great and really showed some fine attributes that evening. We had 8 new teens come and one made a decision for Christ. Three are planning to join us for Superbowl and 2 for sure are coming back this Wednesday night! We had a team of 10 from WOLBI come down and help and they were simply amazing! More than amazing! An incredible blessing and God-send.
Our leaders did a great job and it was so encouraging to hear them say "we should do this again!".
Hmmm- what else? That's about it. My life is so full at the moment..... but it is such a good, content fullness. (though, if I see one more ultrasound picture up on myspace I will puke- sorry, just had to say that! don't take any offense you expecting parents, I am truly happy for you!)
God has opened up a new ministry opportunity for me- I can't share much about it due to its nature- but pray that I have wisdom, understanding and TWO EARS to listen.
Love to you all- you're encouragement means so much!
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Making deposits
This was the theme of our recent trip to Haiti....
Everywhere we went, we were making small deposits in the hearts of each person we encountered.
Everywhere we went, we were making small deposits in the hearts of each person we encountered.
A smile
A wave as we drove by
A cup of cool ice tea
A peanut butter sandwich
A classroom visit
A gift to purchase school books
A tour of a orphanage
A tour of a library
A visit to a grieving widow
A picture taken
Worshipping with fellow believers
A gift of checkers
A gift to a man struggling financially
Late night conversations by lamp light with local pastors
Some big, some small acts. But each one making a deposit.
Lord, take these deposits and cause them to grow in hearts.
May each be redeemed in your perfect time!
Our trip was a great success. We were able to accomplish all on our to-do list and then some. We have hired workers to clear the land (take down the trees/remove the rocks). We formed a partnership with a local Baptist pastor, we visited a local library (20 miles away) and received some great insight/contacts, we began the process of finding/hiring a man to oversee the work in Pestel and we held a Celebration service for the community to thank God for the coming library.
It was a refreshing trip and full of opportunities to see God at work. It is hard to come home and jump back into life. I had the opportunity to share in 4 history classes yesterday about Haiti. It was frustrating due to lack of time- but I hope the students were "impressed" with the great needs in Haiti.
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Something to ponder...
Just happened upon this quote.....
"God determines who walks into your life; it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go."
A little food for thought.....
"God determines who walks into your life; it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go."
A little food for thought.....
A funny thing happened .....
.....at Salvation Army
I stopped by "Sals" today to look for items to bring to Haiti- specifically skirts for really tall women and duffle bags to bring down. My arms were getting full with a variety of duffles, tote bags and backpacks! An employee asked me what I needed all the bags for. I told her I was involved in humanitarian work in Haiti and needed to bring compact bags down so that I could divy up supplies/items for various people.
She continued to tell me about Haitians she has met at the casino and then went into a tirade about all the poor is the US and how we should be helping them instead of people in other countries.
I listened patiently- though I really wanted to pop her one for being so ignorant. I explained that yes, indeed there were many poor in the US. However, the US government has a variety of programs in place to help the less fortunate as well as there being upteen community, non-profit and religious resources available for people. In Haiti, the government is not able to provide such assistance. The country actually survives only because private organizations and citizens provide financial support.
She was not convinced...
I head down to Haiti on Thursday- I keep having to remind myself that I'm going. Hopefully, I'll get around to some packing tomorrow. My "take to Haiti" pile is growing- clothing/food for friends, gifts for my sponsored kids, food supplies for the community event we are hosting in Pestel as well as my clothes.
It has been a busy week and I have a lot to get done this evening. My morning was spent at the church working in the Teen Building. We worked on making a large poster with our purpose statement on it. Our year is underway and it is already busy!
I stopped by "Sals" today to look for items to bring to Haiti- specifically skirts for really tall women and duffle bags to bring down. My arms were getting full with a variety of duffles, tote bags and backpacks! An employee asked me what I needed all the bags for. I told her I was involved in humanitarian work in Haiti and needed to bring compact bags down so that I could divy up supplies/items for various people.
"You like them Haitians?", was her reply
I was stunned.
"Actually, I love them.", I replied.
"Aren't they pretty sneaky?" she asked
"Ummm, not the ones I know." I answered
I listened patiently- though I really wanted to pop her one for being so ignorant. I explained that yes, indeed there were many poor in the US. However, the US government has a variety of programs in place to help the less fortunate as well as there being upteen community, non-profit and religious resources available for people. In Haiti, the government is not able to provide such assistance. The country actually survives only because private organizations and citizens provide financial support.
She was not convinced...
I head down to Haiti on Thursday- I keep having to remind myself that I'm going. Hopefully, I'll get around to some packing tomorrow. My "take to Haiti" pile is growing- clothing/food for friends, gifts for my sponsored kids, food supplies for the community event we are hosting in Pestel as well as my clothes.
It has been a busy week and I have a lot to get done this evening. My morning was spent at the church working in the Teen Building. We worked on making a large poster with our purpose statement on it. Our year is underway and it is already busy!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Never a dull moment
A few adventures I've had over the last week....
- wiping the pile of dandruff off my keyboard that was left by one of my students
- having a student storm out cursing from the room, escaping from the principal's office only to run around the building outside to our classroom and yell curses and threats (directed at teachers/students) through the window and later to be apprehended by the police and suspended
- telling upteen boys to pull up their pants and that I didn't wake up this morning to see their underwear
- "encouraging" my freshmen couples to use the lovely seats provided by the school instead of cuddling up on each other's laps
- telling the couples (straight and otherwise) to cool it with the PDA
- listening to one freshman boy make car sounds all through my class
- having to feed by freshmen kiddos who missed out on lunch- one little guy was bawling in class because he was so upset- it was quite precious
And last but not least- enjoying many good laughs with my Amazing department!!!
I really love my job. It is hard some days- full of many new things and often causing me to stretch outside of my comfort zone (I really hate having to call home...)- but God is good! I have great support- really good students and teachers who, for the most part, are willing to provide the accomodations/modifications necessary for my kiddos.
On to other matters....
I went to WOL Inn this last weekend for a Teen Leadership Conference. It was so good. I enjoyed the day off from school and especially enjoyed the time with the other leaders. We had the chance to hear Steve Viars from Indiana and he was amazing! The seminars were very helpful and we got lots of ideas for the coming year. It was good to see that many things they were encouraging us to do, our leadership team had already done (purpose statement, evaluation of space, ministry etc...) . We're on the right track.
Our first meeting last week went well. We had 17 kids and 5 parents with 9 leaders/helpers. A bunch of kids are in sports right now or drivers ed, so hopefully they'll be joining us soon.
The next few months- between now and Superbowl are going to be crazy busy. We have some big activities and service opportunities planned. Pray for us as we plan and organize!
In other exciting news...I'm off to Haiti next week. For a quick 5 day trip (10/5-9) Pray as we plan that we will use our time well and accomplish what God wants us to- we have some pretty important decisions that need to be made while we are there. Also, pray that I will be able to readjust to school when I get back.
I'll keep you posted on things here....hope everyone is well.
~Love to you all~
- wiping the pile of dandruff off my keyboard that was left by one of my students
- having a student storm out cursing from the room, escaping from the principal's office only to run around the building outside to our classroom and yell curses and threats (directed at teachers/students) through the window and later to be apprehended by the police and suspended
- telling upteen boys to pull up their pants and that I didn't wake up this morning to see their underwear
- "encouraging" my freshmen couples to use the lovely seats provided by the school instead of cuddling up on each other's laps
- telling the couples (straight and otherwise) to cool it with the PDA
- listening to one freshman boy make car sounds all through my class
- having to feed by freshmen kiddos who missed out on lunch- one little guy was bawling in class because he was so upset- it was quite precious
And last but not least- enjoying many good laughs with my Amazing department!!!
I really love my job. It is hard some days- full of many new things and often causing me to stretch outside of my comfort zone (I really hate having to call home...)- but God is good! I have great support- really good students and teachers who, for the most part, are willing to provide the accomodations/modifications necessary for my kiddos.
On to other matters....
I went to WOL Inn this last weekend for a Teen Leadership Conference. It was so good. I enjoyed the day off from school and especially enjoyed the time with the other leaders. We had the chance to hear Steve Viars from Indiana and he was amazing! The seminars were very helpful and we got lots of ideas for the coming year. It was good to see that many things they were encouraging us to do, our leadership team had already done (purpose statement, evaluation of space, ministry etc...) . We're on the right track.
Our first meeting last week went well. We had 17 kids and 5 parents with 9 leaders/helpers. A bunch of kids are in sports right now or drivers ed, so hopefully they'll be joining us soon.
The next few months- between now and Superbowl are going to be crazy busy. We have some big activities and service opportunities planned. Pray for us as we plan and organize!
In other exciting news...I'm off to Haiti next week. For a quick 5 day trip (10/5-9) Pray as we plan that we will use our time well and accomplish what God wants us to- we have some pretty important decisions that need to be made while we are there. Also, pray that I will be able to readjust to school when I get back.
I'll keep you posted on things here....hope everyone is well.
~Love to you all~
Monday, September 18, 2006
Nothing catchy
Every day I cycle through my favorite blogs and silently curse that no one has updated. Then, I realize I haven't updated yet either. I guess we all are just a little busy.
Hmmm....to fill everyone in.
School is good. Actually, I love school. I love my kiddos- some are just so darn cute. Some can be challenging but so far so good. Others, just break your heart. I'm happy I made the switch to Special Ed. Even though I feel overwhelmed most days- and like I have no idea what I'm doing, Slowly I'm learning and I know in the long run, things will settle down once I get into a routine. Most days, I've been staying at school at least until 5pm (which doesn't sound so bad until you consider that I leave my house at 6:30- arrive to school for 7am and that I am able to leave at 2:30). It seems like there is a meeting everyday after school for something or other...or that I never get to my "to-do" list during my prep period because I'm busy tracking down teachers/students or running to my supervisor with lists of questions. I know I have to plug in right away and I'm actually pretty proud of myself for the job I'm doing so far. I'm sleeping more and staying disciplined- which are my two biggest weaknesses when it comes to school.
Teen Club starts Wed. I spent all day Sat. getting material ready for our first evening. I have a bit more to do as well as finish planning the intro "lesson"- but everything will be great if it goes according to plan. We have our activities planned out through January and I'm pretty excited about a few of them (STORM- which is a like a old jalopy raid and a New Year's Eve Retreat!). I have great leaders who are going above and beyond. This Fri-Sat, I'll be going up to WOL for a leadership conference. I'm looking forward to the day off from school, time with the gal leaders, the Adirondacks and being back at WOL- I haven't been there since 2002.
I celebrated my 28th birthday on Sat. I can't believe I'm 28. So close to thirty. Yikes. I'm not going to think about it anymore.
Hmm....not much else to share.
Here are two photos from a recent trip to the movies w/Sarah, Diana and Rebecca
Sarah is such a card....I love her! NO ONE makes me laugh like Sarah! You know when you laugh so hard no sound comes out- yup, those kind of laughs!
~Love to you all~
Hmmm....to fill everyone in.
School is good. Actually, I love school. I love my kiddos- some are just so darn cute. Some can be challenging but so far so good. Others, just break your heart. I'm happy I made the switch to Special Ed. Even though I feel overwhelmed most days- and like I have no idea what I'm doing, Slowly I'm learning and I know in the long run, things will settle down once I get into a routine. Most days, I've been staying at school at least until 5pm (which doesn't sound so bad until you consider that I leave my house at 6:30- arrive to school for 7am and that I am able to leave at 2:30). It seems like there is a meeting everyday after school for something or other...or that I never get to my "to-do" list during my prep period because I'm busy tracking down teachers/students or running to my supervisor with lists of questions. I know I have to plug in right away and I'm actually pretty proud of myself for the job I'm doing so far. I'm sleeping more and staying disciplined- which are my two biggest weaknesses when it comes to school.
Teen Club starts Wed. I spent all day Sat. getting material ready for our first evening. I have a bit more to do as well as finish planning the intro "lesson"- but everything will be great if it goes according to plan. We have our activities planned out through January and I'm pretty excited about a few of them (STORM- which is a like a old jalopy raid and a New Year's Eve Retreat!). I have great leaders who are going above and beyond. This Fri-Sat, I'll be going up to WOL for a leadership conference. I'm looking forward to the day off from school, time with the gal leaders, the Adirondacks and being back at WOL- I haven't been there since 2002.
I celebrated my 28th birthday on Sat. I can't believe I'm 28. So close to thirty. Yikes. I'm not going to think about it anymore.
Hmm....not much else to share.
Here are two photos from a recent trip to the movies w/Sarah, Diana and Rebecca
Sarah is such a card....I love her! NO ONE makes me laugh like Sarah! You know when you laugh so hard no sound comes out- yup, those kind of laughs!
~Love to you all~
Friday, September 08, 2006
Two down- 38 more to go!
Week two is over.
The honeymoon is over too!
The first few days of teaching are always cake. The kids are feeling you out and behaving pretty well. By the second week, their true colors are showing. Granted, most of my kids are great. And I really mean that. I enjoy everyone of the students on my caseload. My classes (full of kids not necessarily on my caseload) are pretty good too. Of course there are a few "special cases" but manageable.
It was either the full moon or the fact that it was Friday because my last two classes were so hyper. I nipped it immediately by giving assigned seats and quiet work. They loved me. Considering I had to stay afterschool for a PPT- I deserved a few moments of quiet before the meeting.
Most of my day was spent in meetings. Special ed is always getting pulled into meetings with parents- and because it involves a special ed student, there are distinctive legal protocols. And since I am certified in regular education as well, I've been pulled into a lot of the meetings.
So the weekend is here. I'll spend it getting caught up on everything that fell by the wayside this week. Tomorrow will be a night out with the girls! Sunday is a wedding shower after church- and then another week begins!
The honeymoon is over too!
The first few days of teaching are always cake. The kids are feeling you out and behaving pretty well. By the second week, their true colors are showing. Granted, most of my kids are great. And I really mean that. I enjoy everyone of the students on my caseload. My classes (full of kids not necessarily on my caseload) are pretty good too. Of course there are a few "special cases" but manageable.
It was either the full moon or the fact that it was Friday because my last two classes were so hyper. I nipped it immediately by giving assigned seats and quiet work. They loved me. Considering I had to stay afterschool for a PPT- I deserved a few moments of quiet before the meeting.
Most of my day was spent in meetings. Special ed is always getting pulled into meetings with parents- and because it involves a special ed student, there are distinctive legal protocols. And since I am certified in regular education as well, I've been pulled into a lot of the meetings.
So the weekend is here. I'll spend it getting caught up on everything that fell by the wayside this week. Tomorrow will be a night out with the girls! Sunday is a wedding shower after church- and then another week begins!
Monday, September 04, 2006
Reconnecting and Refreshment
What a great weekend.
It has been full of reconnecting with friends. Funny how you can live so close to people, yet never see them or find common opportunities to connect.
Saturday morning was breakfast with Alissa (have I said how much I love going out for breakfast....not the getting up part but I love having a hearty meal first thing in the morning that I didn't have to prepare!) First off- Alissa looks awesome!!! We had a good time visiting and catching up. I love time with Alissa because she is so real and accepts me as is- and encouraging! We then did a little discount shopping- another fav.
Sunday- after church I visited with Bethany- another friend who is real and also loves the Lord. She is leaving in 1 week to go to Tanzania for 3 mths. Awesome adventure. So excited for her journey.
Sunday night the "gang" took Nat out to celebrate his impending departure to Turkey on next Monday. We had a delicious Indian meal- so scrumptious. We sat outside enjoying the cool crisp air and lots of conversation and laughter. Nat is a fantastic friend who I respect and admire. He and his brother (and family) are just a few of my true favorite people. After we had dessert at Friendly's where our poor waitress was not having a good night- she totally forgot to bring Bill his ice cream. Poor guy. Again, more laughter and conversation. Alicia, Matt and Rebecca joined us and always add to the atmosphere. I love how I can always just pick up with these friends.
This morning- we enjoyed our annual Labor Day breakfast. About 40 people from church gather for breakfast before heading to their Labor Day festivities- namely the Woodstock Fair. Meredith was able to join us and as always brings her unique perspective. I do love all my friends- we are all so different. We've said so many times that we probably wouldn't have chosen to be friends but because we were thrown together at church our relationships developed. But, I think in the end, we've learned to appreciate the differences and tolerate the unique flavors we all bring to the pie. I can be myself with them and I value our time together.
As we grow older- the time and space between visits grows farther and farther apart. This is the part I hate. Turkey, New Hampshire, Virginia, Tanzania, Massachusetts, Pennsylvania- I don't mind my friends being there....I just wish all these locations were where Rhode Island is.
Friday, September 01, 2006
Harry Wong is my hero!
Harry Wong! Have you heard of this man? He is my guru- my sensei
When I first started teaching I got this book called ,"The first days of school" I might have looked at it- but I don't remember. Now, my classes weren't out of control- but this Wong guy knows what he is talking about. I implemented his strategies/procedures day one- and it has been a breeze. My kids enter my classroom quietly and immediately do what I instructed them to do day one. They do it even when I'm not in the classroom. Amazing! My goal is to finish reading the book over the LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGGG weekend. Another reason I love teaching.
I've always loved teaching. I enjoy the atmosphere, my colleagues, the students, the energy. I just hate the grading. It's not a paperwork thing- I like paperwork, administrative paperwork that is. But not the read a zillion essays over and over again. And then having to come up with a fair grade. It is not as easy as it seems.
So- this was my first week back at school. I have enjoyed myself immensely. The days have flown by- partly due to a great schedule, partly due to great classes and partly due to the fact that I love what I'm doing. The day is very busy between tracking down staff and kids- getting assignments and helping students complete them. But when the day is done, the day is done. I have had a few late nights this week at work and at home- typing up IEP info on each student that I case manage. But once it's done, it's done. Now, come spring and I have to do Trinnials and Annual evaluations- it may be a different story.
My kids are great- some are troubled but most just want to be loved and have someone care. This week we have focused on organization- drilling into their tiny heads about the necessity of an assignment notebook. They are all doing pretty well with it.
I love my department- we've been supportive of one another, giving smiles and encouragement this week! My department head is great- strong but great.
So, this weekend will be an easy one for me. No grading- just a wee bit of prep for next week. I do have a few major PPT's on Friday which should be full of the exciting and perhaps a bit of the dangerous. We'll see. It's the Fair weekend- with forecasts of rain so that may put a damper on activities. But, I have a breakfast date in the morning with my pal Alissa- Alicia and Matt are coming in Sat. night so we will have a good time. Monday morning is our annual Labor Day breakfast which I always enjoy. I may just head to the fair- I haven't decided yet.
Hope you all are enjoying your days as much as I am.
~ Love to you all ~
Sunday, August 27, 2006
First Day...
Tomorrow is my first day of school with my students.
Pray for me.....granted you'll probably read this after the fact- but pray I sleep well tonight.
And, that I survive the day.
I'll let you know how it all goes!
Pray for me.....granted you'll probably read this after the fact- but pray I sleep well tonight.
And, that I survive the day.
I'll let you know how it all goes!
Friday, August 25, 2006
Yippeeeeeeeeeee!
I have my own classroom- my very own classroom. If I hadn't been surrounded by colleagues I would have done a very odd happy dance. But I contained myself.
Not only do I have my own room- it's a brand new room!!! 3 White boards, 3 bulletin Boards, an over abundance of shelves and a closet. Granted, it is a bit smaller than most classrooms- but it's all mine. I still can't get over it- and I'm afraid that someone will wake up and say "Hey- why does that girl have her own room....let's take it away!" I don't have a desk yet- and the shelves aren't actually usable yet- but when it's ready it will be great. I put up some welcome posters today and it felt good.
We finally were able to get into the high school today- the new rooms/changes are incredible. So modern and spacious. There is still so much that has to be done for Monday- but the students will be pretty impressed with the changes (well, many won't care!).
My brain is overwhelmed with all the Special Ed stuff I have to think about. This ain't no walk in the park. I got my case load today- 12 kids. Not bad. I have to read over their IEP's this weekend. And- I need to plan my Academic support class and reading skills class.
Thanks to so many who have been praying for me- keep doing so! It is going to be a wild ride for the next few weeks!
Not only do I have my own room- it's a brand new room!!! 3 White boards, 3 bulletin Boards, an over abundance of shelves and a closet. Granted, it is a bit smaller than most classrooms- but it's all mine. I still can't get over it- and I'm afraid that someone will wake up and say "Hey- why does that girl have her own room....let's take it away!" I don't have a desk yet- and the shelves aren't actually usable yet- but when it's ready it will be great. I put up some welcome posters today and it felt good.
We finally were able to get into the high school today- the new rooms/changes are incredible. So modern and spacious. There is still so much that has to be done for Monday- but the students will be pretty impressed with the changes (well, many won't care!).
My brain is overwhelmed with all the Special Ed stuff I have to think about. This ain't no walk in the park. I got my case load today- 12 kids. Not bad. I have to read over their IEP's this weekend. And- I need to plan my Academic support class and reading skills class.
Thanks to so many who have been praying for me- keep doing so! It is going to be a wild ride for the next few weeks!
Monday, August 21, 2006
Recapping the last 5 weeks
It's Monday afternoon and I am finally able to recap the last few weeks.
Women of Faith was amazing! The speakers spoke on having JOY! Luci talked about looking for those tiny pops of joy throughout your day. I was especially encouraged by two speakers- Carol Kent and Jennifer Rothschild (you have got to hear them!)- amazing stories of faith. Jennifer said, "Don't let your circumstances define you- let them refine you!" How true. I wish I could relay all that I learned and was challenged by- but we'd be here forever. If you can ever go to one of these conferences you should!!
The true blessing of the weekend was spending time with the ladies from my church. We are blessed wtih so many godly women. I was encouraged by the "down time" conversations. It was great to get to know a few women better too. Next year, the pre-conference speaker is Beth Moore...that will be great!
VBS week in many ways is a blur. By the time you get into a rhythm, it's over. Most of the week I felt out of control- forgetting little things all the time. Finally, I just began to pray "Lord, help me to do the things you want me to do- and let go of the things that aren't important to focus on". Our first day was a mess by my standards (I'm discovering my expectations of myself are often too high). Everyone else thought things went smoothly and organized. Thank God for a flexible and willing staff. Our week was smaller than years past, which is numbing in some ways. We had 58 children total. Amazing enough....our final days (Thurs/Fri) had the best attendance! 49 on Friday. That hardly ever happens during VBS. I had to keep reminding myself that God brought exactly the children He wanted us to have! They received such personal attention and heard the gospel continually!
The week was full of JOY! One boy said- "I learn more in 1 week of VBS than I do in a whole year of CCD!". We were able to minister to his family especially thoughout the week. The kids were so enthusiastic and loved every part of the week. The little ones gave out hugs galore! I enjoyed working with our teen helpers and getting to know them all a bit better. Our Teen VBS went well too- 20 teens. We were able to really set the pace for the fall program. The ladies Workshops went well- everyone enjoyed them and saw the value in them. We had 7 ladies attend that were not from our church. They were all encouraged and blessed by the fellowship. All in all it was a good week. The closing program was well-attended. Some of our VBS guests attended church on Sunday- which is always a nice surprise and blessing. In the end- it was a successful week and I'm thankful to have been a part of it.
Now that the week is over- you always take a nose-dive. You go and go and go- and then it's done. I still have some followup to do over the next few weeks. Pray that I balance everything and that seeds are watered and fruit is harvested.
I start New Teacher Orientation tomorrow- a lot will be review....but it will be good to get back into the swing of things. Thurs/Fri are district days so everyone will be back. I still have no idea what I am doing specifically- so hopefully I will find out this week.
In other news- I will be joining the Teen Club leadership this fall. Basically, I'll be adminstering the club- though I view it entirely as a team effort. Working at the Teen VBS was good for me to get to know the kids and get a feel for the group. We were able to establish some clear boundaries that will help us transition in Sept. We have a variety of leaders all with different strengths. I'm excited about this but also cautious about how much I can handle and how thick my skin is. So- keep me in prayer. We start 9/20
Well- the time has come that I must create some sort of order to the chaos I've been living in for 5 weeks now. When I do VBS, I am consumed and life falls by the wayside. Praise God my bills were all paid this time around (though I have a video long overdue at Blockbuster.....)
I'll keep you posted on my first week back to school- the students return the 28th.
Oh- and many thanks to Bek who let me crash at her place last week. It was a blessing to stay close to the church rather than drive the 1/2 hr every day multiple times.
~Peace to you~
Women of Faith was amazing! The speakers spoke on having JOY! Luci talked about looking for those tiny pops of joy throughout your day. I was especially encouraged by two speakers- Carol Kent and Jennifer Rothschild (you have got to hear them!)- amazing stories of faith. Jennifer said, "Don't let your circumstances define you- let them refine you!" How true. I wish I could relay all that I learned and was challenged by- but we'd be here forever. If you can ever go to one of these conferences you should!!
The true blessing of the weekend was spending time with the ladies from my church. We are blessed wtih so many godly women. I was encouraged by the "down time" conversations. It was great to get to know a few women better too. Next year, the pre-conference speaker is Beth Moore...that will be great!
VBS week in many ways is a blur. By the time you get into a rhythm, it's over. Most of the week I felt out of control- forgetting little things all the time. Finally, I just began to pray "Lord, help me to do the things you want me to do- and let go of the things that aren't important to focus on". Our first day was a mess by my standards (I'm discovering my expectations of myself are often too high). Everyone else thought things went smoothly and organized. Thank God for a flexible and willing staff. Our week was smaller than years past, which is numbing in some ways. We had 58 children total. Amazing enough....our final days (Thurs/Fri) had the best attendance! 49 on Friday. That hardly ever happens during VBS. I had to keep reminding myself that God brought exactly the children He wanted us to have! They received such personal attention and heard the gospel continually!
The week was full of JOY! One boy said- "I learn more in 1 week of VBS than I do in a whole year of CCD!". We were able to minister to his family especially thoughout the week. The kids were so enthusiastic and loved every part of the week. The little ones gave out hugs galore! I enjoyed working with our teen helpers and getting to know them all a bit better. Our Teen VBS went well too- 20 teens. We were able to really set the pace for the fall program. The ladies Workshops went well- everyone enjoyed them and saw the value in them. We had 7 ladies attend that were not from our church. They were all encouraged and blessed by the fellowship. All in all it was a good week. The closing program was well-attended. Some of our VBS guests attended church on Sunday- which is always a nice surprise and blessing. In the end- it was a successful week and I'm thankful to have been a part of it.
Now that the week is over- you always take a nose-dive. You go and go and go- and then it's done. I still have some followup to do over the next few weeks. Pray that I balance everything and that seeds are watered and fruit is harvested.
I start New Teacher Orientation tomorrow- a lot will be review....but it will be good to get back into the swing of things. Thurs/Fri are district days so everyone will be back. I still have no idea what I am doing specifically- so hopefully I will find out this week.
In other news- I will be joining the Teen Club leadership this fall. Basically, I'll be adminstering the club- though I view it entirely as a team effort. Working at the Teen VBS was good for me to get to know the kids and get a feel for the group. We were able to establish some clear boundaries that will help us transition in Sept. We have a variety of leaders all with different strengths. I'm excited about this but also cautious about how much I can handle and how thick my skin is. So- keep me in prayer. We start 9/20
Well- the time has come that I must create some sort of order to the chaos I've been living in for 5 weeks now. When I do VBS, I am consumed and life falls by the wayside. Praise God my bills were all paid this time around (though I have a video long overdue at Blockbuster.....)
I'll keep you posted on my first week back to school- the students return the 28th.
Oh- and many thanks to Bek who let me crash at her place last week. It was a blessing to stay close to the church rather than drive the 1/2 hr every day multiple times.
~Peace to you~
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
The middle of the week....
Well- today is day three of VBS. We are having an amazing week. So many awesome things are happening- opportunities and interactions. I don't have time to share it all (I have to put together a powerpoint right now..) I'll share some of those pictures with you later.
The faces have been full of smiles- the hearts so open to the Lord and the hugs never stop coming!
God is at work!
Thanks for praying and encouraging!
Love to you all!
The faces have been full of smiles- the hearts so open to the Lord and the hugs never stop coming!
God is at work!
Thanks for praying and encouraging!
Love to you all!
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Barely Awake
Oh what a weekend! Women of Faith was wonderful- challenging- convicting...
Such a great time with friends and time of refreshment.
I want to share more...but I am so tired.
I am kitty sitting for Bek- they are so lovable! I've finished a bunch of paperwork for VBS (had to take my computer with me to the conference....very sad).
But- Bridget Jones was on this evening and helped the work fly by.
Be in prayer as I wrap up final prep for VBS tomorrow- prepare my Bible Stories and conduct the week.
More news when I have time and my eye lids are not so heavy....there is much news!
~Peace and REST to you~
Such a great time with friends and time of refreshment.
I want to share more...but I am so tired.
I am kitty sitting for Bek- they are so lovable! I've finished a bunch of paperwork for VBS (had to take my computer with me to the conference....very sad).
But- Bridget Jones was on this evening and helped the work fly by.
Be in prayer as I wrap up final prep for VBS tomorrow- prepare my Bible Stories and conduct the week.
More news when I have time and my eye lids are not so heavy....there is much news!
~Peace and REST to you~
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
I have to say goodbye...
I didn't think it would be so hard
to say goodbye to you
Through the good and bad days
you saw me through
Never changing, always constant
I could depend on you
Daily, you gave me a sense of security
I never had to fret
An old friend brought us together,
a friend I will never forget
But the time has come to say goodbye
Change is good they say
So I bid farewell to my favorite password
and know I will forget my new one today!
Yes folks....the day has come. I had to change my password- the one I've had since I first got email. Basically it was time and I had an issue with tampering so to be safe I changed it. Believe it or not- it really tore me up. Everytime I typed it, it reminded me of an old friend. Changing my password has been on my mind so much I even dreamt about it the other night. Very sad I know.
Maybe someday, I'll be able to use it again. But for now, it must be retired.
to say goodbye to you
Through the good and bad days
you saw me through
Never changing, always constant
I could depend on you
Daily, you gave me a sense of security
I never had to fret
An old friend brought us together,
a friend I will never forget
But the time has come to say goodbye
Change is good they say
So I bid farewell to my favorite password
and know I will forget my new one today!
Yes folks....the day has come. I had to change my password- the one I've had since I first got email. Basically it was time and I had an issue with tampering so to be safe I changed it. Believe it or not- it really tore me up. Everytime I typed it, it reminded me of an old friend. Changing my password has been on my mind so much I even dreamt about it the other night. Very sad I know.
Maybe someday, I'll be able to use it again. But for now, it must be retired.
Monday, July 31, 2006
Updates and Insights
It seems like it's time for a post but I'm racking my brain trying to figure out what to say. The days have been a whirlwind and it's nice to have a quiet, cool morning to think.
One highlight of last week was that I was asked to speak at our church's ladies meeting. I was surprised that they asked me since most of the time I feel like I'm still 12. For awhile I didn't know what to share but in the end I provided an overview of the "7 Realities to Experiencing God" (Henry Blackaby's book Experiencing God- if you've never read, you need to) along with my testimony.
Most people at church have not heard my complete testimony (is it ever really complete?). There was a lot of unfortunate things that went on in the last 10 years that my dad was the pastor there- things that took awhile for me to process/work through and eventually forgive. I thought it was important to share that despite the hurt, God was victorious and became so much more real to me. It was out of that time and the searching after, that I got involved in Haiti and ultimately am where I am today. The ladies were very kind to me and encouraging. Mom joined me for the evening and that was nice to have her there.
Most days I've been consumed with VBS. We are ahead of schedule in a lot of areas which is great! I may get a few days off before the week starts. All the staffing is finalized and it is nice to see some people taking risks and trying new ministries. I particularly nervous about the women's outreach- praying that it will be well attended. This could really be a great avenue of outreach into the community and I know if it doesn't go well, people will nix the idea. But, I've done my part- the congregation needs to do their part by inviting ladies and we will leave it to God to determine who needs to be there.
HOPE wise- we were planning to travel to Haiti this week but a number of factors caused us to put the trip on hold. In the end, it was the right decision and I feel great peace. We will go down this fall for a few days. Despite my telemarketing experience, I have a tough time soliciting help and obviously- for a ministry like this, you have to be able to solicit funds and partners to participate in the work. Thank God my partner is bold- but I can see this is an area God will be working on in me.
Work- I have not given teaching a moments thought in the past few weeks. Not good. I was hoping that we would have some training before school started and there was chatter about it, but nothing has been set in stone. I don't really know what I'll be doing- so there is little I can do to prepare. It looks like I'll be team teaching a few Social studies classes- which is awesome. I don't want to get to far from SS in case I decide to return to that content area. But, I don't know what type of responsibilities I'll have in the classroom. I've been brainstorming some organizational ideas for my students and myself- but since I don't know if I will have a classroom, they may or may not happen. I'm praying I have one- having my own space is so important to my success- I learned that the last go around. It is comforting to know that I will be at a school I'm familiar with and with other educators that I already have rapport with. 1/2 the battle is won already. There are some books I would like to read to prep for the fall- hopefully during my week off before VBS, I'll be able to do that.
Ministry- besides VBS, I haven't had much time for much else. I've been wanting to get back into our College and Career Bible Study but have only been able to go 1 night so far. Hopefully the worship team will start practicing again too. I am praying about a new ministry for the fall and we'll see if it develops. I should know in the next two weeks. I'll wait to update you all on that after I find out.
Home- life here is good. The first week was a little unsettling with all the unpacking and disorder (see previous post about my mom's sense of order). But now that everything is contained, we are doing much better. I haven't been around a ton with VBS prep and when I am here, I'm usually chained to my computer working on VBS things. Bill's car is giving him fits- the other night I had to rescue him when he ran out of gas. It was an amusing event.
And finally, the cat- Furrball is enjoying the ceiling fan. With all her hair (hence the name), summers are tough for her. I considered getting her shaved this summer- but decided she was far to proud to be so indecent. This spring I started buying her cat treats. I thought, "Well, she's 17 years old- her time will come soon enough. She might as well go out enjoying tuna and chicken flavored treats!" Well, not only is she a snot- but she is officially a glutton. Everyday she jumps up on the bed and starts crying for a treat. If she had her way, she would eat nothing else all day. Everytime I move close to the bag, she jumps up with this "give me" look on her face. What have I got myself into? She'll probably live to be 25!
Alright- enough is enough. I must finish my Teen VBS Overview sheet for tonight's meeting. Hope your days are as full and rich as mine have been.
Oh- I just finished a book last night in my devotions- I'd love to recommend it. If you are familiar with Passion- a ministry seeking to stir revival in teens/young adults today- the book is by their founder Louie Giglio.
I read his first book "The Air I Breathe" a few years ago- it is a short read about true worship. Amazing book and I highly recommend it. The main truth is that humans were made to worship and we all worship something. The challenge is what are we worshipping.
This new book called "i am not but i know I Am"- is a interesting view of our standing in comparison to God. It really puts things into perspective. Again, another quick read but so full of new truths and new perspectives.
I'll just share a quick portion I read last night- in recap- the author focuses on how small we are compared to Almighty God, hence calling us i am not.
"When you get right down to it, trading in the story of me is not really all that big of a sacrifice after all. Who wouldn't want to abandon a script you could fit on the pointed end of a pin for a chance to get in on the glorious epic that is so enduring that it's screening will require all of eternity. His true fame makes me want to live for a bigger purpose, doing everything I do in such a way as to shine the spotlight on Him."
"And how would we know when we have slipped back into the story of us? We know when we see these telling signs:
- When I'm am demanding, I have lost the plot, insisting that God and others meet my needs on the timetable that I see fit.
-When I crumble under the pressure, I have lost the plot, declaring that the outcome of life rests squarely on my shoulders, not His.
-When I crave the spotlight for myself, I have lost the plot, losing sight of the story line and the one true Star. And everytime I do it I waste one of life's fleeting chances to make my life truly count my amplifying Him.
- When I dwell on feelings of being unloved, unnoticed, or insignificant, I have lost the plot, abandoning the miracle of knowing God on a first-name basis.
Peace to you~
One highlight of last week was that I was asked to speak at our church's ladies meeting. I was surprised that they asked me since most of the time I feel like I'm still 12. For awhile I didn't know what to share but in the end I provided an overview of the "7 Realities to Experiencing God" (Henry Blackaby's book Experiencing God- if you've never read, you need to) along with my testimony.
Most people at church have not heard my complete testimony (is it ever really complete?). There was a lot of unfortunate things that went on in the last 10 years that my dad was the pastor there- things that took awhile for me to process/work through and eventually forgive. I thought it was important to share that despite the hurt, God was victorious and became so much more real to me. It was out of that time and the searching after, that I got involved in Haiti and ultimately am where I am today. The ladies were very kind to me and encouraging. Mom joined me for the evening and that was nice to have her there.Most days I've been consumed with VBS. We are ahead of schedule in a lot of areas which is great! I may get a few days off before the week starts. All the staffing is finalized and it is nice to see some people taking risks and trying new ministries. I particularly nervous about the women's outreach- praying that it will be well attended. This could really be a great avenue of outreach into the community and I know if it doesn't go well, people will nix the idea. But, I've done my part- the congregation needs to do their part by inviting ladies and we will leave it to God to determine who needs to be there.
HOPE wise- we were planning to travel to Haiti this week but a number of factors caused us to put the trip on hold. In the end, it was the right decision and I feel great peace. We will go down this fall for a few days. Despite my telemarketing experience, I have a tough time soliciting help and obviously- for a ministry like this, you have to be able to solicit funds and partners to participate in the work. Thank God my partner is bold- but I can see this is an area God will be working on in me.
Work- I have not given teaching a moments thought in the past few weeks. Not good. I was hoping that we would have some training before school started and there was chatter about it, but nothing has been set in stone. I don't really know what I'll be doing- so there is little I can do to prepare. It looks like I'll be team teaching a few Social studies classes- which is awesome. I don't want to get to far from SS in case I decide to return to that content area. But, I don't know what type of responsibilities I'll have in the classroom. I've been brainstorming some organizational ideas for my students and myself- but since I don't know if I will have a classroom, they may or may not happen. I'm praying I have one- having my own space is so important to my success- I learned that the last go around. It is comforting to know that I will be at a school I'm familiar with and with other educators that I already have rapport with. 1/2 the battle is won already. There are some books I would like to read to prep for the fall- hopefully during my week off before VBS, I'll be able to do that.
Ministry- besides VBS, I haven't had much time for much else. I've been wanting to get back into our College and Career Bible Study but have only been able to go 1 night so far. Hopefully the worship team will start practicing again too. I am praying about a new ministry for the fall and we'll see if it develops. I should know in the next two weeks. I'll wait to update you all on that after I find out.
Home- life here is good. The first week was a little unsettling with all the unpacking and disorder (see previous post about my mom's sense of order). But now that everything is contained, we are doing much better. I haven't been around a ton with VBS prep and when I am here, I'm usually chained to my computer working on VBS things. Bill's car is giving him fits- the other night I had to rescue him when he ran out of gas. It was an amusing event.
And finally, the cat- Furrball is enjoying the ceiling fan. With all her hair (hence the name), summers are tough for her. I considered getting her shaved this summer- but decided she was far to proud to be so indecent. This spring I started buying her cat treats. I thought, "Well, she's 17 years old- her time will come soon enough. She might as well go out enjoying tuna and chicken flavored treats!" Well, not only is she a snot- but she is officially a glutton. Everyday she jumps up on the bed and starts crying for a treat. If she had her way, she would eat nothing else all day. Everytime I move close to the bag, she jumps up with this "give me" look on her face. What have I got myself into? She'll probably live to be 25!
Alright- enough is enough. I must finish my Teen VBS Overview sheet for tonight's meeting. Hope your days are as full and rich as mine have been.
Oh- I just finished a book last night in my devotions- I'd love to recommend it. If you are familiar with Passion- a ministry seeking to stir revival in teens/young adults today- the book is by their founder Louie Giglio.
I read his first book "The Air I Breathe" a few years ago- it is a short read about true worship. Amazing book and I highly recommend it. The main truth is that humans were made to worship and we all worship something. The challenge is what are we worshipping.
This new book called "i am not but i know I Am"- is a interesting view of our standing in comparison to God. It really puts things into perspective. Again, another quick read but so full of new truths and new perspectives.
I'll just share a quick portion I read last night- in recap- the author focuses on how small we are compared to Almighty God, hence calling us i am not.
"When you get right down to it, trading in the story of me is not really all that big of a sacrifice after all. Who wouldn't want to abandon a script you could fit on the pointed end of a pin for a chance to get in on the glorious epic that is so enduring that it's screening will require all of eternity. His true fame makes me want to live for a bigger purpose, doing everything I do in such a way as to shine the spotlight on Him."
"And how would we know when we have slipped back into the story of us? We know when we see these telling signs:
- When I'm am demanding, I have lost the plot, insisting that God and others meet my needs on the timetable that I see fit.
-When I crumble under the pressure, I have lost the plot, declaring that the outcome of life rests squarely on my shoulders, not His.
-When I crave the spotlight for myself, I have lost the plot, losing sight of the story line and the one true Star. And everytime I do it I waste one of life's fleeting chances to make my life truly count my amplifying Him.
- When I dwell on feelings of being unloved, unnoticed, or insignificant, I have lost the plot, abandoning the miracle of knowing God on a first-name basis.
Peace to you~
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
A place for everything and everything in its place...
I don't know if my mother taught me this adage- but is was certainly something she practiced. Growing up, public places in our home were not allowed to be cluttered. School bags were not left in the dining room, opened Christmas gifts did not sit very long under the tree- "Take these to your room!" was a common phrase uttered by Mom. Our house was lived in, but you would not have known it. Now, my father's office and the storage 1/2 of the basement were another story. My dad is a pack rat. He thrives amidst clutter, piles and stacks. On his desk is a plaque that says, "A cluttered desk is the sign of a brilliant mind". My mother would often just shut his office door as to not have to look at or nag about his piles. We always knew when he had counseling sessions because minutes before they would arrive, he would be busily straightening his piles and cleaning up for company. My mom would let me room go so long until she would forbid me any fun until it was clean. Many a time, Alicia would come and "help" me so that we could go out when it was finished.
As I grow older, I realize I am more like my father than I thought. Everyone says I'm like my mom. We talk the same, laugh heartily, thrive on social events, love and hurt deeply. But for those who know my dad and I really well, they would attest that I'm a lot more like my dad. I have his teeth, skin (oh why could I not have had my mother's clear olive skin?), unemotional responses, stubborn nature and his seemingly disorganized organized clutter. Oh why could I have not also had his metabolism???
I like order- I love organization. It just always seems that my living quarters are always much smaller than the space necessary to contain all my belongings. Call me a shop-a-holic, pack rat, a saver- I don't know. I'm not a collector of knick-knacks. I love books, music, movies, photos, crafts and strangely enough office supplies. And they just happen to take up a lot of space. Why couldn't I be obsessed with paper clips or stamps- you know something small and compact?
Since traveling to Haiti, this has become an area of conviction. I'm realizing more and more how much of life is consumed with "stuff" that is meaningless in the grand scheme. With each move, boxes are taken to The Salvation Army, trash bags are heaped in the dumpster, items given away. No longer do I buy with the "I'll use this someday...". With each item in an item must go out. I'm growing more digital- files, pictures and music. Borrowing from the library or Blockbuster Online versus purchasing. I browse organizational magazines for ideas and dream of the day when I will have my own place to work their magic.
Until then, I sort and pack away. Find nooks and crannies for everything. If I can start off organized, I'll be able to maintain it. But, I don't get to upset when I falter. I will never be my mother- so neat and orderly. I won't be like some of my friends (mainly Alicia) who have the innate ability to part unemotionally with items. Everyday, I will just try a bit harder to maintain order, wisely use my resources and in the end enjoy the things that are so special to me.
I've finished all I'm going to do with my unpacking. The living room is cleared (minus the computer I need a box for). Books and clothes are put away, suitcases and items for Haiti have been moved to the basement. There are a four boxes that I don't know what to do with at the moment and I don't have the gumption to deal with. They will just have to wait until things die down a bit (mainly until VBS is over). I can live with that. And- the door to my room can be shut if anyone has a problem with it!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
A Vacation of Sorts
I've been vacationing lately- from my computer and from Connecticut.
Here is the lowdown:
After a few crazy weeks at work culminating in preparing the family to head to England for 10 days, I got to have a little break.Here is the lowdown:
I spent the first three days working on Vacation Bible School and a huge HOPE fundraising mailing. Thanks so much to Bek and Heidi for helping paint the VBS banners and to Bill and my parents who helped with a lot of the cutting and folding for the HOPE letter.
I love painting with the gals- we laugh, chat and have moments of artistic genius.
Here are a few pics...
Heidi and her Amazing Trees!
Heidi- our only casualty along the way
Then- bright and early Monday morning (the 26th), I jetted off to West Palm Beach, Florida to visit Erica, my roommate from BBC. It was so good to be with her- calming and soothing. We enjoyed lazy days full of laughing and sharing. I finally saw Walk the Line- what a good movie!! I have a whole new appreciate for Phoenix and Witherspoon! We also saw The Lake House. It was better than I anticipated but the ending is bizarre and leaves you feeling incomplete. You'll understand when you see it. Erica was a huge help in preparing the HOPE mailing with me- we stuffed over 350 letters and took daily trips to the post office to mail them. We did a little shopping. A highlight was visiting Sephora to buy Bare Essentials (you have got to try it!!) and we saw the Jonathan product. A while back I got addicted to the show Blow Out- and watched a marathon one Saturday. Very Sad. We also visited J. Crew in tribute to some fun times in B-suite. Here we are...
It was great to be with Erica's family and especially her adorable nieces. I also met some of Erica's friends and visited her church and school. Now, I can picture them in my mind when Erica shares. It was an amazing week in Florida- I came home refreshed and relaxed!
I returned to NY on Friday and began to get the house ready for the family's return. This meant many loads of laundry- clothes, towels and sheets. I also stocked the fridge/cupboard and all the cleaning supplies. A few extras were thrown in such as getting a flat tire fixed.
Saturday afternoon, Alicia and Matt arrived from New Hampshire for a visit. We had lunch at a little French restaurant in Stamford. The food was delicious, the day beautiful and the company calming. Here are Matt and Alicia enjoying the chocolate covered strawberries we got for dessert...
After, we skipped over to Target to check out the cart escalators. Since it is a two-story Target, when you want to go upstairs, you put your cart on this escalator machine and it rides up alongside of you. It is pretty cool. We wrapped up the afternoon by taking a leisurely drive home and checking out all the awesome houses. After a swim, we grilled dinner and had an amazing time. With smooth jazz playing in the background, surrounded by a blazing fire and beautiful flowers- it was an ideal evening for couples. Sadly, I was the singleton. Sunday, Alicia spoiled us with Homemade French toast. We enjoyed a little walk checking out the plants and houses on our road. Another sensational lunch grilled and more good conversation- so good. A final swim and strawberry shortcake- and they were off. They weren't here for very long, but every moment was full to the brim! I love my visits with Alicia and Matt!
So- the family is back and it's back to the 'ole routine. I'm thankful for some time to get refreshed, both in body and spirit!
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
The reason I do it....
"If we don't stand up for children, then we don't stand for much."
Marian Wright Edleman
"Even so it is not the will of your Father who is in heaven
that one of these little ones should perish."
Matthew 18:14
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Deer, Driveways and Regret
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So this last weekend Rebecca and I took a little road trip. Bek came down Friday evening and stayed with me in NY (as Alicia commented last post- yes I live in a huge, grand house here in NY. If you want to see a picture- just ask!). We left Saturday morning and drove down to Scranton. Along the way we enjoyed our Road Trip CD, a little taste of everything! We were reminded how Route 81 has an over abundance of dead deer along the way. So, on our return trip we counted the roadkill (sick I know....)- there were 8.
The mission of this trip: to visit Hoban's in Dunmore. We have found no teaching store remotely like it- so we return to our college haunting grounds. Since they were closing early- we rushed through choosing our items (I felt like the contestants on that old show where they had just a few minutes to find items in the grocery store...).
After, we drove over to BBC. Oh my goodness! How beautiful! The new entranceway (which I know isn't that new, but I haven't been back since 2003) is gorgeous. So grand! And all the extra parking! The dorms look great now with the same brick design. The landscaping was beautiful too- we used to always say that flowers only came out for homecoming and graduation. I was truly impressed!
We visited for a bit with our Fletcher Dorm Parents. That was a blessing. It was nice to catch up on their lives and the goings on of the school and other dormmates. Some days, it doesn't feel like I graduated 5 years ago...but then I see their kids who were just toddlers when we lived in the dorm and I realize that it has been 5 years. We finished by exploring Jackson Hall and seeing the changes there. We stopped off in the evening in Goshen, NY to visit a friend who I met while student teaching. She is incredible- and I always get a good chuckle in during our visits.
Throughout the whole trip we reminisced about our time at BBC. I remember arriving that first semester (after 2 years at an even more conservative school) and really not liking BBC. I was pretty judgmental and expected that Christian spirituality had to look the same in everyone. Thankfully, the Lord worked in my heart and I came to understand that we are all unique and God's working in us is specific. In the end, I loved BBC. The professors, the spirit, the classes, the friends I made.
That's the best part of it all. The friends. I had the most amazing girls in my suite and we made so many memories together. We were able to be completely real and honest with each other. And were able to laugh at ourselves- like tripping over flowerpots in front of half the student body and accidentally sticking pens up one's nose at crucial moments. I have never laughed so hard as I did in B-suite. And when I get in touch with those friends, it all comes flooding back.
Returning to BBC also brings back unfortunate memories. During that time I was so chained to other's opinions of me. So much so, that outside my circle of friends, I never felt like I was truly myself. I allowed what I assumed other people thought of me to control my actions and responses. And there is nothing that I regret more. I missed amazing opportunities because of this fear- and those opportunities will never come again.
So-visiting BBC is full of mixed emotions. I am so glad the majority of them are positive, wonderful memories . But there is always that small pang of regret that creeps in. I am thankful for that pang- because it reminds me that I don't want to live a regretful life anymore. Instead, I'm choosing to live an adventurous one where I can say at the end of the day "no regrets"!
Thursday, May 25, 2006
HOME
I'm missing home- not in a homesick kind of way- but in a "I like this place, these people, my routine" kind of way. I guess it's comfortable. Not that it's not so comfortable that I won't leave (I mean, I only quit my job and moved to NY 2 years ago....and have been traveling regularly to Haiti). But, it is nice to know that there is a place to call HOME- a place where you are accepted and loved "just as you are". And, people who know so much about you and can recount so many "I can't believe I did that!" moments, and yet still love you. So...here are some pics of what HOME means to me...
The Family- one Sunday after church when my dad was the interim pastor at a little church near our home. We just happened to all be there that day. I still go to church in Canterbury and my parents go to the Baptist church in Eastford. Bill hops around between the two. It was nice to be together as a family for church that day.
"Our house" in Canterbury- we don't live here anymore...but we all slip up every now and then and call it just that. Twenty-seven years of family memories are written on the walls.
Calvary Chapel- my home church... in every sense of the word. It has changed a lot over the years- the building has changed, the faces have changed- but it is still HOME.
Our new house in Eastford- very cozy and we love our woodstove. Dad worked hand in hand with our contractor to finish it.
I always said I wouldn't be one of those ladies who had pictures of her cat everywhere- but I do love my Furrball. She looks quite dazed here- I think this was taken back when we were moving from Canterbury. She was probably overwhelmed by the chaos. Sad to say... I miss my cat the most when I'm in NY.
When I think of HOME- I think of my friends. Here are my best girl friends from HOME- Alissa, Meredith, Alicia and Rebecca. We don't see each other too often- but my heart is always soothed and my soul rejuvenated when I do.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Roma
My first trip oversees was to Rome over Thanksgiving, 2003. Alicia and I went on a pre-wedding best friend holiday. Our trip was full of adventures- new sights and experiences. Most importantly, Alicia and I created some very special memories! Here are some of my favorite reminisces...
Alicia getting ready to throw her 3 coins in the Trevi Fountain
This unashamed women immediately stole our coins with her magnetic pole.
One of our highlights was a day trip to Pompeii. We took a train down through Naples and were able to enjoy the beautiful coastal countryside. When we arrived, we got caught in a downpour so we took refuge in a cafe across from the Pompeii ruins. After the rain stopped, we ventured into the ruins and had the town basically to ourselves. As we journeyed up and down the streets of Pompeii, Alicia and I tried to figure out what each building had been used for. We happened upon on building that was open to the street and had a long counter along the street. In the counter were carved out basins. Alicia thought that these were stores and the basins were used to serve food. I thought to myself, "How silly! That can't be what they were used for!" Come to find out- she was right! The marble counters were brilliant and this picture reminds me to trust Alicia- she knows what she's talking about!
I love this picture. In the midst of a rainy day, full of old gray, broken down ruins- there was this brilliant patch of green grass growing!
Alicia and I re-enacted the Gladiators marching into the Pompeii Colosseum for battle!
Our first evening in Rome, we enjoyed dinner across the street from the Colosseum. It is beautiful at night! We returned during the day for a tour! It was a dream come true to explore this treasure.
Palatine Hill and The Roman Forum were incredible. Walking among and touching the ruins of the heart of Ancient Rome was exhilarating. This is the home of the Vestal Virgins- their job was to keep the eternal flame of Vesta lighted and were kept under the "watchful" eye of the priests!
Can't wait to travel again with Alicia- ask her about the waiter at the pizzeria along the Appian Way. And ask her about the Oriental restaurant and ordering a little vino!
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